I feel lost in my memories of you, my tears stain my face like acid on my heart, the thought of you with him is burning me up inside you keep adding salt to the wound
its like your holding my heart in your hand and squeezing it slowly watching me crumble in pain
watching it trickling from my crushed heart, until I am nothing yet I know I will always love you and I will always regret that I waited to long to realise, to notice, to come to terms with the fact that to me your irreplaceable
Why does it feel like time is going slow, my heart is laying in pieces bruised and battered.
All I want to do is forget this horrible stomach churning feeling of rejection, I put it all on the line and she trampled on it, fuck she drove a tank over it then reversed that tank and then drove forward again but I can not help feel that I deserved it, that I broke her heart first because I left her and this is just karma coming back around and stabbing me in the heart
I feel like someone is ripping my soul in half and I am watching the other half of my soul fading away slowly...
Broken and alone, crushed and feeling sick to my core drowning my sorrows, trying to run from pain, but the tears streaming from eyes I am not able to disguise when I told my former fiancée that I had left my girlfriend, that I still loved her that I made a mistake and I wanted her back, she dangled hope in front my face like a noose just enough to let me hang, only to tell me she wants to see how her and this guy go
I put on a brave face and told her I want her to be happy that her happiness is all I have ever wanted but fuck me, I am crushed by it. we sat and watched a...