Submissions by FallenAngle (TheQueenOfTheDark)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction I write a lot about mental health as its something very personal and close to my heart. I touch on topics such as self-harm, depression, suicide, grief and death.
LOVE POEM
Published
29th Mar 2019 10:25am
29th Mar 2019 10:25am
Please, leave
Please help me you've broken my sanity
reduced me to shaking and trembling when your near
left me hollow without your lies
I don't know who I am anymore
because I tore myself apart and rebuilt myself in your image
now I'm a stranger to myself
and the funny thing is I was using your eyes to see myself
but you were never even fucking looking at me.
Why are you doing this to me
you're stripping me bare
tore through my pride
have me begging on my knees
please show me some mercy
and walk away from me.
You know I...
reduced me to shaking and trembling when your near
left me hollow without your lies
I don't know who I am anymore
because I tore myself apart and rebuilt myself in your image
now I'm a stranger to myself
and the funny thing is I was using your eyes to see myself
but you were never even fucking looking at me.
Why are you doing this to me
you're stripping me bare
tore through my pride
have me begging on my knees
please show me some mercy
and walk away from me.
You know I...
#depression
#heartbroken
#breakup
#abuse
#emotional
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DARK POEM
Published
20th Mar 2019 11:41pm
20th Mar 2019 11:41pm
Darkside
Push them all away
I don't need anyone
trust no-one not even myself
living life cutthroat
life isn't about living
its about survival, at least that's what I've learned.
Going to bed with my demons
I've stopped fighting them
now they keep me company in the dark side
eyes darkened and mouth shut
hope was nothing more
than a bullet in the gun my demons held.
Confessing my secrets to paranoia
feeding into my anxiety
killing myself to give life to my depression
carry myself cold and distant
surrendering...
I don't need anyone
trust no-one not even myself
living life cutthroat
life isn't about living
its about survival, at least that's what I've learned.
Going to bed with my demons
I've stopped fighting them
now they keep me company in the dark side
eyes darkened and mouth shut
hope was nothing more
than a bullet in the gun my demons held.
Confessing my secrets to paranoia
feeding into my anxiety
killing myself to give life to my depression
carry myself cold and distant
surrendering...
#depression
#bipolar
#MentalHealth
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DARK POEM
Published
20th Mar 2019 11:11pm
20th Mar 2019 11:11pm
Borderline
Break the mirror because I hate the reflection
the person staring back is a stranger
you're not here anymore so I don't know who to be
morphed myself to be what you wanted
different people different personality
knew you better than I know myself
I don't know who I am I'm a stranger to myself.
Please don't leave me like the others
I know you've promised before but promise again
I need reassurance whenever it can be given and then some more
paranoia is my lover
it fucks me every single night when I'm alone
it reads your actions...
the person staring back is a stranger
you're not here anymore so I don't know who to be
morphed myself to be what you wanted
different people different personality
knew you better than I know myself
I don't know who I am I'm a stranger to myself.
Please don't leave me like the others
I know you've promised before but promise again
I need reassurance whenever it can be given and then some more
paranoia is my lover
it fucks me every single night when I'm alone
it reads your actions...
#anxiety
#depression
#rejection
#bipolar
#MentalHealth
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DARK POEM
Published
25th Feb 2019 12:19pm
25th Feb 2019 12:19pm
The war for peace
My jaw clenched tight
can't trust my mind
afraid my tongue will betray me
hiding the darkness from your eyes
so i fill you with lies
and tell you that I am fine
because i'll never admit to you
that I wish I would just die.
It hurts to breathe
the anger is heavy on my chest
please don't take this personally
my rage is pointed at myself
you see for me there is no rest
wrestling with myself internally
my mind is a war zone
and my soul is the battlefield.
Please don't ask more than once
I don't want...
can't trust my mind
afraid my tongue will betray me
hiding the darkness from your eyes
so i fill you with lies
and tell you that I am fine
because i'll never admit to you
that I wish I would just die.
It hurts to breathe
the anger is heavy on my chest
please don't take this personally
my rage is pointed at myself
you see for me there is no rest
wrestling with myself internally
my mind is a war zone
and my soul is the battlefield.
Please don't ask more than once
I don't want...
#anxiety
#depression
#suicide
#bipolar
#MentalHealth
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LOVE POEM
Published
20th Feb 2019 2:12am
20th Feb 2019 2:12am
Can she love you like I can?
I seen the parts of you you tried to hide
been introduced to the demons you tried to disguise
gave you everything I had inside
and in return you gave me lies.
Found you at your darkest
sacrificed mine so you wouldn't be heartless
plunged myself right into your darkness
you took a masterpiece and made it artless
poured everything into you until the sky was starless.
Loved you still when I seen you at your worst
should have known then our love was cursed
took it so far to make it back to the start
our demons were tearing us apart ...
been introduced to the demons you tried to disguise
gave you everything I had inside
and in return you gave me lies.
Found you at your darkest
sacrificed mine so you wouldn't be heartless
plunged myself right into your darkness
you took a masterpiece and made it artless
poured everything into you until the sky was starless.
Loved you still when I seen you at your worst
should have known then our love was cursed
took it so far to make it back to the start
our demons were tearing us apart ...
#sadness
#regret
#ImSorry
#heartbroken
#breakup
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LOVE POEM
Published
3rd Feb 2019 4:04am
3rd Feb 2019 4:04am
You made me love
I love you because you saved me
You found me when I was lost
Abandoned all hope in the dark
And joy stripped from my veins
Then you cane along and held me
Made me believe I deserved to live.
I hate you because you loved me
All the years I spent guarding my heart
Came crashing down around me
You had found a crack in the stone
And pried it open just enough
To plant yourself in my chest
You made me vulnerable and scared.
I love you because you made me feel
No longer a slave to the emptiness
Ignited life...
You found me when I was lost
Abandoned all hope in the dark
And joy stripped from my veins
Then you cane along and held me
Made me believe I deserved to live.
I hate you because you loved me
All the years I spent guarding my heart
Came crashing down around me
You had found a crack in the stone
And pried it open just enough
To plant yourself in my chest
You made me vulnerable and scared.
I love you because you made me feel
No longer a slave to the emptiness
Ignited life...
#love
#hate
#relationships
#heartbroken
#breakup
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DARK POEM
Published
24th Jan 2019 3:47am
24th Jan 2019 3:47am
A childhood lost
The bed groans and creeks beneath me
tears stain the pillow as I lay my head
My body bruised and beaten
For whatever sin I’ve committed today.
I draw my knees to my face and sob
What’s left of my soul cries out
Wondering why my mother hates me
So much she hurts me.
Your voice screeches through the house
As you pound up the stairs,
My heart beats out of my chest to hide
In an effort to save itself from you.
The punches and kicks come quick
Please tell me I’m wrong
But is that a smile on your face
When the blood...
tears stain the pillow as I lay my head
My body bruised and beaten
For whatever sin I’ve committed today.
I draw my knees to my face and sob
What’s left of my soul cries out
Wondering why my mother hates me
So much she hurts me.
Your voice screeches through the house
As you pound up the stairs,
My heart beats out of my chest to hide
In an effort to save itself from you.
The punches and kicks come quick
Please tell me I’m wrong
But is that a smile on your face
When the blood...
#anger
#hate
#mother
#abuse
#suffering
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LOVE POEM
Published
20th Jan 2019 10:36pm
20th Jan 2019 10:36pm
Broken promises
I told myself I’d never be this broke again
That I’d never give anyone the power
To tear me apart from inside
And rip my heart to shreds,
Yet here I am on my knees
Staring to the sky in hope
That God will show some mercy.
I said I’d never find myself here again
That no one would get close enough
To drive a knife into my chest
And I wouldn’t be so blinded by love
To be the one to apologise
For getting blood on their hands,
I swore I’d never find myself weeping
Curled up in a ball replaying memories
That only...
That I’d never give anyone the power
To tear me apart from inside
And rip my heart to shreds,
Yet here I am on my knees
Staring to the sky in hope
That God will show some mercy.
I said I’d never find myself here again
That no one would get close enough
To drive a knife into my chest
And I wouldn’t be so blinded by love
To be the one to apologise
For getting blood on their hands,
I swore I’d never find myself weeping
Curled up in a ball replaying memories
That only...
#relationships
#heartbroken
#breakup
#MovingOn
#hurt
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DARK POEM
Published
14th Jan 2019 10:24am
14th Jan 2019 10:24am
This is the end my friends
This is the end my friends
it seems I've lost my mind
what a fool I've been
to ever believe that I
could get away unscathed.
This is the end my friends
it seems our efforts were in vain,
in my efforts to find myself
I've lost myself instead
although I could have survived that
but losing you all too
is what made my veins run dry.
This is the end my friends
it seems there's no hope left for me
my bones filled with dread
and my heart of sorrow,
how I wish I could rip my brain from its cage
and bury it deep into...
it seems I've lost my mind
what a fool I've been
to ever believe that I
could get away unscathed.
This is the end my friends
it seems our efforts were in vain,
in my efforts to find myself
I've lost myself instead
although I could have survived that
but losing you all too
is what made my veins run dry.
This is the end my friends
it seems there's no hope left for me
my bones filled with dread
and my heart of sorrow,
how I wish I could rip my brain from its cage
and bury it deep into...
#sadness
#anxiety
#depression
#suicide
#MentalHealth
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DARK POEM
Published
5th Jan 2019 2:56am
5th Jan 2019 2:56am
Grieving for the living
Tell me how the words tasted
When they fell out of your mouth
Did you not feel yourself unraveling
When you walked away,
Was it because you planned it before
Or did you just never really care?
What are you doing with the memories
Mine have fashioned themselves
Into tears that formed an ocean
I find myself drowning in at night
Funny how what once kept me afloat
Is now slowly killing me.
Are you keeping the photographs
Do you wake up to find them crumpled in your hand
With tear stains droplets in the corners
Where...
When they fell out of your mouth
Did you not feel yourself unraveling
When you walked away,
Was it because you planned it before
Or did you just never really care?
What are you doing with the memories
Mine have fashioned themselves
Into tears that formed an ocean
I find myself drowning in at night
Funny how what once kept me afloat
Is now slowly killing me.
Are you keeping the photographs
Do you wake up to find them crumpled in your hand
With tear stains droplets in the corners
Where...
#heartbroken
#breakup
#friendship
#betrayal
#emptiness
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DARK POEM
Published
19th Dec 2018 12:31pm
19th Dec 2018 12:31pm
Mom if you ever find this
Mom if you ever find this
I want you to know I hate you
for what you've done to me
even when we cut each other
out of our lives,
the wounds you left on my mind
still writhe in agony at night.
Mom if you ever find this
I want you to know you won
we thought when I got away from your abuse
that I was safe,
that thought lulled me to sleep
and filled you with rage,
but I was wrong to think I'd gotten away unbroken.
Mom if you ever find this
I want you to know you destroyed me
in the absence of your...
I want you to know I hate you
for what you've done to me
even when we cut each other
out of our lives,
the wounds you left on my mind
still writhe in agony at night.
Mom if you ever find this
I want you to know you won
we thought when I got away from your abuse
that I was safe,
that thought lulled me to sleep
and filled you with rage,
but I was wrong to think I'd gotten away unbroken.
Mom if you ever find this
I want you to know you destroyed me
in the absence of your...
#anger
#hate
#mother
#family
#daughter
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EROTIC POEM
Published
17th Dec 2018 11:06pm
17th Dec 2018 11:06pm
Confess your sins
Give yourself to me
let me hear the lust in your voice
look me in the eyes
promise me your will
and I'll give you all you need.
Scream my name
surrender your body
confess your sins to me
I'll spare you from God
and I'll give you your punishment.
I drink up your body
like holy wine to cleanse my soul
there's no rest for the wicked
get on your knees
and repent for your sins.
I see you roll your head
I am the snake and you are Eve
we'll plant our seed in this bed
just take a bite of the...
let me hear the lust in your voice
look me in the eyes
promise me your will
and I'll give you all you need.
Scream my name
surrender your body
confess your sins to me
I'll spare you from God
and I'll give you your punishment.
I drink up your body
like holy wine to cleanse my soul
there's no rest for the wicked
get on your knees
and repent for your sins.
I see you roll your head
I am the snake and you are Eve
we'll plant our seed in this bed
just take a bite of the...
#lust
#sexy
#temptation #passion
#temptation #passion
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