Submissions by Double_anxiety

Dear me you are not as beautiful as I thought you would be
I thought you would glow,- that your smile would Brighten the room I thought that you  would  look in the mirror and see  Greatness but when you look in the mirror you see blankness a empty woman who hides,- a shy timed girl that wears a long sleeve black sweater in 90 degree weather
Dear me - you are not as beautiful as I thought you would be
You actually thought he would marry you you can't even help support your family you can't even look at your self in the mirror without adding makeup
your friends all...

A place were i can smile a place were i can sing a place were ill glow ? Things change right i regret not leting go i regret not leting her have the joy to kill me everyday of my life false hopes and exaggerated dreams how could i be so stupid how could i let myself down like this face reality ill never marry u ill never get pregnant ill never be who i once was ill never look the same ill never be me agen because of u

For u ? i woulda threw my life on a line... for u ? i would have known id make it by only for u
.. time after time i became one to your games  .......madness....time after time i let u win an ... i hope u find my pain at the edge of the waterfalls, a steep drop cliff of sorrows along-side the rings Of a fire.... i....am .....obvious to your conceptions, conversation for his brain...i... am obviouse to your lethal state of Mind. I am my own mind i am power i am strength i... Am.. Not to be reckoned with ,bulled or forced and your moderation won't matter So for u ,ill hand u the knife ...