Submissions by GuardianAngel (Louise Phipps)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
when i feel I cant talk I write :)
SELF POEM
Published
1st Apr 2013 9:00pm
1st Apr 2013 9:00pm
Fight The Demons Diet
It was that time again to empty once more,
I was on my Knees on the bathroom floor.
Putting tissue down the Loo making sure nothing stayed afloat,
Then I slid my fingers down deep inside my sore throat.
Trying not to make a sound, Making sure no sick hit the ground,
And even though the taste was vile I needed to empty till there was no more bile.
I had to be quick but the release felt great,
No-one understood me but I believed this was my fate.
Staring at my reflection, tears rolled down my cheek,
I'd hear the torments in my mind saying...
I was on my Knees on the bathroom floor.
Putting tissue down the Loo making sure nothing stayed afloat,
Then I slid my fingers down deep inside my sore throat.
Trying not to make a sound, Making sure no sick hit the ground,
And even though the taste was vile I needed to empty till there was no more bile.
I had to be quick but the release felt great,
No-one understood me but I believed this was my fate.
Staring at my reflection, tears rolled down my cheek,
I'd hear the torments in my mind saying...
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SELF POEM
Published
12th Mar 2013 7:01pm
12th Mar 2013 7:01pm
In The Mind Of Mental Illness
Crying Loudly but its all in my head,
The expression you see is a smile instead,
But if you look deep in my eyes they will tell you a tale
About how my appearance became so frail.
For the people around me I put on an act,
To hide the truth of control my life lacked.
Inside I am weak, Helpless and cold,
I feel Ive no-one to comfort me,no-one to hold.
I pace up, down and around my bed,
Trying to clear my head,
But inside my mind where the voices hide
I listened to what they said.
The noises I hear are the voices I fear,
I cannot...
The expression you see is a smile instead,
But if you look deep in my eyes they will tell you a tale
About how my appearance became so frail.
For the people around me I put on an act,
To hide the truth of control my life lacked.
Inside I am weak, Helpless and cold,
I feel Ive no-one to comfort me,no-one to hold.
I pace up, down and around my bed,
Trying to clear my head,
But inside my mind where the voices hide
I listened to what they said.
The noises I hear are the voices I fear,
I cannot...
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LOVE POEM
Published
12th Mar 2013 10:45am
12th Mar 2013 10:45am
Without You...
Standing near my window pane,
I hear you say again and again..
"I Love You".
I smile staring at the streets covered in snow,
Saying "I love you more than you will ever know..
..Oh I do".
Turning desperately to get one last glare,
But the vision of you disappeared into thin air..
"Please come back to me".
Deeply depressed,feeling so down,
I wish my life would just turn around..
"I wish".
I lay in my bed wishing you were still here,
But the thoughts in my head of you aren't as clear as before.....
I hear you say again and again..
"I Love You".
I smile staring at the streets covered in snow,
Saying "I love you more than you will ever know..
..Oh I do".
Turning desperately to get one last glare,
But the vision of you disappeared into thin air..
"Please come back to me".
Deeply depressed,feeling so down,
I wish my life would just turn around..
"I wish".
I lay in my bed wishing you were still here,
But the thoughts in my head of you aren't as clear as before.....
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DARK POEM
Published
12th Mar 2013 10:42am
12th Mar 2013 10:42am
Taken By Depression
Why do I feel so very down?
Is this feeling going to last a long time?
I cannot laugh nor even a smile,
I hope the pain fades in a while.
My heads messed up, I cannot think,
Should i pop some pills or heavily drink?
I'm tired of shit like this,
I'm sure my chap is taking the Piss!!
Why is he doing this to me,
Flirting with my friends recently?
He says he loves me but does he I wanna know?
If he doesn't then fuck it I'll just pack up and go.
I don't want to hurt anymore,
My life feels like one big chore.
I may aswell end it,...
Is this feeling going to last a long time?
I cannot laugh nor even a smile,
I hope the pain fades in a while.
My heads messed up, I cannot think,
Should i pop some pills or heavily drink?
I'm tired of shit like this,
I'm sure my chap is taking the Piss!!
Why is he doing this to me,
Flirting with my friends recently?
He says he loves me but does he I wanna know?
If he doesn't then fuck it I'll just pack up and go.
I don't want to hurt anymore,
My life feels like one big chore.
I may aswell end it,...
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LOVE POEM
Published
11th Mar 2013 7:18pm
11th Mar 2013 7:18pm
Life Of A Love Lost Army Wife
Here Today...Gone Tommorrow,
Our hearts are breaking filled with sorrow.
I wish we had a chance to say goodbye before you were sent to war
to die,
But you left us very suddenly,There was no warning,
Now here without you we are all in mourning.
You were the one true love of my life,
It was a pleasure and an honor to have become your wife.
The years we had together were filled with such joy,
The days we became parents to our 2 girls and our boy.
You are now an Angel, The brightest Star.
Now we can only admire you from Afar.
Sleep tight...
Our hearts are breaking filled with sorrow.
I wish we had a chance to say goodbye before you were sent to war
to die,
But you left us very suddenly,There was no warning,
Now here without you we are all in mourning.
You were the one true love of my life,
It was a pleasure and an honor to have become your wife.
The years we had together were filled with such joy,
The days we became parents to our 2 girls and our boy.
You are now an Angel, The brightest Star.
Now we can only admire you from Afar.
Sleep tight...
#love
#grief
#war #memorial
#war #memorial
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DARK POEM
Published
11th Mar 2013 7:16pm
11th Mar 2013 7:16pm
An Angels Prayer
I got news today i was going to die,
So I'm on my knees praying dear spirits way up high,
When it is my time to go I ask for 3 things,
Firstly grant me my wish of Heavenly Wings.
To become a Guardian, A chance to Re-birth,
Help a soul Suffering or struggling on Earth.
Search any wrong doings and set them to right,
Keeping thoughts positive, Giving them strength to fight.
Please let me help those so desperately in need,
Those wanting to Take their Lives...Willing to Bleed.
For those people need Guidance, A Shoulder or an Ear,
Someone...
So I'm on my knees praying dear spirits way up high,
When it is my time to go I ask for 3 things,
Firstly grant me my wish of Heavenly Wings.
To become a Guardian, A chance to Re-birth,
Help a soul Suffering or struggling on Earth.
Search any wrong doings and set them to right,
Keeping thoughts positive, Giving them strength to fight.
Please let me help those so desperately in need,
Those wanting to Take their Lives...Willing to Bleed.
For those people need Guidance, A Shoulder or an Ear,
Someone...
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