Submissions by HerBloodlustHair (KilledForCaring)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Pyro of Despair
I like the flames,
dark and menacing,
dancing across my face and yours.
Like a pitch black light,
another memory is burned,
as well as forgotten.
I'm sure one day,
I will regret this storm ablaze,
but right now,
im forgetting you,
for killing me.
We were happy,
we could've made it work,
but you left me here,
alone again.
The black flames,
scorch our skin,
and rebirth a new.
I hate you,
for hating yourself,
when you were my heaven.
dark and menacing,
dancing across my face and yours.
Like a pitch black light,
another memory is burned,
as well as forgotten.
I'm sure one day,
I will regret this storm ablaze,
but right now,
im forgetting you,
for killing me.
We were happy,
we could've made it work,
but you left me here,
alone again.
The black flames,
scorch our skin,
and rebirth a new.
I hate you,
for hating yourself,
when you were my heaven.
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Losing Sanity Succumbing to Lunacy
I could,
attempt to make this clever,
but if I don't just say this,
it doesn't meen as much as at REALLY needs to.
I haven't seen you since July,
and haven't talked to you since then,
I am literally ripping at my FUCKING seems,
because I miss you.
Eight-hundred,
that's how many miles I am from you.
it sounds really cliché,
but I see you everytime I shut my eyes.
In my dreams,
i've seen us die,
i've seen you come home from work,
i've seen us happy forever.
I can feel myself die,
everytime I sleep alone,
everytime I wake...
attempt to make this clever,
but if I don't just say this,
it doesn't meen as much as at REALLY needs to.
I haven't seen you since July,
and haven't talked to you since then,
I am literally ripping at my FUCKING seems,
because I miss you.
Eight-hundred,
that's how many miles I am from you.
it sounds really cliché,
but I see you everytime I shut my eyes.
In my dreams,
i've seen us die,
i've seen you come home from work,
i've seen us happy forever.
I can feel myself die,
everytime I sleep alone,
everytime I wake...
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These Last Few Years
The way I was,
so very long ago,
it one of the reasons,
I hold this pain and cannot show.
I still breath today,
and continue to decay,
the wrongs of my ways,
lead my thoughts astray.
I loved the fire,
the flames danced,
across her smile and mine,
to sieze our moments,
never again to see sunshine.
Sparratically I screamed,
then finally broke,
a kid that lost,
the love of his life,
how was I to keep hope?
Love lost,
nothing returned or gained,
I sat and cried,
in the cold hearted rain.
I slept out in the...
so very long ago,
it one of the reasons,
I hold this pain and cannot show.
I still breath today,
and continue to decay,
the wrongs of my ways,
lead my thoughts astray.
I loved the fire,
the flames danced,
across her smile and mine,
to sieze our moments,
never again to see sunshine.
Sparratically I screamed,
then finally broke,
a kid that lost,
the love of his life,
how was I to keep hope?
Love lost,
nothing returned or gained,
I sat and cried,
in the cold hearted rain.
I slept out in the...
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Cure For Madness
I found another one,
a rip in my conscience,
that needs to be shut.
Grab those chains again,
and use them to cover the tear,
one last time,
set them ablaze.
To close the hole,
to seal my sanity,
before I become too far gone,
to live anymore.
This has to be it,
I can't do this again,
i'm burnt to almost nothing,
and there is simply no more room,
to attempt after right now.
Should a tear arise,
after this scar,
don't try to help,
please don't tell me it'll be okay,
i've accepted my fate.
I love you,
I always...
a rip in my conscience,
that needs to be shut.
Grab those chains again,
and use them to cover the tear,
one last time,
set them ablaze.
To close the hole,
to seal my sanity,
before I become too far gone,
to live anymore.
This has to be it,
I can't do this again,
i'm burnt to almost nothing,
and there is simply no more room,
to attempt after right now.
Should a tear arise,
after this scar,
don't try to help,
please don't tell me it'll be okay,
i've accepted my fate.
I love you,
I always...
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Spoke..
I saw it,
in your eyes,
sparked by my feelings,
and my words.
I love you,
and that makes you happy,
even though it isnt mutual,
I can tell,
it made you feel important.
I haven't fealt that,
in a long time,
and I take it,
you haven't either.
So please,
don't let my words wither away,
recognize that you make me happy,
recognize that I at least made you smile.
in your eyes,
sparked by my feelings,
and my words.
I love you,
and that makes you happy,
even though it isnt mutual,
I can tell,
it made you feel important.
I haven't fealt that,
in a long time,
and I take it,
you haven't either.
So please,
don't let my words wither away,
recognize that you make me happy,
recognize that I at least made you smile.
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Our Fights, For Moments
My memories of you are incomplete,
at my own expense,
I erased.
One fight,
rings loud,
and kills me inside.
That night brings me to my knees,
when I remember.
I would,
at any moment,
trade that night,
for one more hint,
at our past happiness.
The bottle burned,
my throat,
and my conscience.
The fire set ablaze,
your face and mine,
as well as the time,
and place.
At some point,
I want to see you again,
but not until I remember,
a past moment,
with you.
I cannot say,
I remember your voice,...
at my own expense,
I erased.
One fight,
rings loud,
and kills me inside.
That night brings me to my knees,
when I remember.
I would,
at any moment,
trade that night,
for one more hint,
at our past happiness.
The bottle burned,
my throat,
and my conscience.
The fire set ablaze,
your face and mine,
as well as the time,
and place.
At some point,
I want to see you again,
but not until I remember,
a past moment,
with you.
I cannot say,
I remember your voice,...
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Tomb
This chamber,
houses my final resting place.
Cast in stone,
wax,
tears,
and I hate yous'.
Carve in what you will,
make permanent,
all the things you wanted say.
I won't ever leave this prison,
so your words will finally,
define me.
I'm not here to defy you,
and I can no longer stop you,
from defilement of me.
Blame me for your anger,
tell me I was never enough,
I don't give a fuck anymore.
Just promise me one thing,
never again,
tell me you love me.
You're far too late,
far too distant,
for that to...
houses my final resting place.
Cast in stone,
wax,
tears,
and I hate yous'.
Carve in what you will,
make permanent,
all the things you wanted say.
I won't ever leave this prison,
so your words will finally,
define me.
I'm not here to defy you,
and I can no longer stop you,
from defilement of me.
Blame me for your anger,
tell me I was never enough,
I don't give a fuck anymore.
Just promise me one thing,
never again,
tell me you love me.
You're far too late,
far too distant,
for that to...
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Weaver Of The Arcane
Weave your words,
with spells of love,
and bound our souls together,
with your arcane whims.
Take your needle,
and sew together our hearts,
so that your pulse might save mine.
Bend time,
calm this storm,
and speak this moment,
eternal.
Set ablaze these fields of regret,
and burn away my sorrow.
And in return,
I'll take your pain,
absorb your torment,
so that you can forever chant,
these spells of sustainment.
with spells of love,
and bound our souls together,
with your arcane whims.
Take your needle,
and sew together our hearts,
so that your pulse might save mine.
Bend time,
calm this storm,
and speak this moment,
eternal.
Set ablaze these fields of regret,
and burn away my sorrow.
And in return,
I'll take your pain,
absorb your torment,
so that you can forever chant,
these spells of sustainment.
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Held Pain
Take you nails,
and plunge them into my chest,
as i've told you before,
your pain hurts best.
After they're all dug deep,
scrape down,
and begin to reap.
I love the sense,
and the way blood tastes,
you look so fuckin' beautiful,
with your red and black lace.
Grab those chains,
and heat them up,
lay them across my back,
until the wounds sizzle shut.
Drive your heels,
into my spine,
sharpen them quick,
before I lose my ever loving mind.
Some may look at me,
and think im sick,
but to them I say,
"Have...
and plunge them into my chest,
as i've told you before,
your pain hurts best.
After they're all dug deep,
scrape down,
and begin to reap.
I love the sense,
and the way blood tastes,
you look so fuckin' beautiful,
with your red and black lace.
Grab those chains,
and heat them up,
lay them across my back,
until the wounds sizzle shut.
Drive your heels,
into my spine,
sharpen them quick,
before I lose my ever loving mind.
Some may look at me,
and think im sick,
but to them I say,
"Have...
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Never, Please Never
Everyone has them,
those nightmares that seem so real.
I had one last night,
and I died.
You were singing,
I was watching,
loving being around you,
and hearing your voice.
You looked at me,
I smiled at you,
and said "I love you".
Then it happened,
the wieghtlessness settled in,
the splash sounded,
and the water flowed in.
I saw your face,
covered in glass,
I felt my lungs fill with liquid,
and I panicked.
You fell unconscience,
and I snapped.
I ripped you from the seat,
and stomped out the...
those nightmares that seem so real.
I had one last night,
and I died.
You were singing,
I was watching,
loving being around you,
and hearing your voice.
You looked at me,
I smiled at you,
and said "I love you".
Then it happened,
the wieghtlessness settled in,
the splash sounded,
and the water flowed in.
I saw your face,
covered in glass,
I felt my lungs fill with liquid,
and I panicked.
You fell unconscience,
and I snapped.
I ripped you from the seat,
and stomped out the...
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Before You, After Her
You need to see the me before I met you,
the man that stood down a fifty foot drop,
the man that loved nothing.
To fully understand my mind,
you need to see my spent time,
the lost eternity,
wasted on hatred,
and whispering wishes of chaos.
You need to feel the corruption of my sanity take place in front of you,
and witness the rooting of my tainted soul.
Take your hand,
and place it on the base of my skull.
Close your eyes,
and breath deep.
Here are my thoughts,
take them,
study them,
and attempt to see,
that you're the...
the man that stood down a fifty foot drop,
the man that loved nothing.
To fully understand my mind,
you need to see my spent time,
the lost eternity,
wasted on hatred,
and whispering wishes of chaos.
You need to feel the corruption of my sanity take place in front of you,
and witness the rooting of my tainted soul.
Take your hand,
and place it on the base of my skull.
Close your eyes,
and breath deep.
Here are my thoughts,
take them,
study them,
and attempt to see,
that you're the...
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A Future Seen Before Today
For as long as I can remember,
i've seen you a thousand times,
when I used to sleep.
I don't think you hinder,
my thoughts,
as they've always been mine,
as the thoughts of a child are simple and bleak.
Never clear,
was your beautiful smile,
so I thought nothing of these dreams.
Now you're here,
and i'd like to stay for awhile,
to sew together these memories with my seams.
A look into tomarrow,
an image of events caused by yesterday,
and a seizure of why.
Your dreams may I borrow,
to see if you've seen me before today,
and...
i've seen you a thousand times,
when I used to sleep.
I don't think you hinder,
my thoughts,
as they've always been mine,
as the thoughts of a child are simple and bleak.
Never clear,
was your beautiful smile,
so I thought nothing of these dreams.
Now you're here,
and i'd like to stay for awhile,
to sew together these memories with my seams.
A look into tomarrow,
an image of events caused by yesterday,
and a seizure of why.
Your dreams may I borrow,
to see if you've seen me before today,
and...
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