Submissions by DisgustUndisguised

i hate myself and everything about me.
my face is the definition of ugly, my body takes up too much space its disgusting.
everywhere i go i feel my flaws are what everybodys discussing.
i want to replace my features, i want perfection written on my skin.
i want to starve myself, i want to be thin.
maybe then i wont hate every mirror i look in.
why cant others agree? i already know on the inside.
im hideous. im huge.
they tell me its a lie, is that the truth?
why cant i see what they do?

im here when your down,
im here when your mad,
for awhile i'll be the best you ever had.
then you'll leave me, this much is true;
im only here until you find someone new.

someday ill break from my restraints, get out of this cage.
but flying just doesnt feel the same, soaring so high im bleedin from my brain.
i think im going insane.
i feel as if ill never be free, always had these broken wings, never in between..
i got the stare of a ghost and the pupils of a fiend.
is this somebody you would let free?
little voices keep me company,
while i lay for hours trying to sleep, the walls carry echoes of the horrors that they speak.
my eyes have bags underneath, a screen of terror has replaced my dreams.
let me scream, let me...