two wires miss connecting, two strangers sailing into separate seas, two mountains made to never touch, two leaves growing on different trees, two bugs in separate cracks, two doors in separate halls, two phone calls made at 1am but your phone didn't ring at all, two dreams that turned to nightmares, two shots that turned to four, two times my heart's been broken and I can't take it anymore
Be my distraction Cremate my body and get high off the ashes Slowly rob me of all my passion Paint me into the villain while maniacally laughing I'd buy every canvas if it meant your oasis I'm seeking my soul in every one of your faces I'd trade both my shoes for the knots in your laces But the jokes on you Im only a fool for heartache
I've landed in a mental space that sometimes makes me forget my own face I'll have to touch the tips of each of my fingers then do it again I'll get so anxious that I'll chew my nails instead until the nails are gone and only red remains but the pain is never permanent I misspelled my own name and realized nothing is permanent it hurts doesn't it?
Have I grown up If I eat Froot Loops in the bath tub Watching Flapjack Eating Big Macs with Sriracha Mac-n-cheese with Sriracha Just about anything with Sriracha on it I gotcha back and you can betcha sweet ass on it Way back in class I'd play with the bunsen burners and hacky sacks Now I'm paying taxes and my boss is still giving me flack Although I still enjoy the simple things Like waking up in the morning and releasing the massive dam of piss I've been holding Stretching and...
Be my distraction? Cut me into fractions Make me small Then spread out my ashes Get high off of Molly Then fry out on Acid Combine both our masses and snuggle to Disney classics Nothing quite relaxes me Like deep conversation and acoustic strings We'll string theories up like photographs, of memories we've never had And light lighters up like fireflies, to a night we hope never dies
Everyone that looked at her fell in love her smile was warmer than the sun above but a girl like that you can't hold forever so we built a house for the stormy weather and in the blink of an eye it was years down the road we watched our sisters grow up and the dogs get old the storm did come and we fell apart but our broken house remained in our hearts new lovers showed up and knocked on our doors but just know that my house will always be yours