Submissions by HerBloodlustHair (KilledForCaring)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Your Past, My Payment
Hehe,
what the fuck did he do,
to make you hurt you so much,
so much that you cant love?
You that what he did,
made you stronger,
but shutting out love,
isnt strength.
I love you,
more than I love myself.
I will wait,
because I want to give you everything,
all the things youve ever dreamed of.
So once again,
what the fuck did he do to you
what the fuck did he do,
to make you hurt you so much,
so much that you cant love?
You that what he did,
made you stronger,
but shutting out love,
isnt strength.
I love you,
more than I love myself.
I will wait,
because I want to give you everything,
all the things youve ever dreamed of.
So once again,
what the fuck did he do to you
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She-devil
You're a fuckin' she-devil,
and you scare the living shit outta me.
When you look at me like that,
the over-the-glass-imma-kick-your-ass death stare,
I feel my heart race.
The surge of pain from your slap gets me drunk outta my head,
I love it,
and I love you.
The way you look when you're pissed,
the tone of your voice screamin' at me for fuckin' up.
I want you so bad,
Your my little she-devil,
and I will love you forever.
and you scare the living shit outta me.
When you look at me like that,
the over-the-glass-imma-kick-your-ass death stare,
I feel my heart race.
The surge of pain from your slap gets me drunk outta my head,
I love it,
and I love you.
The way you look when you're pissed,
the tone of your voice screamin' at me for fuckin' up.
I want you so bad,
Your my little she-devil,
and I will love you forever.
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The Fall of a Belief
Forgive me Fucker,
for I have sinned.
I've seen myself with her,
again and again.
I cannot stop these thoughts of lust,
for if I try,
my sanity busts.
Send me to hell,
for these thoughts,
I do not repent.
So punish me for lust,
and i'll accept my descent.
I do not care,
I have no fear,
because my deep and dark thoughts,
draw her near.
Do as you may,
as my mind decays,
I wait in your prison,
for the end of days.
Forgive me Fucker,
for I am done,
I pray for the day,
your "heaven" falls,
and...
for I have sinned.
I've seen myself with her,
again and again.
I cannot stop these thoughts of lust,
for if I try,
my sanity busts.
Send me to hell,
for these thoughts,
I do not repent.
So punish me for lust,
and i'll accept my descent.
I do not care,
I have no fear,
because my deep and dark thoughts,
draw her near.
Do as you may,
as my mind decays,
I wait in your prison,
for the end of days.
Forgive me Fucker,
for I am done,
I pray for the day,
your "heaven" falls,
and...
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Perched
I don't feel wrong,
for watching you sleep,
and listening to you breath.
I feel the longing urge,
to protect you,
while you're most unguarded.
Even though we are alone,
in this house,
I still want to watch over you,
because I love you,
and you meen the world to me.
So sleep, Red,
let your dreams take root,
because I am here,
watching the outside...
for watching you sleep,
and listening to you breath.
I feel the longing urge,
to protect you,
while you're most unguarded.
Even though we are alone,
in this house,
I still want to watch over you,
because I love you,
and you meen the world to me.
So sleep, Red,
let your dreams take root,
because I am here,
watching the outside...
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Here With You
I cant comprehend it,
im actually here with you.
How did this happen?
I love you so much...
and you still sit here,
with me,
and im glad.
So glad about this time,
this time I share
im actually here with you.
How did this happen?
I love you so much...
and you still sit here,
with me,
and im glad.
So glad about this time,
this time I share
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In a Darkened Room
I could've sworn I was just talking to you,
me and you were sitting in the classroom.
The dimness of the lights in the room,
couldn't contain the beauty radiating from you.
Your hair a darkend red,
like an artery that's been bled.
Your smile caused my sanity to flee,
yet still you don't understand the effect you have on me.
I could've sworn you were just talking to me,
When in actuallity it was just a dream.
me and you were sitting in the classroom.
The dimness of the lights in the room,
couldn't contain the beauty radiating from you.
Your hair a darkend red,
like an artery that's been bled.
Your smile caused my sanity to flee,
yet still you don't understand the effect you have on me.
I could've sworn you were just talking to me,
When in actuallity it was just a dream.
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Break-off
Hello old friend,
I see you haven't changed a bit,
since the last time we met.
Wish I could say the same.
You always helped me through tough times,
always quickened the erasing.
Even though we have been friends for awhile...
it's time to say goodbye.
So thank you for the release,
but I have her now,
and she is all i'll need
I see you haven't changed a bit,
since the last time we met.
Wish I could say the same.
You always helped me through tough times,
always quickened the erasing.
Even though we have been friends for awhile...
it's time to say goodbye.
So thank you for the release,
but I have her now,
and she is all i'll need
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Color Blind
I think of you,
and the room turns red,
like the blood in my heart.
How happy you make me is so unusual.
Then the room turns blue,
when I think of you with someone else.
How i'm not the one to sweep you off your feet and care for you.
Then everything fades to black,
when I think of you going through the pain that you did.
How I would've killed someone to be there with you when it was darkest.
At last the room goes red again,
when I think of you,
and how we might be someday
and the room turns red,
like the blood in my heart.
How happy you make me is so unusual.
Then the room turns blue,
when I think of you with someone else.
How i'm not the one to sweep you off your feet and care for you.
Then everything fades to black,
when I think of you going through the pain that you did.
How I would've killed someone to be there with you when it was darkest.
At last the room goes red again,
when I think of you,
and how we might be someday
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Stories
Tears of black ink,
drip from your face.
The paper covered in streaks of black tears show your story,
and the hell you've been through.
I've finished my life portrait,
with you as the end.
As I look at your life,
I learn.
You and I are so alike,
in our struggle to find ourselves.
Both have shed blood,
both have cried our ink.
Still alive,
we hold on,
together.
drip from your face.
The paper covered in streaks of black tears show your story,
and the hell you've been through.
I've finished my life portrait,
with you as the end.
As I look at your life,
I learn.
You and I are so alike,
in our struggle to find ourselves.
Both have shed blood,
both have cried our ink.
Still alive,
we hold on,
together.
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Black
Im on top,
looking down into black water.
The darkness seems so easy to sucumb to,
its moving in such a seductive way.
I feel the need to let it course through me,
let it control my body.
Turn my veins a murky black,
and give a reason to go on.
looking down into black water.
The darkness seems so easy to sucumb to,
its moving in such a seductive way.
I feel the need to let it course through me,
let it control my body.
Turn my veins a murky black,
and give a reason to go on.
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Why You?
Why you,
i've asked a thousand times.
I know you don't love me,
but still I love you.
Why you,
the girl that saved me.
I want time to stop,
when im with you.
I miss the way you sound,
when you sing,
when you talk to me.
I feel whole with you,
complete after so long,
no longer a piece of a being.
Please love me too,
like I love you.
i've asked a thousand times.
I know you don't love me,
but still I love you.
Why you,
the girl that saved me.
I want time to stop,
when im with you.
I miss the way you sound,
when you sing,
when you talk to me.
I feel whole with you,
complete after so long,
no longer a piece of a being.
Please love me too,
like I love you.
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Backbone nJ

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