Submissions by Chey (Cheyanne)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
You are the reason.... (trigger warning somewhat)
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Dairy #2
Dear whom it my concern,
I have deiced to end it today.
I have cut to deep.
I have taken on too many pills.
I have cried to hard.
I have tried to talk to someone.
No one cares about me.
No one pays attention to me.
No one sees the real me.
No one knows what I do behind closed doors.
No one knows about anything I do.
What happened to my old self?
What happened to being happy?
What happened to my life?
What happened to me?
What is happening to me?
Why won't it stop?!
Why won't this thoughts and cutting stop?!?!
Help me...
I have deiced to end it today.
I have cut to deep.
I have taken on too many pills.
I have cried to hard.
I have tried to talk to someone.
No one cares about me.
No one pays attention to me.
No one sees the real me.
No one knows what I do behind closed doors.
No one knows about anything I do.
What happened to my old self?
What happened to being happy?
What happened to my life?
What happened to me?
What is happening to me?
Why won't it stop?!
Why won't this thoughts and cutting stop?!?!
Help me...
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I hate you
I hate you
For leaving me alone
I hate you
For making me cry
I hate you
For making me feel like the only person on earth
I hate you
For letting me fall in love with you
I hate you
For not catching me when I fell for you
I hate you
For lying to me
I hate you
For tell me that you loved me
I hate you for
Everything you have
Ever did to me.
I hate you because you are you.
For leaving me alone
I hate you
For making me cry
I hate you
For making me feel like the only person on earth
I hate you
For letting me fall in love with you
I hate you
For not catching me when I fell for you
I hate you
For lying to me
I hate you
For tell me that you loved me
I hate you for
Everything you have
Ever did to me.
I hate you because you are you.
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What did I do? (somewhat trigger warning)
What did I do
To make you hate me
To make you tell me to die
To make you bully me
To make you say that I don't belong here.
You see my scars
But little do you know
That it's all your fault
You're the reason that my
Scars are there.
You are the reason
For my suicidal thoughts
The reason that I have
Wrote my final note many,
Many times,
Making sure that I tell
Every person that I am leaving
Behind that I am sorry
Every note keeps getting longer
And longer.
Everyday the words get
Meaner, ...
To make you hate me
To make you tell me to die
To make you bully me
To make you say that I don't belong here.
You see my scars
But little do you know
That it's all your fault
You're the reason that my
Scars are there.
You are the reason
For my suicidal thoughts
The reason that I have
Wrote my final note many,
Many times,
Making sure that I tell
Every person that I am leaving
Behind that I am sorry
Every note keeps getting longer
And longer.
Everyday the words get
Meaner, ...
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The End (TRIGGER WARING)
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Trust
You said I could trust you
Then you told everyone
My deepest darkest secrets
I thought I could tell
You everything
I went to you for
Advice and trusted you
You said you are going
To be there for me
Through thick and thin
But then you left
Told everyone everything
I can't believe
I trusted you.
Then you told everyone
My deepest darkest secrets
I thought I could tell
You everything
I went to you for
Advice and trusted you
You said you are going
To be there for me
Through thick and thin
But then you left
Told everyone everything
I can't believe
I trusted you.
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I can't take this anymore...
I can't take this
I can't take the stress anymore
I can't take the bullying
I can't take the depression
I can't take the pressure
I can't take the lies
I can't take the broken promise's
I can't take the hate
I can't take the crying
I can't take the goodbye's
I can't take the pressure
I can't take the fake smile I put on
I can't take this anymore
I can't ask for help,
No one will listen.
No one will take the time and sit down and actually listen to me.
I just want help...
Or maybe I don't want help...
I can't take the stress anymore
I can't take the bullying
I can't take the depression
I can't take the pressure
I can't take the lies
I can't take the broken promise's
I can't take the hate
I can't take the crying
I can't take the goodbye's
I can't take the pressure
I can't take the fake smile I put on
I can't take this anymore
I can't ask for help,
No one will listen.
No one will take the time and sit down and actually listen to me.
I just want help...
Or maybe I don't want help...
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Pressure
The pressure from parents
Is to extreme
Parents want the best
For you
But they push it too
Far
They make you do everything
All of the things that
Need to be done
How can I get it all done?
I come home everyday
The first thing is to do
Chores,
Make dinner,
Homework,
And still go to a
After school place
How am I suppose to
Get everything done
And still have time
For myself?
The pressure the parents
Put on you is really hard
To deal with
So much stress is
Put on kids
By...
Is to extreme
Parents want the best
For you
But they push it too
Far
They make you do everything
All of the things that
Need to be done
How can I get it all done?
I come home everyday
The first thing is to do
Chores,
Make dinner,
Homework,
And still go to a
After school place
How am I suppose to
Get everything done
And still have time
For myself?
The pressure the parents
Put on you is really hard
To deal with
So much stress is
Put on kids
By...
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No One Notices
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The Mask
You are around a lot of people
But yet you still feel lonely
You are smiling but yet it's
Just a mask
The mask that you
Always wear
When you get home
The mask comes off
And the tears come out
They roll down your cheeks
Pouring out like rain
They won't stop
You're hugging a pillow
Trying not to make a sound
Hoping no one will hear you
Because you don't want to
Explain what is happening
She cries into her pillow
Wishing she was never born
Wishing she could make the
Pain stop.
But yet you still feel lonely
You are smiling but yet it's
Just a mask
The mask that you
Always wear
When you get home
The mask comes off
And the tears come out
They roll down your cheeks
Pouring out like rain
They won't stop
You're hugging a pillow
Trying not to make a sound
Hoping no one will hear you
Because you don't want to
Explain what is happening
She cries into her pillow
Wishing she was never born
Wishing she could make the
Pain stop.
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DU Poetry : Submissions by Chey (Cheyanne)