Submissions by FallenAngle (TheQueenOfTheDark)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction I write a lot about mental health as its something very personal and close to my heart. I touch on topics such as self-harm, depression, suicide, grief and death.
DARK POEM
Published
20th Aug 2019 10:09pm
20th Aug 2019 10:09pm
Toxic obsession
They tell me to let you go
don't give you the space in my mind
but its never as easy as that
you see you are the scar inside my brain
so you'll always throb in the back of my mind
you're the protagonist in my story
the demons in my past,
you're my present and my future I hate to admit
but I am living proof than no one can ever be free
of the monsters who gave life to you.
They tell me to stop and walk away
but only we know that its too late for that
You're the root of the evil in my soul
the reason for the hate festering in my...
don't give you the space in my mind
but its never as easy as that
you see you are the scar inside my brain
so you'll always throb in the back of my mind
you're the protagonist in my story
the demons in my past,
you're my present and my future I hate to admit
but I am living proof than no one can ever be free
of the monsters who gave life to you.
They tell me to stop and walk away
but only we know that its too late for that
You're the root of the evil in my soul
the reason for the hate festering in my...
#anger
#mother
#childhood
#revenge
#daughter
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DARK POEM
Published
26th Jul 2019 3:23am
26th Jul 2019 3:23am
Lost soul
When I lay my head down to sleep
I pray you do not hear me weep
I hope I do not fill your dreams
With my woeful screams.
When I meet the morning
I'm thankful you are not in mourning
Careful to hide last night's scars
After confessing my sins to the stars.
When you look into my deadpan eyes
I hate to tell you yet more lies
But I can't tell you i wish my veins would dry
I can't tell you how I wish I would die.
When it's cold and I'm alone
It seems the darkness is all I've known
Inside of me it built its...
I pray you do not hear me weep
I hope I do not fill your dreams
With my woeful screams.
When I meet the morning
I'm thankful you are not in mourning
Careful to hide last night's scars
After confessing my sins to the stars.
When you look into my deadpan eyes
I hate to tell you yet more lies
But I can't tell you i wish my veins would dry
I can't tell you how I wish I would die.
When it's cold and I'm alone
It seems the darkness is all I've known
Inside of me it built its...
#depression
#SelfHarm
#suicide
#MentalHealth
#despair
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LOVE POEM
Published
27th May 2019 11:19am
27th May 2019 11:19am
Heartbreak aftermath
What we had was beautiful
but looks are so deceiving
I fell so hard for your soft brown eyes
made it so easy to swallow all your lies
and in return they poisoned me inside.
Allowed me to build a home in your embrace
the proud owner of the smile on my face
but you knew my love was misplaced
because you were a hunter looking for a chase
and then you showed me just how easy I was to replace.
I have paid for my sins against your heart
yet still you feel the need to tear me apart
always there writhing beneath my skin you once kissed ...
but looks are so deceiving
I fell so hard for your soft brown eyes
made it so easy to swallow all your lies
and in return they poisoned me inside.
Allowed me to build a home in your embrace
the proud owner of the smile on my face
but you knew my love was misplaced
because you were a hunter looking for a chase
and then you showed me just how easy I was to replace.
I have paid for my sins against your heart
yet still you feel the need to tear me apart
always there writhing beneath my skin you once kissed ...
#regret
#heartbroken
#breakup
#FallingInLove
#UnrequitedLove
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DARK POEM
Published
13th May 2019 11:56am
13th May 2019 11:56am
Maybe you will have a child once more
Tell me what you do with the teardrops you have reaped from me
all those times you stole my smile
and replaced my laughter with tortured screams,
please tell me they fill you with shame
I want to believe there is something left of you to save.
How did my soul feel in your grasp
could you see the cracks it bore
perhaps you were feeding off its pain
tell me did it leave your hands bloodstained
paying for sins it didn't commit.
Do my cries haunt your dreams
or do they lull you to sleep
the dull browns and yellows adorning my...
all those times you stole my smile
and replaced my laughter with tortured screams,
please tell me they fill you with shame
I want to believe there is something left of you to save.
How did my soul feel in your grasp
could you see the cracks it bore
perhaps you were feeding off its pain
tell me did it leave your hands bloodstained
paying for sins it didn't commit.
Do my cries haunt your dreams
or do they lull you to sleep
the dull browns and yellows adorning my...
#mother
#childhood
#abuse
#PTSD
#disappointment
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LOVE POEM
Published
13th May 2019 10:29am
13th May 2019 10:29am
Please tell me
Please tell me that it's all a lie
that it's all inside my head
just tell me I will lay my head down to sleep
and tomorrow this will all have been a dream,
let me wake up held safely in your arms
and then never let me go.
There's nothing I won't do for you
I'll bargain with every Devil
and cross any God
there is nothing I wouldn't sacrifice
and no one I would choose over you
I should have said it more, I should have done more
just give me the chance baby
and you'll never feel doubt again.
Please tell me it's...
that it's all inside my head
just tell me I will lay my head down to sleep
and tomorrow this will all have been a dream,
let me wake up held safely in your arms
and then never let me go.
There's nothing I won't do for you
I'll bargain with every Devil
and cross any God
there is nothing I wouldn't sacrifice
and no one I would choose over you
I should have said it more, I should have done more
just give me the chance baby
and you'll never feel doubt again.
Please tell me it's...
#love
#depression
#relationships
#heartbroken
#breakup
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DARK POEM
Published
7th May 2019 3:37am
7th May 2019 3:37am
I found
I found peace
In the devils silver kiss
His lips shined in the moonlight
While his tongue traced my skin
Where a crimson path was forming
Leading me home with every drop.
I found heaven
In the fires of Hell
The chaos and pain
Became my solace so much
That when offered an escape
I felt a fear never felt before.
I found reason
In the company of my demons
Their rage and lust for revenge
Added to my own like gasoline
And where there was an ember
We started a wildfire.
I found...
In the devils silver kiss
His lips shined in the moonlight
While his tongue traced my skin
Where a crimson path was forming
Leading me home with every drop.
I found heaven
In the fires of Hell
The chaos and pain
Became my solace so much
That when offered an escape
I felt a fear never felt before.
I found reason
In the company of my demons
Their rage and lust for revenge
Added to my own like gasoline
And where there was an ember
We started a wildfire.
I found...
#anxiety
#depression
#SelfHarm
#MentalHealth
#suffering
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LOVE POEM
Published
27th Apr 2019 11:01pm
27th Apr 2019 11:01pm
Your funeral
I was at your funeral
There was no body
For your heart still beats,
There were mourners
And relics in your memory,
I chose your resting place
In the lake I poured my soul
Is where I buried my love.
I have worn the ring once yours
Upon my finger where you slipped it,
Your chain has not left my neck
Always resting atop my heart
Where you once lived,
But a memory cannot love
And you're no longer mine to love.
Today I let you go for good
As I kissed the ruby for a final time
And threw it into the...
There was no body
For your heart still beats,
There were mourners
And relics in your memory,
I chose your resting place
In the lake I poured my soul
Is where I buried my love.
I have worn the ring once yours
Upon my finger where you slipped it,
Your chain has not left my neck
Always resting atop my heart
Where you once lived,
But a memory cannot love
And you're no longer mine to love.
Today I let you go for good
As I kissed the ruby for a final time
And threw it into the...
#love
#grief
#heartbroken
#breakup
#IMissYou
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LOVE POEM
Published
29th Mar 2019 10:25am
29th Mar 2019 10:25am
Please, leave
Please help me you've broken my sanity
reduced me to shaking and trembling when your near
left me hollow without your lies
I don't know who I am anymore
because I tore myself apart and rebuilt myself in your image
now I'm a stranger to myself
and the funny thing is I was using your eyes to see myself
but you were never even fucking looking at me.
Why are you doing this to me
you're stripping me bare
tore through my pride
have me begging on my knees
please show me some mercy
and walk away from me.
You know I...
reduced me to shaking and trembling when your near
left me hollow without your lies
I don't know who I am anymore
because I tore myself apart and rebuilt myself in your image
now I'm a stranger to myself
and the funny thing is I was using your eyes to see myself
but you were never even fucking looking at me.
Why are you doing this to me
you're stripping me bare
tore through my pride
have me begging on my knees
please show me some mercy
and walk away from me.
You know I...
#depression
#heartbroken
#breakup
#abuse
#emotional
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DARK POEM
Published
20th Mar 2019 11:41pm
20th Mar 2019 11:41pm
Darkside
Push them all away
I don't need anyone
trust no-one not even myself
living life cutthroat
life isn't about living
its about survival, at least that's what I've learned.
Going to bed with my demons
I've stopped fighting them
now they keep me company in the dark side
eyes darkened and mouth shut
hope was nothing more
than a bullet in the gun my demons held.
Confessing my secrets to paranoia
feeding into my anxiety
killing myself to give life to my depression
carry myself cold and distant
surrendering...
I don't need anyone
trust no-one not even myself
living life cutthroat
life isn't about living
its about survival, at least that's what I've learned.
Going to bed with my demons
I've stopped fighting them
now they keep me company in the dark side
eyes darkened and mouth shut
hope was nothing more
than a bullet in the gun my demons held.
Confessing my secrets to paranoia
feeding into my anxiety
killing myself to give life to my depression
carry myself cold and distant
surrendering...
#depression
#bipolar
#MentalHealth
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DARK POEM
Published
20th Mar 2019 11:11pm
20th Mar 2019 11:11pm
Borderline
Break the mirror because I hate the reflection
the person staring back is a stranger
you're not here anymore so I don't know who to be
morphed myself to be what you wanted
different people different personality
knew you better than I know myself
I don't know who I am I'm a stranger to myself.
Please don't leave me like the others
I know you've promised before but promise again
I need reassurance whenever it can be given and then some more
paranoia is my lover
it fucks me every single night when I'm alone
it reads your actions...
the person staring back is a stranger
you're not here anymore so I don't know who to be
morphed myself to be what you wanted
different people different personality
knew you better than I know myself
I don't know who I am I'm a stranger to myself.
Please don't leave me like the others
I know you've promised before but promise again
I need reassurance whenever it can be given and then some more
paranoia is my lover
it fucks me every single night when I'm alone
it reads your actions...
#anxiety
#depression
#rejection
#bipolar
#MentalHealth
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DARK POEM
Published
25th Feb 2019 12:19pm
25th Feb 2019 12:19pm
The war for peace
My jaw clenched tight
can't trust my mind
afraid my tongue will betray me
hiding the darkness from your eyes
so i fill you with lies
and tell you that I am fine
because i'll never admit to you
that I wish I would just die.
It hurts to breathe
the anger is heavy on my chest
please don't take this personally
my rage is pointed at myself
you see for me there is no rest
wrestling with myself internally
my mind is a war zone
and my soul is the battlefield.
Please don't ask more than once
I don't want...
can't trust my mind
afraid my tongue will betray me
hiding the darkness from your eyes
so i fill you with lies
and tell you that I am fine
because i'll never admit to you
that I wish I would just die.
It hurts to breathe
the anger is heavy on my chest
please don't take this personally
my rage is pointed at myself
you see for me there is no rest
wrestling with myself internally
my mind is a war zone
and my soul is the battlefield.
Please don't ask more than once
I don't want...
#anxiety
#depression
#suicide
#bipolar
#MentalHealth
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LOVE POEM
Published
20th Feb 2019 2:12am
20th Feb 2019 2:12am
Can she love you like I can?
I seen the parts of you you tried to hide
been introduced to the demons you tried to disguise
gave you everything I had inside
and in return you gave me lies.
Found you at your darkest
sacrificed mine so you wouldn't be heartless
plunged myself right into your darkness
you took a masterpiece and made it artless
poured everything into you until the sky was starless.
Loved you still when I seen you at your worst
should have known then our love was cursed
took it so far to make it back to the start
our demons were tearing us apart ...
been introduced to the demons you tried to disguise
gave you everything I had inside
and in return you gave me lies.
Found you at your darkest
sacrificed mine so you wouldn't be heartless
plunged myself right into your darkness
you took a masterpiece and made it artless
poured everything into you until the sky was starless.
Loved you still when I seen you at your worst
should have known then our love was cursed
took it so far to make it back to the start
our demons were tearing us apart ...
#sadness
#regret
#ImSorry
#heartbroken
#breakup
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