Submissions by ChynaBay311 (Chyna Williams22)
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LOVE POEM
Published
5th Nov 2019 4:18am
5th Nov 2019 4:18am
Where Is The Closure?
As I watch a program of lost love through the death of one spouse,
before becoming a spouse,
I reflect back to the time when I became a widow.
I watch this female
look for the person who had shot her to be husband after 30 years.
I reflect back to my own lost
& it doesn’t help that I felt the anger
just as she had moved on in life with children & 2 husbands
just as I had with just 1 other.
She still needed closure on the fellow cop
who she was to marry,
had gotten killed
by a drug addicted teen who was...
before becoming a spouse,
I reflect back to the time when I became a widow.
I watch this female
look for the person who had shot her to be husband after 30 years.
I reflect back to my own lost
& it doesn’t help that I felt the anger
just as she had moved on in life with children & 2 husbands
just as I had with just 1 other.
She still needed closure on the fellow cop
who she was to marry,
had gotten killed
by a drug addicted teen who was...
#anger
#anxiety
#love
#grief
#FeelingLost
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
19th Oct 2019 7:16am
19th Oct 2019 7:16am
What’s Love Got To Do With It?
What’s sex got to do with it?
Everything.
What’s Love got to do with it?
Nothing.
What’s Pain got to do with it?
That’s all we expect.
What’s Happiness got to do with it?
Nothing anymore.
What’s Faithfulness got to do with it?
Nothing I can see.
What’s Togetherness got to do with it?
Still searching, you see.
We confuse Sex for Love
And Love for Sex,
So most this is where
We place our values
On the belief of the world's altered state.
While feeling the pain of Life’s dulling state,
Each &...
Everything.
What’s Love got to do with it?
Nothing.
What’s Pain got to do with it?
That’s all we expect.
What’s Happiness got to do with it?
Nothing anymore.
What’s Faithfulness got to do with it?
Nothing I can see.
What’s Togetherness got to do with it?
Still searching, you see.
We confuse Sex for Love
And Love for Sex,
So most this is where
We place our values
On the belief of the world's altered state.
While feeling the pain of Life’s dulling state,
Each &...
#anxiety
#jealousy
#loneliness
#hope
#frustration
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LOVE POEM
Published
19th Oct 2019 6:54am
19th Oct 2019 6:54am
Why Not Me
God why am I the one
that stands all alone?
I give the love
That’s in YOUR WORD
But all I get is Pain & Blood.
I’m waiting for My Day to come,
When Love will be at home.
So I lay with someone
Who’s just a warm body,
To make the wait Fun.
God I know that I’m the One,
That’s my grandparents said
That will change the fam,
But that position is hard to fill
With no one to have My Back.
Most times I want to make
A fast dash to feel that sweet retreat.
Why LORD can’t I just be Free,
Free to...
that stands all alone?
I give the love
That’s in YOUR WORD
But all I get is Pain & Blood.
I’m waiting for My Day to come,
When Love will be at home.
So I lay with someone
Who’s just a warm body,
To make the wait Fun.
God I know that I’m the One,
That’s my grandparents said
That will change the fam,
But that position is hard to fill
With no one to have My Back.
Most times I want to make
A fast dash to feel that sweet retreat.
Why LORD can’t I just be Free,
Free to...
#love
#family
#spiritual
#support
#responsibility
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LOVE POEM
Published
3rd Oct 2019 5:51am
3rd Oct 2019 5:51am
The Games We Play
Why do make things so hard,
You think I’m a fool
or just naive?
I may act as such until
I’ve had enough
When that happens
God knows you won’t recognize
the person I become.
Why is it necessary to hide who we are
and continue to test my mind.
Life has taught me
what I truly worth
So guess you lose
in the game of love.
I’m not the one who plays these games,
for it is you who continue to play.
For one day you’ll look up
& the game has been delayed
Not knowing when
It’ll pick up again. ...
You think I’m a fool
or just naive?
I may act as such until
I’ve had enough
When that happens
God knows you won’t recognize
the person I become.
Why is it necessary to hide who we are
and continue to test my mind.
Life has taught me
what I truly worth
So guess you lose
in the game of love.
I’m not the one who plays these games,
for it is you who continue to play.
For one day you’ll look up
& the game has been delayed
Not knowing when
It’ll pick up again. ...
#anger
#love
#depression
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18 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
3rd Oct 2019 5:43am
3rd Oct 2019 5:43am
Why?
You ask me why,
why I don’t call?
well you don’t call me either.
Only time you do
is when you want to do the do.
You ask why,
why I can’t let go of the past?
Let go of those who you once loved.
Maybe it’s because you’re not filling the void.
For my standards are judged
by those very men of my past.
You ask why?
Why I can’t love you?
What have you given me to love,
You haven’t given me much to see.
You’re always got no time
You need to make money,
You got things to do,
So where is the time to...
why I don’t call?
well you don’t call me either.
Only time you do
is when you want to do the do.
You ask why,
why I can’t let go of the past?
Let go of those who you once loved.
Maybe it’s because you’re not filling the void.
For my standards are judged
by those very men of my past.
You ask why?
Why I can’t love you?
What have you given me to love,
You haven’t given me much to see.
You’re always got no time
You need to make money,
You got things to do,
So where is the time to...
#depression
#heartbroken
#breakup #conflict
#breakup #conflict
127 reads
5 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
23rd Sep 2019 6:43am
23rd Sep 2019 6:43am
Speaking Without Speaking
Have you ever spoke with another
even without speaking a word out loud?
No text, no voice
but only from your soul to theirs.
Sometimes you can
No matter where,
or what part of the world you each are,
You feel just what another has on their mind.
I don't understand it, & I don’t questioning it either.
It seems to have token place in my spirit
from time to time,
I used to be connected to my husband
even after his death,
I have not really felt him as much,
Now, guess I’ve found another.
He’s still there, ...
even without speaking a word out loud?
No text, no voice
but only from your soul to theirs.
Sometimes you can
No matter where,
or what part of the world you each are,
You feel just what another has on their mind.
I don't understand it, & I don’t questioning it either.
It seems to have token place in my spirit
from time to time,
I used to be connected to my husband
even after his death,
I have not really felt him as much,
Now, guess I’ve found another.
He’s still there, ...
#love
#spiritual
#TruthOfLife #admiration
#TruthOfLife #admiration
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SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
23rd Sep 2019 5:21am
23rd Sep 2019 5:21am
I LOVE THE LORD
I love the Lord
I Praise HIS Name
I worship HIM
Even when there’s pain.
Though every storm
as well as Sunshine
HE brings me to HIS
ever lasting Light.
I love the Love
I Praise HIS Name
I know He’s there
beside me
Both night & day
I pray that others
see His light
& not my own
For Human Love
always Fails
But His never does.
I pray that others
see His Glorious Light,
For it’s Him who we must see,
We’re nothing without HIM
no matter what we have
It’s He who...
I Praise HIS Name
I worship HIM
Even when there’s pain.
Though every storm
as well as Sunshine
HE brings me to HIS
ever lasting Light.
I love the Love
I Praise HIS Name
I know He’s there
beside me
Both night & day
I pray that others
see His light
& not my own
For Human Love
always Fails
But His never does.
I pray that others
see His Glorious Light,
For it’s Him who we must see,
We’re nothing without HIM
no matter what we have
It’s He who...
#religion
#God
#spiritual
130 reads
5 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
7th Jun 2019 4:55am
7th Jun 2019 4:55am
TRUE LOVE
I have been told that
TRUE LOVE
comes in the order of
MIND, HEART, & SOUL
but I think that it comes as
HEART, MIND, & SOUL.
Most feel that THE MIND is
what attracts first.
I feel THE MIND is second
for THE MIND is what kicks in
later, once you have discovered
what THE HEART truly desire in life.
THE HEART is where the longing begins,
to want to know more about something more.
THE HEART is what gives you the courage
to approach something, or someone, in the first place.
Once THE HEART...
TRUE LOVE
comes in the order of
MIND, HEART, & SOUL
but I think that it comes as
HEART, MIND, & SOUL.
Most feel that THE MIND is
what attracts first.
I feel THE MIND is second
for THE MIND is what kicks in
later, once you have discovered
what THE HEART truly desire in life.
THE HEART is where the longing begins,
to want to know more about something more.
THE HEART is what gives you the courage
to approach something, or someone, in the first place.
Once THE HEART...
#love
#spiritual
#TruthOfLife
#philosophical
#wisdom
272 reads
13 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
7th Jun 2019 4:29am
7th Jun 2019 4:29am
TIME TO SAY GOODBYE
I pray that you see what happen the other night,
for I have never seen you in such a sight.
Not sure what state of mind you were in,
It was like you were a different person.
GOD warns us of strong drinks
in several verses in Proverbs
So how could you call yourself
"A child of GOD"
When you don’t get your way,
Never thought you would act that way.
I know that you are going through
a serious illness, but even your
doctor said you need to stop drinking
morning, noon, & night.
I will not be there
to see you go out...
for I have never seen you in such a sight.
Not sure what state of mind you were in,
It was like you were a different person.
GOD warns us of strong drinks
in several verses in Proverbs
So how could you call yourself
"A child of GOD"
When you don’t get your way,
Never thought you would act that way.
I know that you are going through
a serious illness, but even your
doctor said you need to stop drinking
morning, noon, & night.
I will not be there
to see you go out...
#anger
#love
#relationships
#breakup
#conflict
212 reads
13 Comments
SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
15th May 2019 1:59am
15th May 2019 1:59am
The Past
When the past comes back to hit you in the face
with it's pain and tears that comes with it
it is good to say,
WHAT THE F~~K,
And LET IT GO!!
but how do you do that
when others that you love keep bringing it back.
Get under the BLOOD & let it hide you
For GOD is not like man
Every sin is forgiven
and never brought to fore.
" Poem © - Chyna Doll 2016"
with it's pain and tears that comes with it
it is good to say,
WHAT THE F~~K,
And LET IT GO!!
but how do you do that
when others that you love keep bringing it back.
Get under the BLOOD & let it hide you
For GOD is not like man
Every sin is forgiven
and never brought to fore.
" Poem © - Chyna Doll 2016"
#love
#forgiveness
#spiritual #healing
#spiritual #healing
236 reads
10 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
15th May 2019 1:41am
15th May 2019 1:41am
No One Notice
No one noticed the tears that is in my eyes
for no one cares of the pain that's in my heart.
No one noticed the heart break
for no one cares if my love is all torn and shattered.
From those who I love continues to break it all apart.
No one noticed the silents I have embraced
No one notice that I no longer smile.
No one noticed that I'm not there anymore
for no one cares that I feel alone.
Where there was joy
now there's pain.
They have noticed that I have nothing left to give
So will no one notice that I don't...
for no one cares of the pain that's in my heart.
No one noticed the heart break
for no one cares if my love is all torn and shattered.
From those who I love continues to break it all apart.
No one noticed the silents I have embraced
No one notice that I no longer smile.
No one noticed that I'm not there anymore
for no one cares that I feel alone.
Where there was joy
now there's pain.
They have noticed that I have nothing left to give
So will no one notice that I don't...
#depression
#spiritual
#SelfReflection
#healing
#SelfWorth
195 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
10th May 2019 4:53am
10th May 2019 4:53am
Why Do I Still Cry
You were my best friend, my love,my heart. We were each other's heart, mind, & soul, 2 bodies joined together as 1 heart, mind, and soul. So why was it fitting that we had to part. We never got to say goodbye on this side, until an appearance of you, a vision through the tears, a few months after your departure of this life.
We had that son 2 months delayed, but somehow I think you knew he was going to be. He's every version of you, how could he be, because you were away from us all, unless your spirit was coaching him from the start? I cried for a whole day and night when he was...
We had that son 2 months delayed, but somehow I think you knew he was going to be. He's every version of you, how could he be, because you were away from us all, unless your spirit was coaching him from the start? I cried for a whole day and night when he was...
#sadness
#depression
#grief
#death
#memorial
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4 Comments
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