Submissions by Jaystar88
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
30th Mar 2018 11:29pm
30th Mar 2018 11:29pm
Trapped
I’m lost, I’m lonely, I’m walking the streets , feeling of empty it haunts me for keeps , the absence of love, lacking runs deep, the tear drops and caskets , it makes my heart weep. I’m angry with god cause I feel he don’t care , I’m searching the sky’s but nobody’s there , just quiet and darkness , eerie at night , I hug on my pillow, I cry holding tight , craving the power and love of the light , I hope and I pray that my parents don’t fight , broken, I struggle, try hard with my might , to heal all my wounds , a future that’s bright
My balls haven’t dropped and I think I’m...
My balls haven’t dropped and I think I’m...
#LifeStruggles
#prison
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DRUGS POEM
Published
29th Mar 2018 12:38pm
29th Mar 2018 12:38pm
Edinburgh life
Am living in the burgh and it’s just not fair
East to the west fuck I just don’t care, party all night , and am sleeping all day , make money in my sleep, from the brown and the yay,
The risk of course is a prison time stay
Finger to the law , Fuck al do it anyway ,
Live to regret what I did this day
I’m never getting out , of this hell hole place .
Welcome to the nitty gritty Capital life , you know where it’s at , the parties at night . The schemes are polluted , with filth in the air , single mothers clucking, worse for the wear. Peeking through...
East to the west fuck I just don’t care, party all night , and am sleeping all day , make money in my sleep, from the brown and the yay,
The risk of course is a prison time stay
Finger to the law , Fuck al do it anyway ,
Live to regret what I did this day
I’m never getting out , of this hell hole place .
Welcome to the nitty gritty Capital life , you know where it’s at , the parties at night . The schemes are polluted , with filth in the air , single mothers clucking, worse for the wear. Peeking through...
#LifeStruggles
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DRUGS POEM
Published
28th Mar 2018 7:42am
28th Mar 2018 7:42am
Junkies paradise
I’m sick of this burden that weighs on my chest , the struggles of life , the haters that test , the drugs and the crime , the jail what a mess , put me in the ground, eternally rest!
The chaos the drama , the fake friends that lie, to cunts that will judge you, that laugh passing by , the junkies and judges court cells and more , my life is a mess and I’m painfully sore !
I look in the mirror and guess what looks back , a skeleton junkie , fixation on smack ,
My teeth are pure yellow , there rotten with plaque , the drugs have took over and that is a FACT! My family...
The chaos the drama , the fake friends that lie, to cunts that will judge you, that laugh passing by , the junkies and judges court cells and more , my life is a mess and I’m painfully sore !
I look in the mirror and guess what looks back , a skeleton junkie , fixation on smack ,
My teeth are pure yellow , there rotten with plaque , the drugs have took over and that is a FACT! My family...
#addiction
1128 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
24th Mar 2018 2:51am
24th Mar 2018 2:51am
Judgement day
Chorus 🎶 x2
Will I be judged for
the sins that I’ve made
Acting on impulse
Regret the next day
Delivered from evil
So bitter and sweet
Licking my lips
As I crave the next treat
There lies a demon inside of us all
So hateful so nasty
High mighty and tall
Where you walk where he walks
Where you look he’s there
He poisons your mind
Till point of despair
He follows you round
everywhere that you go
Your praying to god
But he laughs cause he knows
your weak...
Will I be judged for
the sins that I’ve made
Acting on impulse
Regret the next day
Delivered from evil
So bitter and sweet
Licking my lips
As I crave the next treat
There lies a demon inside of us all
So hateful so nasty
High mighty and tall
Where you walk where he walks
Where you look he’s there
He poisons your mind
Till point of despair
He follows you round
everywhere that you go
Your praying to god
But he laughs cause he knows
your weak...
#fate
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DRUGS POEM
Published
7th Mar 2018 4:30pm
7th Mar 2018 4:30pm
Pain
Out into the world I pop
Detached from mothers womb
The odds where stacked against me
From day dot I was doomed
A family tree strung out on crack
Listen learn receive
Mimic what I see each day
Shapes and forms beliefs
Scared of my own shadow
and Never fitting in
Racism it gets me down
The bully’s always win
Longing for my dad you see
He cut me off at birth
Single mother with 2 kids
My mum she had it rough
A handful I could be at times
My temper rising up
Take no shit from anycunt
To make...
Detached from mothers womb
The odds where stacked against me
From day dot I was doomed
A family tree strung out on crack
Listen learn receive
Mimic what I see each day
Shapes and forms beliefs
Scared of my own shadow
and Never fitting in
Racism it gets me down
The bully’s always win
Longing for my dad you see
He cut me off at birth
Single mother with 2 kids
My mum she had it rough
A handful I could be at times
My temper rising up
Take no shit from anycunt
To make...
#hope
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DARK POEM
Published
8th Feb 2018 12:13pm
8th Feb 2018 12:13pm
Monsters in my head
Monsters buried in my head
Demons out to play
It’s psychological warfare
In this fruit loop crazy Brain
The pains embedded in my skin
My soul is full of scars
Sleepless as I toss and turn
This nightmares gone to far
Incapable of happiness
Depression it’s no joke
Anxious everywhere I go
Paranoid with this weed smoke
People watching as I go
Observing carefully
Wishing I was you not me
Let’s Swap life’s and let me see
From birth a dark clouds followed me
The spawn of Satan’s child
Monsters...
Demons out to play
It’s psychological warfare
In this fruit loop crazy Brain
The pains embedded in my skin
My soul is full of scars
Sleepless as I toss and turn
This nightmares gone to far
Incapable of happiness
Depression it’s no joke
Anxious everywhere I go
Paranoid with this weed smoke
People watching as I go
Observing carefully
Wishing I was you not me
Let’s Swap life’s and let me see
From birth a dark clouds followed me
The spawn of Satan’s child
Monsters...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
31st Dec 2017 3:44pm
31st Dec 2017 3:44pm
Man in the mirror
The man in the mirror by Jay Thomson
As i look into the mirror
a thousand stories told,
from the colourful life i've had
when born i broke the mould.
Born into addiction
a mum strung out on drugs,
left in junkies paradise
exposed to this dark world.
Problem child at school i was
tantrums with my mum,
my absent father wasn't there
to teach me right from wrong.
my teenage years i was lost
out into the world,
rebelling against high school
a manufactured storm.
Expelled from every school i went
never...
As i look into the mirror
a thousand stories told,
from the colourful life i've had
when born i broke the mould.
Born into addiction
a mum strung out on drugs,
left in junkies paradise
exposed to this dark world.
Problem child at school i was
tantrums with my mum,
my absent father wasn't there
to teach me right from wrong.
my teenage years i was lost
out into the world,
rebelling against high school
a manufactured storm.
Expelled from every school i went
never...
1146 reads
2 Comments
STORY POEM
Published
22nd Nov 2017 11:22am
22nd Nov 2017 11:22am
Dreaming on a rainbow
Dreaming on a rainbow
Take your mind to a place
of fantasy galore,
bring every ounce of your being
right to your very core.
Imagine what it feels like
deep inside a rainbow,
a connection with every colour
that fills your face and glows.
A loyalty that shines so bright
a love with depth and weight
beauty pulsing through your veins
as high as airplanes.
Paradise from up above
a vibrant energy,
an overwhelming force so strong
sheer positivity.
Looking down on planet earth
i fabricate a smile, ...
Take your mind to a place
of fantasy galore,
bring every ounce of your being
right to your very core.
Imagine what it feels like
deep inside a rainbow,
a connection with every colour
that fills your face and glows.
A loyalty that shines so bright
a love with depth and weight
beauty pulsing through your veins
as high as airplanes.
Paradise from up above
a vibrant energy,
an overwhelming force so strong
sheer positivity.
Looking down on planet earth
i fabricate a smile, ...
#motivational
#rainbow
#narrative #uplifting
#narrative #uplifting
648 reads
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
22nd Nov 2017 11:17am
22nd Nov 2017 11:17am
Fake friends
Fake friends by Jay Thomson
It's strange how quick
your so called friends
can turn to enemies,
how your trust
can be misplaced
from bitter jealousy.
I call them leeches
suck you dry
at every twist and turn,
secretly they hate you
despise your number one.
There praying on your downfall
so quickly to replace,
spreading rumours all around
'that Jay is a disgrace'
Only they smile to your face
pump you up with praise,
then they blow smoke up your ass
it's just another day. ...
It's strange how quick
your so called friends
can turn to enemies,
how your trust
can be misplaced
from bitter jealousy.
I call them leeches
suck you dry
at every twist and turn,
secretly they hate you
despise your number one.
There praying on your downfall
so quickly to replace,
spreading rumours all around
'that Jay is a disgrace'
Only they smile to your face
pump you up with praise,
then they blow smoke up your ass
it's just another day. ...
661 reads
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DRUGS POEM
Published
21st Nov 2017 5:43pm
21st Nov 2017 5:43pm
A heart with no soul
A heart with no soul by Jay Thomson
How did i end up
a heart with no soul?
drugs chewed me up
and swallowed me whole.
It tricked me to being
my closest 'best friend'
robbed all my worth
depressed in the end.
Holes in my arms
tears down my face,
lost all my friends
families disgraced.
The looks i would get
crawling the street,
pitied and judged
a total deatbeat.
A junky they say
how can that be?
the drugs had my back
or so it would seem.
Stripped to the bone
skeleton...
How did i end up
a heart with no soul?
drugs chewed me up
and swallowed me whole.
It tricked me to being
my closest 'best friend'
robbed all my worth
depressed in the end.
Holes in my arms
tears down my face,
lost all my friends
families disgraced.
The looks i would get
crawling the street,
pitied and judged
a total deatbeat.
A junky they say
how can that be?
the drugs had my back
or so it would seem.
Stripped to the bone
skeleton...
723 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
21st Nov 2017 5:39pm
21st Nov 2017 5:39pm
The man in the mirror
The man in the mirror by Jay Thomson
As i look into the mirror
a thousand stories told,
from the colourful life i've had
when born i broke the mould.
Born into addiction
a mum strung out on drugs,
left in junkies paradise
exposed to this dark world.
Problem child at school i was
tantrums with my mum,
my absent father wasn't there
to teach me right from wrong.
my teenage years i was lost
out into the world,
rebelling against high school
a manufactured storm.
Expelled from every school i...
As i look into the mirror
a thousand stories told,
from the colourful life i've had
when born i broke the mould.
Born into addiction
a mum strung out on drugs,
left in junkies paradise
exposed to this dark world.
Problem child at school i was
tantrums with my mum,
my absent father wasn't there
to teach me right from wrong.
my teenage years i was lost
out into the world,
rebelling against high school
a manufactured storm.
Expelled from every school i...
486 reads
0 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
21st Nov 2017 9:23am
21st Nov 2017 9:23am
Paired by god
Paired by god by Jay Thomson
Thank you babe for giving me
another chance at life,
to become the man i am
for you to be my wife.
For showing me another way
in which to lead my life,
ridding me of all fake friends
to think about what's right.
You've helped me grow and to evolve
perspective it has changed,
it's the little things in life
that really make my day.
Like eating round the dinner place
laughter all around,
got you in a headlock now
feeling rather proud.
Pillow fights all through the...
Thank you babe for giving me
another chance at life,
to become the man i am
for you to be my wife.
For showing me another way
in which to lead my life,
ridding me of all fake friends
to think about what's right.
You've helped me grow and to evolve
perspective it has changed,
it's the little things in life
that really make my day.
Like eating round the dinner place
laughter all around,
got you in a headlock now
feeling rather proud.
Pillow fights all through the...
460 reads
4 Comments
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