Submissions by Kdog112 (Kevin Johnson)

my dearest love the night I first met you, you took my breath away and made my heart skip a beat. Yes as cleaqueic as it is it truely was love at first sight. You were the woman of my dreams and the love of my life. Then I deployed to the war which I just was not mentally ready for. I was shot at twice which barely missed and that got me pissed,but I survived then I sawa friend get decapitated after his truck was hit by an IED. Later that monthI sawthe bodies of two of my best friends who were burned alive after their truck was struck by an IED and as their bodies were pulled from the truck...

I can't explain how I feel pther than to say that I have all this pent up energy,anger and rage inside of me that is fighting to be unleashed. I know I can't keep this beast locked away for long however, I'm not sure if I can control the beast inside meonce I let him out of his cage. I have this angry beast inside me just begging to be let out. The beast is like a wild animal locked in a cage. The rage just builds and biulds without any way to release it, then one day I feel quiet and calm then the rage and the beast just come out with such an explosive force that my life, family and my...