Submissions by Indigo_Stars (DrearyAvenue)

A cradling sensation. I feel it deep within my chest. Delicate. Surrounding me like a warm blanket. Enveloping my soul. Featherlight, your kisses on my hands bring the sensation of fluttering wings coursing through my veins. Your eyes, staring into mine, make the world fall away. It's just us. My heartbeat thrumming in my ears. I can't feel my feet and my mind is dizzy. You move closer and I feel like I could fall. Your hands on my arms pull me into you. There is no gravity. I am yours, a part of you. Your lips on mine shift the earth beneath my feet. I collapse against you. You pull away,...

I feel cast aside.
Lonely, hurt, betrayed.
I feel fragility of mind.
Seeking, wanting, losing.
I am always empty.
Lost, broken, battered.
I am hopeless inside.
Abused, tortured, bruised.

My heart has been ripped open.
My trust was given too freely.
My body was taken by you.
My mind manipulated to believe that there is perfection in this world.
My mind...
My mind is my own worst enemy.
My anxiety is my biggest obstacle.
My depression is my undoing.

Yet I am still here and don't want to be, but I'm too...