Submissions by Debdeb
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Unspoken words
I feel like my past won't
let me grow
Life's daily war with me
will always betray
I was flying high, now I'm falling sitting and wondering why I still feel
this pain
All I want to do is trade this
life for something new
Yet, I'm my worst enemy
Staining my soul,so cold
suffering inside
I can rest my mind and
ride out the storm
The struggle was a tornado
the ultimate Storm
let me grow
Life's daily war with me
will always betray
I was flying high, now I'm falling sitting and wondering why I still feel
this pain
All I want to do is trade this
life for something new
Yet, I'm my worst enemy
Staining my soul,so cold
suffering inside
I can rest my mind and
ride out the storm
The struggle was a tornado
the ultimate Storm
#depression
#MentalHealth
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Lost
She's lost in her mind
Her soul is shattered
She's different, never to
be the same
He took her innocence from her along time ago
She's trapped in his
nightmare
Forever tormented by the
Images of his abuse
Yet, she lives each day
Like it no other
She hides behind the
Pain
She's destined to fail
Maybe she was a unwanted
Gift from above
Not even her own mother
wanted her
Was she ever not good
Enough
Her soul is shattered
She's different, never to
be the same
He took her innocence from her along time ago
She's trapped in his
nightmare
Forever tormented by the
Images of his abuse
Yet, she lives each day
Like it no other
She hides behind the
Pain
She's destined to fail
Maybe she was a unwanted
Gift from above
Not even her own mother
wanted her
Was she ever not good
Enough
#anger
#dark
#frustration
#confusion
#PTSD
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Quite soul
Quite soul that speaks so
Loud
I've got scars that come
with stories
Better left untold
There's no light in this
darkness
My illuminations of myself
Worthless
Against this perfect
possession
There is no sight in a space
this black
Thinking about everything
that could go wrong
Wishing everything would
just go away
But there's no light at the
end of the tunnel for this
Quite soul
Loud
I've got scars that come
with stories
Better left untold
There's no light in this
darkness
My illuminations of myself
Worthless
Against this perfect
possession
There is no sight in a space
this black
Thinking about everything
that could go wrong
Wishing everything would
just go away
But there's no light at the
end of the tunnel for this
Quite soul
#sadness
#anxiety
#loneliness
#dark
#fear
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Untitled
Drugs was my answer to
everything
Took the pain away even if
Only for a while
Put me in my own prison in
in my mind and life
Always making me wonder
what if
What's this life for anyway
I've already condemned
Myself
How could I go any further
At what point do I stop
sabotage myself
At what point do I see a
pathway forward
everything
Took the pain away even if
Only for a while
Put me in my own prison in
in my mind and life
Always making me wonder
what if
What's this life for anyway
I've already condemned
Myself
How could I go any further
At what point do I stop
sabotage myself
At what point do I see a
pathway forward
#anxiety
#confusion
#disappointment
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Bridges
It's hard to build a bridge
When you're busy building
Walls
And it's hardest to watch the
Darkness
Make so many good people
fall
And sometimes it's hard to stand
tall
When you carry so much regret on
your shoulders
As I desperately try to disconnect
these cables
But I don't seem to be able too
This old bridge is no longer all
that stable
When you're busy building
Walls
And it's hardest to watch the
Darkness
Make so many good people
fall
And sometimes it's hard to stand
tall
When you carry so much regret on
your shoulders
As I desperately try to disconnect
these cables
But I don't seem to be able too
This old bridge is no longer all
that stable
#anxiety
#dark
#confusion
#despair
#disappointment
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Weak
I'm feeling so alone
Like nobody cares
I've been so strong
Now I'm weak
I've fallen to my knees
Mentally fucked, stuck
In a dark place
Living in darkness and
finding no light
I'm drowning in my own
tears
Feeling lost and astray
Feeling vacant inside
Wish I knew which path
To take
Darkness is all I've ever
known
There is no light at the end
of this tunnel
Like nobody cares
I've been so strong
Now I'm weak
I've fallen to my knees
Mentally fucked, stuck
In a dark place
Living in darkness and
finding no light
I'm drowning in my own
tears
Feeling lost and astray
Feeling vacant inside
Wish I knew which path
To take
Darkness is all I've ever
known
There is no light at the end
of this tunnel
#anxiety
#depression
#LifeStruggles
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The monster
The monster comes to me in all shapes of forms
I could smell him,see him even hear him
Thing about the monster
He is in my head Invading my thoughts and
my dreams
He will forever be in my
nightmares
I still feel his violation of his
madness
Nobody knows but me
I could smell him,see him even hear him
Thing about the monster
He is in my head Invading my thoughts and
my dreams
He will forever be in my
nightmares
I still feel his violation of his
madness
Nobody knows but me
#anger
#dark
#fear
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Blank
I fell in the hole once
But someone was there to
get me out
But then I fell again, this time nobody came to get
me out
Days turned into years and I'm still in the black hole with nothing except my thoughts and fears
My mind keeps racing, showing me all my faults, guilt, past memories invading my mind
The violation is starting all
over again
After years of being in the hole, all I felt was guilt
Guilt for the past, present
and future
Seeing no way out except to let my mind turn Blank
But someone was there to
get me out
But then I fell again, this time nobody came to get
me out
Days turned into years and I'm still in the black hole with nothing except my thoughts and fears
My mind keeps racing, showing me all my faults, guilt, past memories invading my mind
The violation is starting all
over again
After years of being in the hole, all I felt was guilt
Guilt for the past, present
and future
Seeing no way out except to let my mind turn Blank
#anxiety
#dark
#fear
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