Submissions by GeminiButterfly

Just as I was about to step into the abyss of nothingness of aloneness - The pain of the emotional suicide I had just committed was fresh on my torn and bleeding flesh - Praying to die needing to live, Not knowing how to do either. In Dispair was I - lost.
            Alone, Afraid, Beaten and worn - scarred was I with the scars of a pain so deep and so great, An unthinkable unspeakable pain. Confused Awake and Aware was I that the dispair had changed me (changed my life) I am the same person (then again) NO I am Not! I can never be that me (Ever) again.
            Hurting and...

Allow me to seduce you, Enlighten you, allure you and connect with you - Allow me to penetrate you deeply with my Ideas Words & Thoughts.
           Allow me to become one with you through your mentals. I will take you to the deepest realms of hatered and love of knowledge and laughter, and to the highest peaks of ecstacy - as I penetrate you deeply with fantacies, desires and dreams.
           Allow me to become one with you on an emotional plain very few can ever reach. Exploring our rhythm our oneness our thoughts,I want to learn from you as well as teach.
         ...

We are all trippin off the same shit-yet it's all diffrent somehow. Trying to decipher the who the when the why the how, as much as it's all different it's still the same somehow,and as much as we are all the same we are all different somehow.
         You look the same and speak the same and you look the same too, living the same place, the same race, struggling the same loving the same-yet you are all different somehow.
         And she and he are all the same, the struggle, the pain, tired hearts and brains dressing the same thinking all the same thoughts-yet they are all different...

Lonely, Desperate, Afraid, and Used.
        Crying, Blinded, Beaten, Realizing-
                        What just occured.
        Alone, Desperately searching needing
        the Truth more than anything-
        feeling the Rage and the Pain-
        the Lunatic thoughts racing thru
        my Brain.   Knowing I had Changed.
       
        Discarded and Alone, But not dis-
        heartend, I have Learned I have
        Grown- I have Changed,
        I Am Transformed.