Submissions by Daydreamer1995
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Why I lose my chance
Why I lose my chance, in-depth I live alone,
Solitude is all i know.
The idea of closeness to another graces my heart, then when I think deep.. I don’t know we’re to start.
Nothing more freaks me out then being close, sharing with another from behind my closed doors.
I’ve probably lost some diamonds while I’m hiding in the sands.
I’ve probably stopped my soul from visiting places so grand.
See I can’t quite understand why I’ve become like this,
I’ve a lot of love to give, but I can’t find any bliss in it.
I’ve allowed people to see a glimpse of what the...
Solitude is all i know.
The idea of closeness to another graces my heart, then when I think deep.. I don’t know we’re to start.
Nothing more freaks me out then being close, sharing with another from behind my closed doors.
I’ve probably lost some diamonds while I’m hiding in the sands.
I’ve probably stopped my soul from visiting places so grand.
See I can’t quite understand why I’ve become like this,
I’ve a lot of love to give, but I can’t find any bliss in it.
I’ve allowed people to see a glimpse of what the...
#love
#honesty
#myself
#escape
#nostalgia
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Harsh dreams
A dream that leaves you blisters,
A smile that only cry’s,
A tear drop on your shoulder and the pain of when you die,
A fucked up emotion, that never got given a name,
A heart full of kindness that only beats with pain,
Lips so full of laughter, words of glee leave its voice,
Real words of wisdom, from a soul that didn’t break by choice,
A soul lost long ago, when it was just a child,
A soul to gently to hold on, was merely week and only mild,
Alone it forever wanders,
Detached from its soulless vessel,
No connection left into a beating...
A smile that only cry’s,
A tear drop on your shoulder and the pain of when you die,
A fucked up emotion, that never got given a name,
A heart full of kindness that only beats with pain,
Lips so full of laughter, words of glee leave its voice,
Real words of wisdom, from a soul that didn’t break by choice,
A soul lost long ago, when it was just a child,
A soul to gently to hold on, was merely week and only mild,
Alone it forever wanders,
Detached from its soulless vessel,
No connection left into a beating...
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Ot
It brings ease to my mind, not having to mourn you as if your dead,
Knowing your essence is around,
your existence is a blessing,
I’ll always worry if your happy...
If we will speak again, but no need to hurry,
I don’t know if you feel what I feel but it seems very blurry,
And I can’t say I’d ever forget you in a hurry...
For not having met you, you’ve made an impact on me,
My ride or die friend,
Your and absolute visionary,
Imaginative and real,
Some one existing feeling a-bit of the same of what I...
Knowing your essence is around,
your existence is a blessing,
I’ll always worry if your happy...
If we will speak again, but no need to hurry,
I don’t know if you feel what I feel but it seems very blurry,
And I can’t say I’d ever forget you in a hurry...
For not having met you, you’ve made an impact on me,
My ride or die friend,
Your and absolute visionary,
Imaginative and real,
Some one existing feeling a-bit of the same of what I...
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Mechanism of maddness.
The minds a mechanism of maddness,
The body's a non flying ship,
The souls raw with deepness... Your own bottomless pit,
The heart steals paths that might not last,
Temporary shelf in the bottomless whole,
Mechanics try to fix things, tips from selfless fools,
Fixing to the wrong frequency's and using the wrong tools,
Nature forms a guindence,
Meditate to fall in traps,
Trips and slips I don't mind them.. some with bitter fear of not comming back.
Then the heart starts to tingle,
The soul became so raw,
My wings start to spring free...
The body's a non flying ship,
The souls raw with deepness... Your own bottomless pit,
The heart steals paths that might not last,
Temporary shelf in the bottomless whole,
Mechanics try to fix things, tips from selfless fools,
Fixing to the wrong frequency's and using the wrong tools,
Nature forms a guindence,
Meditate to fall in traps,
Trips and slips I don't mind them.. some with bitter fear of not comming back.
Then the heart starts to tingle,
The soul became so raw,
My wings start to spring free...
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Child like.
As we get older things seem to change,
Our child like minds grow into bigger bodies that hold alot of pain,
All promises of freedom seem to refrain,
Welcome to the next stage of life,
It's just one big game,
It wasn't made for winning we just get up and survive,
Brainwashing societies so the big man can get by,
Stuggle in the life's direction with poor aims,
Open your eyes to change your direction,
The world isn't to blame,
Child like minds may wonder, but spirit stays in your heart,
Worries feel alot longer when you've lost your...
Our child like minds grow into bigger bodies that hold alot of pain,
All promises of freedom seem to refrain,
Welcome to the next stage of life,
It's just one big game,
It wasn't made for winning we just get up and survive,
Brainwashing societies so the big man can get by,
Stuggle in the life's direction with poor aims,
Open your eyes to change your direction,
The world isn't to blame,
Child like minds may wonder, but spirit stays in your heart,
Worries feel alot longer when you've lost your...
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Ghost boy 3
You fly over me,
Just hovering.. you touch my heart,
Just a little bit,
Your wings tickle my back,
The best pain in the world,
From outer worlds you reach,
Always arriving but never seen.
You kill me inside each time..
But without you I would die.
My angel in the sky..
I miss you always.
Keep on flying high.
Just hovering.. you touch my heart,
Just a little bit,
Your wings tickle my back,
The best pain in the world,
From outer worlds you reach,
Always arriving but never seen.
You kill me inside each time..
But without you I would die.
My angel in the sky..
I miss you always.
Keep on flying high.
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Running.
Overwhelming feeling like I'm running in my mind,
Yet my body's deadly still, my self has declined,
My heart pounds fast but it beats very slow,
I'm caught up in a haze praying you'll let me go,
I let you be my keeper because it's the only thing that seems real,
The world I come from and knew so well was just a fairly tail in a nightmare ordeal,
Normality dissapears,
You make my reality start day by day,
You cause me pain and wait till night until you take it away,
I wake with a broken smile,
A tear drops from my lip,
You snarl so savage,...
Yet my body's deadly still, my self has declined,
My heart pounds fast but it beats very slow,
I'm caught up in a haze praying you'll let me go,
I let you be my keeper because it's the only thing that seems real,
The world I come from and knew so well was just a fairly tail in a nightmare ordeal,
Normality dissapears,
You make my reality start day by day,
You cause me pain and wait till night until you take it away,
I wake with a broken smile,
A tear drops from my lip,
You snarl so savage,...
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Tough love
My mind is conscious because I fixed my self,
Don't make me suffer for your mental health,
I may of made mistakes but I righted them too,
I let my head drop and said sorry because I'm in love with you,
You push me to the end of my tether,
Give me hope and let me float like a feather,
When I almost fall you blow me back up,
Let me float a little longer so I can feel your love,
I blindly think it's fair because all I do I care,
But at the end of the day could you tell me that you are really there?
Or would you let me just float,
Like a half...
Don't make me suffer for your mental health,
I may of made mistakes but I righted them too,
I let my head drop and said sorry because I'm in love with you,
You push me to the end of my tether,
Give me hope and let me float like a feather,
When I almost fall you blow me back up,
Let me float a little longer so I can feel your love,
I blindly think it's fair because all I do I care,
But at the end of the day could you tell me that you are really there?
Or would you let me just float,
Like a half...
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Devils
I was created from evil,
I've got a devil inside,
I try to be good and proper but no devil will ever let me hide,
My manners are in tack,
I try to keep my morals,
I try to tame the devil, but he wants to quarrel.
He's always sat on my shoulder
He shot my angle dead.
He leans and creeps over and gets right in my head,
He allows me to view the good,
Go on love have a little touch,
He will give me all of the faith and then he takes, it's too much,
Compulsive self destructor,
An evil creation left inside,
Devil tells me run...
I've got a devil inside,
I try to be good and proper but no devil will ever let me hide,
My manners are in tack,
I try to keep my morals,
I try to tame the devil, but he wants to quarrel.
He's always sat on my shoulder
He shot my angle dead.
He leans and creeps over and gets right in my head,
He allows me to view the good,
Go on love have a little touch,
He will give me all of the faith and then he takes, it's too much,
Compulsive self destructor,
An evil creation left inside,
Devil tells me run...
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Awakening
The world fell into place,
They day the sky fell to her hands,
The road aligned with the sky,
And her plans came to stand,
Running complete freedom,
Caution to the wind,
Birds fly high, hear them sing
Soft and sweet... Never have to stand down or admit defeat,
You are free at one
Eternal peace,
Mind trained, knowledge gained.
Manufactured by minds hand its self.
No manufactured structural robots,
No good for your minds health.
Through caution to the wind,
Feel your feet lift as you glide and glow,
Freedom. Freedom. ...
They day the sky fell to her hands,
The road aligned with the sky,
And her plans came to stand,
Running complete freedom,
Caution to the wind,
Birds fly high, hear them sing
Soft and sweet... Never have to stand down or admit defeat,
You are free at one
Eternal peace,
Mind trained, knowledge gained.
Manufactured by minds hand its self.
No manufactured structural robots,
No good for your minds health.
Through caution to the wind,
Feel your feet lift as you glide and glow,
Freedom. Freedom. ...
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Ghost boy 2
By my side you always hover,
More so now, it's no bother,
Intreging feeling like you are hear,
Impressionable smile that just won't dissappear,
For moments you enclose all my fear,
Hold it tight..'everything will be alright'
Don't you worry my dear,
Friend. Until the very end,
It becomes hard to comprehend,
What you had come to feel,
Unique pain that nobody could help you heal,
But please know you knew exactly how to make people feel,
Warm fuzzy feel, blue eyed boy believe you was unreal.
Impact on my mind, I still feel it...
More so now, it's no bother,
Intreging feeling like you are hear,
Impressionable smile that just won't dissappear,
For moments you enclose all my fear,
Hold it tight..'everything will be alright'
Don't you worry my dear,
Friend. Until the very end,
It becomes hard to comprehend,
What you had come to feel,
Unique pain that nobody could help you heal,
But please know you knew exactly how to make people feel,
Warm fuzzy feel, blue eyed boy believe you was unreal.
Impact on my mind, I still feel it...
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Ghost boy
Ghost boy on my mind.
In peace I think an heal in time,
The ghost boy in my life who won't leave me alone,
Some times I don't need you,
Some times I wish you'd come home,
How you make me angry how you make me sad,
How you've made me appreciate my life,
For that I'm forever glad,
The ghost boy who promised me happiness within life,
Before he disappeared,
Oh dreamy smiling ghost boy how you've made me feel,
You've always made your self know,
From the very day you left, you guide me through the dark times when I don't feel my best,
Even have...
In peace I think an heal in time,
The ghost boy in my life who won't leave me alone,
Some times I don't need you,
Some times I wish you'd come home,
How you make me angry how you make me sad,
How you've made me appreciate my life,
For that I'm forever glad,
The ghost boy who promised me happiness within life,
Before he disappeared,
Oh dreamy smiling ghost boy how you've made me feel,
You've always made your self know,
From the very day you left, you guide me through the dark times when I don't feel my best,
Even have...
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