Submissions by KittyFromHell
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I write mostly about my day to day emotions, experiences, and thoughts. Every fucked up thought I have usually ends up here.
Out For Blood
The grudge won't be relinquished
Not until I see your blood flow
Till you stare up at me pleading
With your newly blackened eyes
Begging forgiveness in your cries
How do you like being a whore now?
And a bitch ass coward too!
You had nothing to lose but you hid
And played it down like "oh well"
Bitch, I hope life dips you into hell!
How did my pussy taste on his lips?
Since you're a closet freak
Combined with a liar and a fake
Getting it on in drunken orgies
With your little group of "besties"
...
Not until I see your blood flow
Till you stare up at me pleading
With your newly blackened eyes
Begging forgiveness in your cries
How do you like being a whore now?
And a bitch ass coward too!
You had nothing to lose but you hid
And played it down like "oh well"
Bitch, I hope life dips you into hell!
How did my pussy taste on his lips?
Since you're a closet freak
Combined with a liar and a fake
Getting it on in drunken orgies
With your little group of "besties"
...
800 reads
3 Comments
Heal Me
All I want is to curl up in your arms
Safe and warm like a little kitten
I can't keep holding resentment
Leaving my love quietly unwritten
I wondered if I'd fallen out of it
The net that held me firmly captive
Drifting away in a lonely way
No more kisses and hugs to give
Now I'm being pulled back in
Following the hypnotic Siren song
That sings the desires of my heart
Washing away thoughts of wrong
I want to take you in my embrace
Forgive you for every stupid mistake
I want my new wall of hurt to crumble
To...
Safe and warm like a little kitten
I can't keep holding resentment
Leaving my love quietly unwritten
I wondered if I'd fallen out of it
The net that held me firmly captive
Drifting away in a lonely way
No more kisses and hugs to give
Now I'm being pulled back in
Following the hypnotic Siren song
That sings the desires of my heart
Washing away thoughts of wrong
I want to take you in my embrace
Forgive you for every stupid mistake
I want my new wall of hurt to crumble
To...
840 reads
6 Comments
First Time
That hot summer day
Enough to make us sweat
Sneaking off to trespass
You hard, me dripping wet
I don't remember many details
Of foreplay and conversation
But I remember that relief
When we first made a collision
It didn't hurt me that much
Like I always heard that it would
Inexperienced as we were
Two awkward virgins by the woods
Body and soul merged
We became not two, but one
Lying on an old sheet
Under a shade from the sun
I'll never forget the "oh my god"
Expression on your face...
Enough to make us sweat
Sneaking off to trespass
You hard, me dripping wet
I don't remember many details
Of foreplay and conversation
But I remember that relief
When we first made a collision
It didn't hurt me that much
Like I always heard that it would
Inexperienced as we were
Two awkward virgins by the woods
Body and soul merged
We became not two, but one
Lying on an old sheet
Under a shade from the sun
I'll never forget the "oh my god"
Expression on your face...
874 reads
5 Comments
A Little Older, Not Much Wiser
Something within me slowly snapped
Like a wire being bent back and forth
Breaking a little more with every push
Reaching its limit to being worn on
I feel older and more serious now
More so that I was only a year ago
So much shit went down and up
Teaching more life lessons to know
Am I wiser now? I don't feel that way
Just less lighthearted and carefree
Like my happy button is somewhat broken
Somewhere here deep inside of me
It turns itself on and off at will
Pushed by life's joys and woes
As if I'm hanging off...
Like a wire being bent back and forth
Breaking a little more with every push
Reaching its limit to being worn on
I feel older and more serious now
More so that I was only a year ago
So much shit went down and up
Teaching more life lessons to know
Am I wiser now? I don't feel that way
Just less lighthearted and carefree
Like my happy button is somewhat broken
Somewhere here deep inside of me
It turns itself on and off at will
Pushed by life's joys and woes
As if I'm hanging off...
704 reads
1 Comment
A Memory Revived
Meet me under that bare, gray tree
Our place that no one knows
Kiss me gently in that loving way
Help me forget and let go
Soothe away the painful memories
Leave them in the past today
Go back to where love first found us
We don't have to go far away
Just back under that bare, gray tree
Lay me down on that bed
That one of dead, brown leaves
Not a worry in our heads
The air is chilly, but our hearts are not
Peace of mind in your arms
Your lips chasing all my doubt away
You're all I need...
Our place that no one knows
Kiss me gently in that loving way
Help me forget and let go
Soothe away the painful memories
Leave them in the past today
Go back to where love first found us
We don't have to go far away
Just back under that bare, gray tree
Lay me down on that bed
That one of dead, brown leaves
Not a worry in our heads
The air is chilly, but our hearts are not
Peace of mind in your arms
Your lips chasing all my doubt away
You're all I need...
700 reads
3 Comments
Blocked... Again
Can't even write a song
Just barely hanging on
Forcing lines and lyrics
From my fumbling fingertips
My muse is escaping
From my minds grasp
Dancing away mockingly
Then coming back again
Just to slam my head
Into the wall
Again
And
Again
I wonder if its the gray
Monotone of the season
Winter chill frosting
Stopping my frequent flow
Can't express my love
How I keep falling in and out
Nor the fear and despair
That creeps up every night
Not even simple small things
When things...
Just barely hanging on
Forcing lines and lyrics
From my fumbling fingertips
My muse is escaping
From my minds grasp
Dancing away mockingly
Then coming back again
Just to slam my head
Into the wall
Again
And
Again
I wonder if its the gray
Monotone of the season
Winter chill frosting
Stopping my frequent flow
Can't express my love
How I keep falling in and out
Nor the fear and despair
That creeps up every night
Not even simple small things
When things...
651 reads
2 Comments
Can I Trust You Again? :(
We're so lost
Shit happens
But at what cost?
Every time I think
Tears ready to fall
Over the brink
I've lost my faith
Doubting everything
Between love and hate
Sometimes I think
Am I more in love
With our mem'ries
Than you?
A dull ache creeps on
Swallowing me whole
Until my heart is gone
I need you to save me
I don't know if you can
I'm too beaten and shaky
I need you for now and forever
Or so that's what I believed
Right now I'm torn and battered
I...
Shit happens
But at what cost?
Every time I think
Tears ready to fall
Over the brink
I've lost my faith
Doubting everything
Between love and hate
Sometimes I think
Am I more in love
With our mem'ries
Than you?
A dull ache creeps on
Swallowing me whole
Until my heart is gone
I need you to save me
I don't know if you can
I'm too beaten and shaky
I need you for now and forever
Or so that's what I believed
Right now I'm torn and battered
I...
2762 reads
2 Comments
I'm Drained
Tasting bitter memories and tears
I don't know where to begin
Ready to give up where I stand
Everywhere I step feels like quicksand
Dare I go on any further?
I don't know where to begin
Ready to give up where I stand
Everywhere I step feels like quicksand
Dare I go on any further?
724 reads
3 Comments
f**k You... But I Love You
Are we both just two twisted fucks
With bones sitting in our closets
Just waiting for our sins to find us
Haunting with all the guilt and regret?
After all that's been said and done
I can't believe you continually lied
Watched me go through my personal hell
When I wasn't the only one with something to hide
My mistakes are all known and open
I'm not innocent, but neither are you
It just took a threat of blackmail on the outside
For the cold truth to come shining through
Fuck you, bitch, but I still love you deeply
I...
With bones sitting in our closets
Just waiting for our sins to find us
Haunting with all the guilt and regret?
After all that's been said and done
I can't believe you continually lied
Watched me go through my personal hell
When I wasn't the only one with something to hide
My mistakes are all known and open
I'm not innocent, but neither are you
It just took a threat of blackmail on the outside
For the cold truth to come shining through
Fuck you, bitch, but I still love you deeply
I...
972 reads
7 Comments
I'm Sorry... I'm Fragile
I'm an unstable wooden boat
On a stormy sea in the night
I'm a plastic bag whirling around
Thrown by the wind
Again and again
I'm an unanswered prayer
Floating in the divide between
Heaven and earth
I'm an unwanted baby
That was almost killed
Before birth
My tears come so quickly
So easily
My crazy fears spark up too fast
But not in the past
I'm a broken piece of a girl
Lost somewhere in this big world
Changing
Evolving
Trying to make sense of this life
Being worn down by headaches...
On a stormy sea in the night
I'm a plastic bag whirling around
Thrown by the wind
Again and again
I'm an unanswered prayer
Floating in the divide between
Heaven and earth
I'm an unwanted baby
That was almost killed
Before birth
My tears come so quickly
So easily
My crazy fears spark up too fast
But not in the past
I'm a broken piece of a girl
Lost somewhere in this big world
Changing
Evolving
Trying to make sense of this life
Being worn down by headaches...
749 reads
8 Comments
Like A Country Song
Feeling like a country song
Sitting on a bar stool somewhere
Talking to a drink mixer
Who wishes he were anywhere else
Stumbling in the pouring rain
Numb to the sting of the wet and cold
Laughed at by the young
Scorned and tongue wagged by the old
Throwing empty shot glasses
Trashing the empty parking lot with bottles
Then speeding too fast down a road
Truck mindlessly skidding around full throttle
Singing songs with a shaky voice
Screaming at God waving trembling, angry hands
Tearing at disheveled locks of hair ...
Sitting on a bar stool somewhere
Talking to a drink mixer
Who wishes he were anywhere else
Stumbling in the pouring rain
Numb to the sting of the wet and cold
Laughed at by the young
Scorned and tongue wagged by the old
Throwing empty shot glasses
Trashing the empty parking lot with bottles
Then speeding too fast down a road
Truck mindlessly skidding around full throttle
Singing songs with a shaky voice
Screaming at God waving trembling, angry hands
Tearing at disheveled locks of hair ...
657 reads
10 Comments
Emotions
A flickering flame
Constantly burning
Not always bright
A feisty little candle
Fighting off wind and rain
Against the storming sky
A glimmer of hope
Fueling a warmth
Loving a buzz within
A splash of gasoline
Flaring, hissing, spitting
Spreading sin after sin
Unpredictable changes
Linked to the surrounding fire
Their fuel and fellow flame
Either softly warming
Spewing hot blue and white
Or dying out in cooling shame
Constantly burning
Not always bright
A feisty little candle
Fighting off wind and rain
Against the storming sky
A glimmer of hope
Fueling a warmth
Loving a buzz within
A splash of gasoline
Flaring, hissing, spitting
Spreading sin after sin
Unpredictable changes
Linked to the surrounding fire
Their fuel and fellow flame
Either softly warming
Spewing hot blue and white
Or dying out in cooling shame
661 reads
8 Comments
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