Submissions by Jezebel (Jamie-Leigh)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Unworthy Jezebel
I messed up, I know i have.
I gave myself to someone else when yours was all i should have been.
I'm a wreck, an emotional, unworthy wreck.
Everyone deserves better than me, YOU deserve better than me.
Staying at home, alone in my world, it's all i really need.
You go and have your fun, i'll stay here and just bleed, unseen blood.
Don't you know that it's not your fault? I'mprojecting! Gosh, i'm so selfish!!!!
I trust you, but can you trust me after all that i've done?
I'm scared that you'll one day wake up and realise your worth, how it's more than...
I gave myself to someone else when yours was all i should have been.
I'm a wreck, an emotional, unworthy wreck.
Everyone deserves better than me, YOU deserve better than me.
Staying at home, alone in my world, it's all i really need.
You go and have your fun, i'll stay here and just bleed, unseen blood.
Don't you know that it's not your fault? I'mprojecting! Gosh, i'm so selfish!!!!
I trust you, but can you trust me after all that i've done?
I'm scared that you'll one day wake up and realise your worth, how it's more than...
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Lost In Translation
My thoughts are all gibberish inside my head
Swirling and Twirling, Fumbling and Tumbling end over end.
Emotions meet and retreat all at once.
Clarity then confusion- My heads' in a spin.
Finally i sit, a pen in my hand
I scribble the write, oh yes, here comes the light.
Words flowing freely-
Until finally and completely,
Without any doubt, I understand me.
Swirling and Twirling, Fumbling and Tumbling end over end.
Emotions meet and retreat all at once.
Clarity then confusion- My heads' in a spin.
Finally i sit, a pen in my hand
I scribble the write, oh yes, here comes the light.
Words flowing freely-
Until finally and completely,
Without any doubt, I understand me.
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And this... This you are to me.
You're the thought that starts each morning,
the conclusion to each day.
I envision you in all i do,
and also all i say.
You're the smile on my face,
the sparkle in my eye.
The warmth inside my heart,
the fullness in my life.
Yours, the only hand that's laced to mine,
the coat upon my back.
My friend and love you have my heart,
and i'll always have your back.
You're the few little freckles on my cheek,
the constant tingle in my soul.
The voice that makes me weak,
You're the one who shields the cold.
You're...
the conclusion to each day.
I envision you in all i do,
and also all i say.
You're the smile on my face,
the sparkle in my eye.
The warmth inside my heart,
the fullness in my life.
Yours, the only hand that's laced to mine,
the coat upon my back.
My friend and love you have my heart,
and i'll always have your back.
You're the few little freckles on my cheek,
the constant tingle in my soul.
The voice that makes me weak,
You're the one who shields the cold.
You're...
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The Beauty In It All
Take a moment to notice
The beauty of the trees.
Sit and take a look
At the dancing leaves.
Note the little child
Laughing, playing with a toy.
Always so full of energy;
Humongous amounts of joy.
Don't crush the insects,
Who are 1/1000ths of your weight.
They may creep up your path,
But don't decide their fate.
Life's not about avoiding storms.
Instead, dance in the rain.
The Earth is so beautiful;
Why must we cause it's pain?
Take time off your busy schedule
To glance at the starry night.
Because nature is genius.
So...
The beauty of the trees.
Sit and take a look
At the dancing leaves.
Note the little child
Laughing, playing with a toy.
Always so full of energy;
Humongous amounts of joy.
Don't crush the insects,
Who are 1/1000ths of your weight.
They may creep up your path,
But don't decide their fate.
Life's not about avoiding storms.
Instead, dance in the rain.
The Earth is so beautiful;
Why must we cause it's pain?
Take time off your busy schedule
To glance at the starry night.
Because nature is genius.
So...
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My Everything
We do things together, we never want to part.
When we're with each other, nothing else could bother.
You've got your friends and i've got mine.. Then there's ours.
Hours could pass us bye and we would continue cuddling, laughing and playing.
You've become a part of me, that plays an important role.
Baby just accept it, you and i can't go wrong.
Showing you love is all i want to do,
Let me in and i swear you'd never want to let go.
You're my everything, therefore i need nothing.
Kiss me deep, hold me tight...
You know that would feel...
When we're with each other, nothing else could bother.
You've got your friends and i've got mine.. Then there's ours.
Hours could pass us bye and we would continue cuddling, laughing and playing.
You've become a part of me, that plays an important role.
Baby just accept it, you and i can't go wrong.
Showing you love is all i want to do,
Let me in and i swear you'd never want to let go.
You're my everything, therefore i need nothing.
Kiss me deep, hold me tight...
You know that would feel...
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A Place For You In Fantasy
At the first level of my being,
You're still with me.
We still look at each other,
At that level beyond sight.
We talk and laugh with each other,
In a place beyond words.
We still touch each other,
On a level beyond touch.
We share time together in a place,
Where time stands still.
We are still together,
On a level called love.
BUT - I cry alone for you,
In a place called reality.
You're still with me.
We still look at each other,
At that level beyond sight.
We talk and laugh with each other,
In a place beyond words.
We still touch each other,
On a level beyond touch.
We share time together in a place,
Where time stands still.
We are still together,
On a level called love.
BUT - I cry alone for you,
In a place called reality.
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Living For You & I
All i ever wanted was to be part of your heart,
For us to be together, to never be apart.
No-one in the world can ever compare,
You're perfect and so is this love that we share.
We have so much more than i ever thought we would,
I love you more than i ever thought i could.
I promise to give you all i have to give,
I'll do anything for you as long as I live.
In your eyes i see our present, our future, our past,
By the way you look at me, i know we'll last.
I hope that one day you'll come to realize,
How perfect you are when seen through my...
For us to be together, to never be apart.
No-one in the world can ever compare,
You're perfect and so is this love that we share.
We have so much more than i ever thought we would,
I love you more than i ever thought i could.
I promise to give you all i have to give,
I'll do anything for you as long as I live.
In your eyes i see our present, our future, our past,
By the way you look at me, i know we'll last.
I hope that one day you'll come to realize,
How perfect you are when seen through my...
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What You Do To Me...
Looking at you-
I feel my mind, body and soul going into a sensation,
Only something beyond human understanding, can conquer.
You're like that shooting star I sit and wait for...
When the nights are dark and the world's in utter, pure silence.
In a world, I like to believe is our own,
You guide me to a place where i feel a spirit of probity.
Visions and dreams, things we've already discovered;
Certain aspects we've chosen to share.
Like that twitter in the early morning-
So tenacious but tortuous at the same time...
A similar yet not exact...
I feel my mind, body and soul going into a sensation,
Only something beyond human understanding, can conquer.
You're like that shooting star I sit and wait for...
When the nights are dark and the world's in utter, pure silence.
In a world, I like to believe is our own,
You guide me to a place where i feel a spirit of probity.
Visions and dreams, things we've already discovered;
Certain aspects we've chosen to share.
Like that twitter in the early morning-
So tenacious but tortuous at the same time...
A similar yet not exact...
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Who I Am
I am only me, that is all that i can be.
No more, no less, don't second guess.
I love, i laugh, i live and cry, i've wished at times that i could die.
Some days i'm funny, others' i'm not,
Sometimes i'm on overdrive and can't stop.
I am a loyal and honest friend, you know that i'll be there to the end.
I am a girlfriend/sister, my peers my greatest gift,
The smiles on their faces always gives me a lift.
I am romantic, sensual and passionate too,
To the love of my life i'll share this with you.
I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold.
I'm quite...
No more, no less, don't second guess.
I love, i laugh, i live and cry, i've wished at times that i could die.
Some days i'm funny, others' i'm not,
Sometimes i'm on overdrive and can't stop.
I am a loyal and honest friend, you know that i'll be there to the end.
I am a girlfriend/sister, my peers my greatest gift,
The smiles on their faces always gives me a lift.
I am romantic, sensual and passionate too,
To the love of my life i'll share this with you.
I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold.
I'm quite...
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Accepting Destiny
Going through changes-
Doing what's best for me and not for you.
Everyone, always expecting a little too much,
No more, life is getting much too tough.
Why bother yelling and cursing?
Trust me, that won't make it any better.
Always putting everyone first,
Overwhelmed with hurt so much my head will soon burst.
Gone- The days when I had no worries.
Now- Wishing for that one cold draught at Forries.
Long ago, there was always THAT someone,
But that's why it's "long ago" because now there is no-one.
Some, they claim to...
Doing what's best for me and not for you.
Everyone, always expecting a little too much,
No more, life is getting much too tough.
Why bother yelling and cursing?
Trust me, that won't make it any better.
Always putting everyone first,
Overwhelmed with hurt so much my head will soon burst.
Gone- The days when I had no worries.
Now- Wishing for that one cold draught at Forries.
Long ago, there was always THAT someone,
But that's why it's "long ago" because now there is no-one.
Some, they claim to...
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Should Have Known...
You see me as this innocent little girl now,
You really do know nothing about me.
I've done things wrong and worse,
I've even sinned like none you've heard.
Look at the bigger picture you self absorbed cunt,
I'm not that little girl you claimed to have always wanted.
My respect for you is beyond limited,
Why? Because you don't a fuck deserve it.
I've been hurt, I've been torn,
Saddest of all, you never mourned.
He left when i was but a fetus,
Told my mom he had no choice... (She fell for his silly games)
Want to know why he left?...
You really do know nothing about me.
I've done things wrong and worse,
I've even sinned like none you've heard.
Look at the bigger picture you self absorbed cunt,
I'm not that little girl you claimed to have always wanted.
My respect for you is beyond limited,
Why? Because you don't a fuck deserve it.
I've been hurt, I've been torn,
Saddest of all, you never mourned.
He left when i was but a fetus,
Told my mom he had no choice... (She fell for his silly games)
Want to know why he left?...
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Why God? Where Are You?
Oh great & powerful one the ocean b4 me speaks of ur movement which is gr8a than the waves lapping on the shoreline, or crashing thunderously upon rock & sand. Vast is ur gr8ness deathless ur mystery & beauty.
Today on the verge of advent i ponder the u & me & the pain bedded betwixu us. A pain afraid & confused a pain that dares 2 raise its head 2 strike & spit, crying out angrily WHY GOD... WHERE ARE YOU?!
We acclaim u as the powerful 1, the God who is in control. But just look @ our world! Day in & day out confronted with the ravages of...
Today on the verge of advent i ponder the u & me & the pain bedded betwixu us. A pain afraid & confused a pain that dares 2 raise its head 2 strike & spit, crying out angrily WHY GOD... WHERE ARE YOU?!
We acclaim u as the powerful 1, the God who is in control. But just look @ our world! Day in & day out confronted with the ravages of...
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