Submissions by DeeperThanDark (Nicky)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I have been writing poetry for about 2 years, and I hope on here I might get a little bit of feedback on what everyone thinks of my poetry. Thankyou, -Nicole
ANGER POEM
Published
5th May 2012 6:10pm
5th May 2012 6:10pm
~Used~
I'm just as worthless as ever.
And I was used last night
A 'friend' played me
in a horrible way
the stupid dumb bitch
She put me in the hospital
with her little 'trick'
She gave me LSD
told me it wasn't illegal
I was new
I was practically a child
I did as she said,
and then looked it up
It was illegal
it was incredibly dangerous
And with the medicine I was on,
it would kill me
I told her, that I was going to have a seizure
and she told me that, I was safee
I had only taken two hits
but that...
And I was used last night
A 'friend' played me
in a horrible way
the stupid dumb bitch
She put me in the hospital
with her little 'trick'
She gave me LSD
told me it wasn't illegal
I was new
I was practically a child
I did as she said,
and then looked it up
It was illegal
it was incredibly dangerous
And with the medicine I was on,
it would kill me
I told her, that I was going to have a seizure
and she told me that, I was safee
I had only taken two hits
but that...
892 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
5th May 2012 5:48pm
5th May 2012 5:48pm
...Untogether Forever? </3
I was safe and sound
when you were around
I was alone in my fear
when you weren't here
I was happy and care free
When you were the future I could see
When our eyes first met
The stone of our fates were set
You arms around me
let me know you would be everything I would need
I was blinded
I wasn't crying
Until now
Because, now,
We are untogether.
when you were around
I was alone in my fear
when you weren't here
I was happy and care free
When you were the future I could see
When our eyes first met
The stone of our fates were set
You arms around me
let me know you would be everything I would need
I was blinded
I wasn't crying
Until now
Because, now,
We are untogether.
670 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
4th May 2012 7:29pm
4th May 2012 7:29pm
~#*Confusion >.<
No one understands
I won't deny it
And i'm not doing this for attention
I am a cutter.
But i don't wish to die.
I wish to live.
Cutting hurts, it does
It's almost like i don't like it
But it keeps me calm
without it, I am a stress ball
They only get deeper and deeper
I'm being sent away in a few weeks
to a treatment center
I think I want to get better
But I don't see any way
to get there
Is there any other way?
It doesn't seem like it...
Confusion Confusion Confusion...
I won't deny it
And i'm not doing this for attention
I am a cutter.
But i don't wish to die.
I wish to live.
Cutting hurts, it does
It's almost like i don't like it
But it keeps me calm
without it, I am a stress ball
They only get deeper and deeper
I'm being sent away in a few weeks
to a treatment center
I think I want to get better
But I don't see any way
to get there
Is there any other way?
It doesn't seem like it...
Confusion Confusion Confusion...
808 reads
10 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
2nd May 2012 6:41pm
2nd May 2012 6:41pm
...Today.
Another person forgot about me today
I do't know if there's anything else I can say
Reality beat the fuck out of me today
And I want to cry
But I dont want to ask for help
I've conquered this before
I'm not going to be weak now.
I do't know if there's anything else I can say
Reality beat the fuck out of me today
And I want to cry
But I dont want to ask for help
I've conquered this before
I'm not going to be weak now.
696 reads
5 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
2nd May 2012 6:12pm
2nd May 2012 6:12pm
?!Not about me, Am I an attention whore?!
It's not about you anymore
But this is what you had wished for
You didn't want the attention on you
And now they've found someone new
Someone else to help,
because they've given up on you
Get a clue
Because your worthless
And u never deserved their trust
Which is why they never gave it
Your alone facing this shit
So just fall to you knees and forget it
By the way
Your fat and ugly
They tell you you're not to save your feelings
But you know what they're saying isn't true
because there's nothing...
But this is what you had wished for
You didn't want the attention on you
And now they've found someone new
Someone else to help,
because they've given up on you
Get a clue
Because your worthless
And u never deserved their trust
Which is why they never gave it
Your alone facing this shit
So just fall to you knees and forget it
By the way
Your fat and ugly
They tell you you're not to save your feelings
But you know what they're saying isn't true
because there's nothing...
534 reads
8 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
30th Apr 2012 7:00pm
30th Apr 2012 7:00pm
~~Adveho Verus~~
quid solli intelliguntur
I ne profunda sensus est notum...
Quid tristita intellegi?
Non sunt signa, nulla.
Sed quod suus aliter unusquisque
non sunt signa, nolla.
Sed quod suus vix vidit...
Quid turpe,
Quid intellegi
Est non imaginem deformibus
omnes ludices omness!!
Manus pervenire de auxillum, et percussita!!
Quod opus est allguis ambulare deinceps et dicere:
Quisque non desent tu solusnon numquam
Est finis ad numquam
Ego ad te et tu me ad
Umero meo inniti possis
Quia, te visa ...
I ne profunda sensus est notum...
Quid tristita intellegi?
Non sunt signa, nulla.
Sed quod suus aliter unusquisque
non sunt signa, nolla.
Sed quod suus vix vidit...
Quid turpe,
Quid intellegi
Est non imaginem deformibus
omnes ludices omness!!
Manus pervenire de auxillum, et percussita!!
Quod opus est allguis ambulare deinceps et dicere:
Quisque non desent tu solusnon numquam
Est finis ad numquam
Ego ad te et tu me ad
Umero meo inniti possis
Quia, te visa ...
1100 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
30th Apr 2012 4:17pm
30th Apr 2012 4:17pm
...Give up, It's the Better Chance...
I want to cry,
My life is such a fucking lie
I want hope
I want freedom
But I can't find it!
And now, I'm alone, Emotionally, Physically.
Sadly.
Beating after beating
And yet I'm still standing,
just barely
So...why not just lay down
and take it,
and sooner than later...
die?
My life is such a fucking lie
I want hope
I want freedom
But I can't find it!
And now, I'm alone, Emotionally, Physically.
Sadly.
Beating after beating
And yet I'm still standing,
just barely
So...why not just lay down
and take it,
and sooner than later...
die?
666 reads
6 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
27th Apr 2012 7:48pm
27th Apr 2012 7:48pm
Not Enough?...
I thought it would be enough
to be who I was
but theres nothing in life
worth living for
all the happiness
doesnt balance out for all the pain and sadness
I want to just fall to my knees
what is life worth if all you have to do
is feel pain
THEN WHAT IS LIFE WORTH!?
Life sucks
just face it
Life isnt ever going to be worth it
Fuck life
and just get over it
to be who I was
but theres nothing in life
worth living for
all the happiness
doesnt balance out for all the pain and sadness
I want to just fall to my knees
what is life worth if all you have to do
is feel pain
THEN WHAT IS LIFE WORTH!?
Life sucks
just face it
Life isnt ever going to be worth it
Fuck life
and just get over it
761 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
27th Apr 2012 00:14am
27th Apr 2012 00:14am
~Virginity, it's not rational, just physical~
I want to lose my virginity...
but here's the weird thing...
I don't think it's that big of a deal
But so many others think it is
i wish there was someone here
someone to calms my fears
I don't know what to say
I'm afraid of what people will say
but why should Ic are what they think
I'm afraid of being afraid of people, that's it!
This is the right choice.
Well I gotta go, Good Night.
but here's the weird thing...
I don't think it's that big of a deal
But so many others think it is
i wish there was someone here
someone to calms my fears
I don't know what to say
I'm afraid of what people will say
but why should Ic are what they think
I'm afraid of being afraid of people, that's it!
This is the right choice.
Well I gotta go, Good Night.
875 reads
6 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
25th Apr 2012 7:43pm
25th Apr 2012 7:43pm
Her.
So today, a bitch uploaded a poem about me.
Twisted evert word I had said and made it something mean
Then she proceeded to lie
And the only thing I could think was 'sigh'
Because it wasn't the first lie, she'd told
And now her personality is getting old
She lies. she lies, she lies, repeatedly
I don't know her story, and I had said as much
and she takes the help, that real people need
and she continuously fills other peoples lives with deceipt
She's cried wold so many times!
Sooo many it should be a crime!
She told a...
Twisted evert word I had said and made it something mean
Then she proceeded to lie
And the only thing I could think was 'sigh'
Because it wasn't the first lie, she'd told
And now her personality is getting old
She lies. she lies, she lies, repeatedly
I don't know her story, and I had said as much
and she takes the help, that real people need
and she continuously fills other peoples lives with deceipt
She's cried wold so many times!
Sooo many it should be a crime!
She told a...
666 reads
2 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
25th Apr 2012 7:37pm
25th Apr 2012 7:37pm
!-f**k Buddy-!
My friend is finding me a fuck buddy
My parents will be dissapointed...
but I want to get ver my fear of men
I want to see what its like to have fun
I've wanted it for so long
I dont want to be a virgin
Besides, someone had already sexually abused me
so why not just get it all taken away
I think if I have some fun
then I wont me so afraid of men...
I cant wait for him to really turn me on
I can't wait for him to kiss my breasts
and leave a trail down my stomach
To push himself inside of me
I'll probably cry
But you...
My parents will be dissapointed...
but I want to get ver my fear of men
I want to see what its like to have fun
I've wanted it for so long
I dont want to be a virgin
Besides, someone had already sexually abused me
so why not just get it all taken away
I think if I have some fun
then I wont me so afraid of men...
I cant wait for him to really turn me on
I can't wait for him to kiss my breasts
and leave a trail down my stomach
To push himself inside of me
I'll probably cry
But you...
4383 reads
10 Comments
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