Its only a matter of comunication And those doors are open Its in hammering the nail on the head And securing the doorframe She's too easy to access She's too open with herself I'm too hard too please I'm too ill at ease. Its all oky I'm not hoping for a comitment ceremony Its just one of those days Where she lays on the bed, stairs at me with those eyes Bursting with smiles Saying its all here,waiting Wholesome girl next door I lift a glass And prapose a toast Flow your hair down to...
I want to see you There's nothing to see Al these comprami$es Have hidden what was something to me I want to hold you There is no hand in reach All these faces,and I'm not recognized by anybody Your opening statement Has traces of a search for more than"it could be" Repunzel,Repunzel Let down your hair I need your kind of woman,to take care of me A softer you A battle scared me A world of maybe's.
The distance grows The silence knows Of the pathways that don't lead home I've been knocking at this door With nuckles swolen from trying Ignoring the feeling That doesn't go away Your already gone Not the one,u were anymore Not the one I'd do anything for
She smokes more than she talks A nervous walk Like there is something to run from Who is spinning the barrel of the gun Who are you dying to escape Restless leg syndrome Amnesia and selfdefence. That has no trust, In those who say they...
Everything is floating to the surface 10 years ago,3 months ago Last week... Childhood afflictions Pushing your body back For being something they couldn't understand. The places sand gets into When u find yourself on the ground with mud cakes made from drops of blood. Althou this is far from child's play Even this cloud has a silver lining
Those re acurring dreams. Of when screams were folded into layers, and packed away in skin Forgotten with the stolen toy cars Of the neighbors kid. I have to take...
When an insult Is more comfortable Than a compliment U must know,u've lived at rock bottom U must be aware,u've been surrounded by damaged people. U must know they are wrong. The captive,falls inlove with he captor The abused becomes the abuser The victim becomes what hurt most Cycles in cycles Chain links,linking on and on Only truth sets you free Only calling it by the name Starts the process of ending the influence of the enemy. Resist the repressor
U use me as a cautionary tale Without the story being concluded U use me as a "what would u do" Without the answers being given The distance from your eyes to your nose is the furthest your insight goes Speaking of right and wrong As if you grasp,what things really mean My head is heavy from what you haven't seen
Take stock Asses damages Tally up the score Some believe they win And in that thought alone they've lost
Dreamt you were dead Woke up with the sadest feeling alive Started questioning my life. Stared in my eyes Wiped the mirror to make things clearer Woke up stairing in my rearview mirror Woke up searching for you My favorite hues,french ultramarine blue All my mind conjures is you. You knew All the things I'm knowing now You saw All the things I'm seeing now.
You make skin and bones look good U dazzle behind ciggarette smoke Where humour makes your beauty eternal all jokes aside These small remembered details Are steering me to madness
She creeps up on me In dreams In off topic conversations bout random things. Her name rolls past me In the end credits of the final scene I see her sillouette in the woman who dances on the screen I see flashes of her everywhere A nightmare of haunting praportions An echo that goes on without end Each day,again and again and again...
Inclined to pull away In huggs that rub my back As if someone died
There is too much pitty stairing at my eyes She says let me take a picture For when your gone and I'm alone, I say if I ever come back you would know this is my home. I'm swolen with tears With years of holding every crippling fear in Of making the best of things Of fucking,myself free from loving. I want more now. More than what whent wrong. More than looking away In those moments that should cement us together.