Submissions by Fallenangelsweapon (Stitchless Wounds)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I once had so much angst when I started here. I have grown in many ways, my writing has changed, I write whatever comes to me. I'm much happier in life than I once was. I'm happy with who I am and what I do now.
Fallen Warrior
Death seemed like a melody to me then,
But now I know I was my own
Pretty little enemy.
It took over 1,000 scars to find me, and
After wandering back through the Hell I've created,
I can stand taller than before.
As a fallen warrior, I finally have victory at grasp.
But now I know I was my own
Pretty little enemy.
It took over 1,000 scars to find me, and
After wandering back through the Hell I've created,
I can stand taller than before.
As a fallen warrior, I finally have victory at grasp.
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Faceless
Singled out in a faceless crowd, Slitting your eyes
Cutting your mouth,
Trying not to be lost in the crowd, able to see,
Able to make your own way.
Finally can speak, so say your mind.
Faceless and led by a string,
No eyes to see,
No mouth to speak. wandering, lost,
Only to listen to
What you're told,
But you're not living.
Forced to hear and
Go their way,
Living like a puppet
Without a voice,
Shackled down, unable to
Walk away.
You're faceless,
slit your eyes and cut your mouth
Able to see and...
Cutting your mouth,
Trying not to be lost in the crowd, able to see,
Able to make your own way.
Finally can speak, so say your mind.
Faceless and led by a string,
No eyes to see,
No mouth to speak. wandering, lost,
Only to listen to
What you're told,
But you're not living.
Forced to hear and
Go their way,
Living like a puppet
Without a voice,
Shackled down, unable to
Walk away.
You're faceless,
slit your eyes and cut your mouth
Able to see and...
787 reads
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I Can't Regret You
You never even tried,
And now we're back here again.
I'm so damn tired of these disappointments..
Why'd you tell me you felt the same, if something changes every time?
You threw it all away.
You were showing me hell in the most beautiful light,
I was too blinded by your light
To hear all the whispers, the warnings so clear.
Now we're here again, holding broken hearts, bleeding and crying.
I can't take these anymore,
I fear I'm not strong enough this time.
We fell apart, will I haunt your dreams as you do mine?
But even after...
And now we're back here again.
I'm so damn tired of these disappointments..
Why'd you tell me you felt the same, if something changes every time?
You threw it all away.
You were showing me hell in the most beautiful light,
I was too blinded by your light
To hear all the whispers, the warnings so clear.
Now we're here again, holding broken hearts, bleeding and crying.
I can't take these anymore,
I fear I'm not strong enough this time.
We fell apart, will I haunt your dreams as you do mine?
But even after...
794 reads
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New Kind Of Insanity
I thought I had ripped her out of my head,
I thought my mind was now clear.
No, no. She was still here.
She was silent for a long while
Waiting patiently till she found something
To use that had made a small crack.
Now I feel her pulling me back in.
Her hand around mine, jerking me towards
Her world I thought I had already escaped.
Her grip tight, making sure my hand
Won't slip from hers again.
I don't intend to fight a war I'll never win,
So I'll let her take me back, I'll
Allow her to take me deeper into the dark.
Maybe then...
I thought my mind was now clear.
No, no. She was still here.
She was silent for a long while
Waiting patiently till she found something
To use that had made a small crack.
Now I feel her pulling me back in.
Her hand around mine, jerking me towards
Her world I thought I had already escaped.
Her grip tight, making sure my hand
Won't slip from hers again.
I don't intend to fight a war I'll never win,
So I'll let her take me back, I'll
Allow her to take me deeper into the dark.
Maybe then...
682 reads
2 Comments
Real
I have nothing more left to say.
I've stated all my pain, I've told them
All about it. They reply with lovely words of kindness.
But not to help make my mind be at peace.
They all thought it was simply poetry.
Nothing more. I tried to tell them,
That I was struggling and bleeding.
Everyone thought I was okay, and I
Was only writing to keep them happy.
I am now out of words to say. I'm out of
Ways to beg for help. I can't think of anymore.
I've already run out. They all loved my poetry,
Written in blood, written from the shadows of my mind....
I've stated all my pain, I've told them
All about it. They reply with lovely words of kindness.
But not to help make my mind be at peace.
They all thought it was simply poetry.
Nothing more. I tried to tell them,
That I was struggling and bleeding.
Everyone thought I was okay, and I
Was only writing to keep them happy.
I am now out of words to say. I'm out of
Ways to beg for help. I can't think of anymore.
I've already run out. They all loved my poetry,
Written in blood, written from the shadows of my mind....
710 reads
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Where Are You?
I do apologize, if I let you down.
I never meant to. I was only trying
To take care of myself.
I was sick of feeling so alone,
Trapped in a world of lies, shadows,
And pain. I needed a way out.
I'm sorry if I let you go. I never meant to.
I just wanted to be okay for once.
But now I'm back. I won't go again,
Even if I'm hurting worse than before,
I'll stay. But where are you?
I promise, I swear, I never meant to
Harm your soul. I always tried to hold up
Your heart. You said you'd hold up mine.
But where are you?
I'm sorry if I...
I never meant to. I was only trying
To take care of myself.
I was sick of feeling so alone,
Trapped in a world of lies, shadows,
And pain. I needed a way out.
I'm sorry if I let you go. I never meant to.
I just wanted to be okay for once.
But now I'm back. I won't go again,
Even if I'm hurting worse than before,
I'll stay. But where are you?
I promise, I swear, I never meant to
Harm your soul. I always tried to hold up
Your heart. You said you'd hold up mine.
But where are you?
I'm sorry if I...
685 reads
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A New Darkness
I've never been one to fear the dark.
Infact, I've always embraced it. I've
Always loved it
But this night, it holds something new.
No tears, no blood. Just silence.
I don't hear the echos of my screams,
I don't hear these words being etched into paper.
I don't hear the splash of ink.
Just over whelming silence.
It's breaking me, and I'm beginning to feel like
There's something further in this heavy darkness,
That's waiting. Tonight, there will be no blood,
Nor will there be tears. Just the silence from the darkness,
And me.
Infact, I've always embraced it. I've
Always loved it
But this night, it holds something new.
No tears, no blood. Just silence.
I don't hear the echos of my screams,
I don't hear these words being etched into paper.
I don't hear the splash of ink.
Just over whelming silence.
It's breaking me, and I'm beginning to feel like
There's something further in this heavy darkness,
That's waiting. Tonight, there will be no blood,
Nor will there be tears. Just the silence from the darkness,
And me.
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Fatal Lullaby
My soul is different, dark and twisted.
Drenched in pain, I've stopped running for my life.
The darkness is inside of me, and I no longer mind.
I'll close my eyes, and I'll see the sky turn black,
Soon It burns cold, yet I now feel nothing.
Blood stains the concrete, and
When I'll close my eyes,
I'll soon discover my fatal lullaby.
Drenched in pain, I've stopped running for my life.
The darkness is inside of me, and I no longer mind.
I'll close my eyes, and I'll see the sky turn black,
Soon It burns cold, yet I now feel nothing.
Blood stains the concrete, and
When I'll close my eyes,
I'll soon discover my fatal lullaby.
826 reads
4 Comments
At The End
Shadows seem to swell around me,
And something inside gives in again.
The silence is deafening,
And the air is suffocating.
It's hard to tell what's real,
When I can no longer trust what I feel.
There's a mark on my heart, where I'm
Forever scarred.
I want to escape
This harsh torment.
The dark is growing colder,
Without someone here with me.
Even though you may have left me
On my own in the first story,
I will live to the sequel..
Only, I'll die at the end.
And something inside gives in again.
The silence is deafening,
And the air is suffocating.
It's hard to tell what's real,
When I can no longer trust what I feel.
There's a mark on my heart, where I'm
Forever scarred.
I want to escape
This harsh torment.
The dark is growing colder,
Without someone here with me.
Even though you may have left me
On my own in the first story,
I will live to the sequel..
Only, I'll die at the end.
759 reads
10 Comments
This Is My World
You turned around and left,
Now you're already gone just like
Everyone else that came before you.
You left me here on my own, and it's so
Like you to walk the other way.
You left me out here on my own,
Now I realize your absence was the cause of
All my pain. You left, just like everyone else.
I used to wonder how I'd ever design
My world without you, I guess it's all too clear.
Without you by my side, I have come to
See what my world is made of.
This is where everyone I've ever needed
Has always ended up leaving me alone. ...
Now you're already gone just like
Everyone else that came before you.
You left me here on my own, and it's so
Like you to walk the other way.
You left me out here on my own,
Now I realize your absence was the cause of
All my pain. You left, just like everyone else.
I used to wonder how I'd ever design
My world without you, I guess it's all too clear.
Without you by my side, I have come to
See what my world is made of.
This is where everyone I've ever needed
Has always ended up leaving me alone. ...
670 reads
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Easier Than This
In the end there was never a real beginning,
You've left me empty.
These colors drain like water, and nothing can be done.
I won't dream of yesterday, but I still carry a broken chain.
I keep trying to find a way out.
Now it's like being suffocated by the oxygen around me..
I really thought letting go should've been easier than this..
I find myself a slave of my own anger and betrayal.
I believed again, and found myself feeling poisoned..
I carry a broken chain, wandering through the falling rain,
I thought letting go was easier than this..
You've left me empty.
These colors drain like water, and nothing can be done.
I won't dream of yesterday, but I still carry a broken chain.
I keep trying to find a way out.
Now it's like being suffocated by the oxygen around me..
I really thought letting go should've been easier than this..
I find myself a slave of my own anger and betrayal.
I believed again, and found myself feeling poisoned..
I carry a broken chain, wandering through the falling rain,
I thought letting go was easier than this..
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Kill Me Again
Hate me, because I know
It helps you live.
Get inside my head, and kill me again.
Everything has faded to grey for me,
And my senses already broke.
Kill me again, if it makes you smile.
I will not cry, I will stand strong, I won't fall.
Kill me again, and keep me here till it's over.
I won't break, though it's all too late.
Kill me again, because I'm still broken,
And I'm still hoping that you'll get this done with.
Kill me again, because my whole world
Turned grey, and everything's dead.
Kill me again, and make sure you do it with a...
It helps you live.
Get inside my head, and kill me again.
Everything has faded to grey for me,
And my senses already broke.
Kill me again, if it makes you smile.
I will not cry, I will stand strong, I won't fall.
Kill me again, and keep me here till it's over.
I won't break, though it's all too late.
Kill me again, because I'm still broken,
And I'm still hoping that you'll get this done with.
Kill me again, because my whole world
Turned grey, and everything's dead.
Kill me again, and make sure you do it with a...
644 reads
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