Submissions by IDRINKLEAN

Not thinking about it, not feeling it
Moving on, getting over it, repressing it
There's nothing you can do, so leave it
You have tried everything, so give up
That small hope you have left for it, is evil
Deserving of eternal punishment
You must not take others’ joy just for its pursuit
You must leave, destroy, not tolerate it
Focus your passion for it on something else;
Something productive, something wholesome
Impossible, it only corrupts, no way I could leave it
It haunts me, but I haunt it
It kills me so I must kill it
It...

I am forbidden to dream
For in dreams my repressed thoughts come alive
The thoughts I forget, leave, banish
Are the only thoughts I can entertain
I am forbidden to dream
For in my dreams anything can happen
Yet nothing can happen
I am entitled to dream
For in dreams my repressed thoughts come alive
The thoughts I covet, idolize, desire
Yet am forbidden to entertain
I am forbidden to dream
For in dreams the unacceptable, unwanted, vital
Becomes the necessary, obligatory, repulsive
I am forbidden to dream
For I am better...