Submissions by CaityCat (Peaches O-Brien)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I'm a lyricist, I write simply what I feel.
Bruise
I don't feel like talking
I dont want to see your face tonight
even though I love you
something never quite feels right
and I could spend forever
trying to write a love letter
but I would never send it to you
cause you are not the one for me
and I am the just one you like to use
wont you fade
away
like a bruise
turn yellow
purple
and blue
won't you fade
away
like a bruise
I don't feel like touching
I don't want you in my room tonight
even though I crave you ...
I dont want to see your face tonight
even though I love you
something never quite feels right
and I could spend forever
trying to write a love letter
but I would never send it to you
cause you are not the one for me
and I am the just one you like to use
wont you fade
away
like a bruise
turn yellow
purple
and blue
won't you fade
away
like a bruise
I don't feel like touching
I don't want you in my room tonight
even though I crave you ...
675 reads
1 Comment
Queen
I'm just human
a simple woman
built of fair skin
with small rough hands
I don't know god
I never sought to
I prayed on my knees
but it was for my needs
I'm a sinner
and I'm a queen
see in my own brain
I'm so many things
I'm both gold
and I am dirt
I am happy
and I am hurt
I'm a castle
and the trash outside
flawed completely
by design
I'll keep going
cause I got to
on the days that
I don't want to
cause I'm a sinner
but I'm a queen ...
a simple woman
built of fair skin
with small rough hands
I don't know god
I never sought to
I prayed on my knees
but it was for my needs
I'm a sinner
and I'm a queen
see in my own brain
I'm so many things
I'm both gold
and I am dirt
I am happy
and I am hurt
I'm a castle
and the trash outside
flawed completely
by design
I'll keep going
cause I got to
on the days that
I don't want to
cause I'm a sinner
but I'm a queen ...
726 reads
1 Comment
Madness
Caring too much about people hasn't worked out well for me,
just led to drinking too much and feeling like I can't breathe
Wondering why love is a punch to the gut
Am I hopeless, too open, or just in a rut?
Maybe its like my ex said, I'm just too much for one man,
but I keep thinking there has to be someone who'll understand
that my flame goes higher
an inexhaustible fire
you can't put in a box
the women in history
that are relatable to me
were all beheaded, burned
or killed with rocks
all I'm sayin' is
the...
just led to drinking too much and feeling like I can't breathe
Wondering why love is a punch to the gut
Am I hopeless, too open, or just in a rut?
Maybe its like my ex said, I'm just too much for one man,
but I keep thinking there has to be someone who'll understand
that my flame goes higher
an inexhaustible fire
you can't put in a box
the women in history
that are relatable to me
were all beheaded, burned
or killed with rocks
all I'm sayin' is
the...
900 reads
1 Comment
Girls like Me
Girls like me we keep-a-going
cause we don't know how to slow down
so when we feel the welcome wanin'
we just get the hell out of town
I don't need to find me a king
cause I already stole a crown
don't mistake me for a good girl
but you still can't keep me down
So don't you worry, I ain't in a hurry
unless you mean a hurry to leave
once you think you got my number
you'll find a whole other side to me
I don't think I chose this life
and I don't think that it chose me
some of us were just born to be
a pretty lost...
cause we don't know how to slow down
so when we feel the welcome wanin'
we just get the hell out of town
I don't need to find me a king
cause I already stole a crown
don't mistake me for a good girl
but you still can't keep me down
So don't you worry, I ain't in a hurry
unless you mean a hurry to leave
once you think you got my number
you'll find a whole other side to me
I don't think I chose this life
and I don't think that it chose me
some of us were just born to be
a pretty lost...
801 reads
1 Comment
Matches
My favorite color is Marlboro 27 gold
I wear a fur coat even when it's not cold
I go by three names depending on the day
and the one thing they all have in common
is they don't believe a word you say
you took me out, let them know I loved you
you were just fine stringing me along
telling me I was the only you had
when I was finding other girls hair in your bed
liar liar the house is on fire
and I'm gonna watch it burn
I don't care, let it all be ash
and if anybody asks
it was an accident
don't mind the matches in your hand ...
I wear a fur coat even when it's not cold
I go by three names depending on the day
and the one thing they all have in common
is they don't believe a word you say
you took me out, let them know I loved you
you were just fine stringing me along
telling me I was the only you had
when I was finding other girls hair in your bed
liar liar the house is on fire
and I'm gonna watch it burn
I don't care, let it all be ash
and if anybody asks
it was an accident
don't mind the matches in your hand ...
817 reads
5 Comments
Manic Candy Dream
What can I say?
this world's made me crazy
I keep talking love
like anyone could save me
I'm too broke for pennies
but I got stale cigarettes
I'll choke down, sick as shit
and then sound like death
I'm the joker card
but I play the queen
distorted perspective
and self esteem
I'm an adult child 1990's
manic candy dream
so I got a wig on
and big round glasses
I'll go dancing somewhere
where girls shake their asses
I'll talk to all the ones
I think you'd be talking to
feel good when they leave with me...
this world's made me crazy
I keep talking love
like anyone could save me
I'm too broke for pennies
but I got stale cigarettes
I'll choke down, sick as shit
and then sound like death
I'm the joker card
but I play the queen
distorted perspective
and self esteem
I'm an adult child 1990's
manic candy dream
so I got a wig on
and big round glasses
I'll go dancing somewhere
where girls shake their asses
I'll talk to all the ones
I think you'd be talking to
feel good when they leave with me...
797 reads
4 Comments
Hide n Seek
You're never around when I want you
but I always come when you call
I thought this was real big love
but it could be nothing at all
hide n seek babe
always playing
hide n seek
I keep looking
I - I keep looking
I'm your girl
am I still cool?
I'm your girl still
but I don't know the rules
your rules
You always have an opinion
on my clothes, my words, everything
while I just take it all in
all the damage you know you bring
hide n seek babe
always playing
hide n seek
I keep looking
I - I...
but I always come when you call
I thought this was real big love
but it could be nothing at all
hide n seek babe
always playing
hide n seek
I keep looking
I - I keep looking
I'm your girl
am I still cool?
I'm your girl still
but I don't know the rules
your rules
You always have an opinion
on my clothes, my words, everything
while I just take it all in
all the damage you know you bring
hide n seek babe
always playing
hide n seek
I keep looking
I - I...
860 reads
1 Comment
Appropriate
Do you think it's appropriate
the way you would speak to me
always nagging, I'm always lacking
it's always about me
I should put another shirt on
before you can complain
that I'm looking for attention
from all the guys on the train
like I was never faithful
which is funny, you know why
I was the girl for you
but you were never the guy
do you still feel so right?
has that faded like my scar
you know the one you gave me
the night things went too far
but you'd never admit it
told me I was crazy when I did...
the way you would speak to me
always nagging, I'm always lacking
it's always about me
I should put another shirt on
before you can complain
that I'm looking for attention
from all the guys on the train
like I was never faithful
which is funny, you know why
I was the girl for you
but you were never the guy
do you still feel so right?
has that faded like my scar
you know the one you gave me
the night things went too far
but you'd never admit it
told me I was crazy when I did...
699 reads
3 Comments
Feel This Way
I don't want make this awkward
I just want to love you
but I don't know how
it used to come so easy
kinda felt like breathing
but I haven't breathed in awhile
am I supposed to know?
am I supposed to stay?
is this supposed to feel
feel this way?
why am I here alone?
you're so far away
is this supposed to feel
feel this way?
today is my birthday
and I haven't heard from you
I'm afraid to ask why
I don't want these candles
I don't want this cake
I just want you
where are you?
...
I just want to love you
but I don't know how
it used to come so easy
kinda felt like breathing
but I haven't breathed in awhile
am I supposed to know?
am I supposed to stay?
is this supposed to feel
feel this way?
why am I here alone?
you're so far away
is this supposed to feel
feel this way?
today is my birthday
and I haven't heard from you
I'm afraid to ask why
I don't want these candles
I don't want this cake
I just want you
where are you?
...
832 reads
1 Comment
Little Rain Cloud
I've been thinking about dying
but I think about a lot of things
like the weather, it's too humid
it's just that time of the year
and I'm still foolish, still uncertain
still the wrong one for you
but you're still thinking of me
yeah, we both know it's true
cause you can't shake me
I'm a cloud that follows you around
little rain cloud, little rain cloud
don't you feel me coming down?
pouring down
I've been dreaming about darkness
but I dream about a lot of things
like this hole I dug in your head
to...
but I think about a lot of things
like the weather, it's too humid
it's just that time of the year
and I'm still foolish, still uncertain
still the wrong one for you
but you're still thinking of me
yeah, we both know it's true
cause you can't shake me
I'm a cloud that follows you around
little rain cloud, little rain cloud
don't you feel me coming down?
pouring down
I've been dreaming about darkness
but I dream about a lot of things
like this hole I dug in your head
to...
780 reads
0 Comments
Emotional
I left the champagne bottle out
didn't cover the top with a paper towel
so it's flat as hell this morning
but I feel like drinking anyway
I know exactly what you'd say
as if you've never done the same
but that's the thing, your undoing
it's only okay whenever it's you
I don't know if you'll ever learn
or if you even want to see
you're so convinced you're right
that you just blamed it all on me
as if you are so much wiser
just because of the years you have
and I'm just some stupid kid
with the nerve to be born in '89...
didn't cover the top with a paper towel
so it's flat as hell this morning
but I feel like drinking anyway
I know exactly what you'd say
as if you've never done the same
but that's the thing, your undoing
it's only okay whenever it's you
I don't know if you'll ever learn
or if you even want to see
you're so convinced you're right
that you just blamed it all on me
as if you are so much wiser
just because of the years you have
and I'm just some stupid kid
with the nerve to be born in '89...
747 reads
2 Comments
Shaky Hands
I am wearing your old black shirt
I kept it on till it didn't hurt
get down and disassociate
separates the weak from the great
I can listen to our old songs,
I can even sing along
it's not exactly I miss you, but
I still notice you are gone
They said "honey, run for shelter
cause a cold fronts coming strong"
it's a whole lot of something but
I think they call it moving on
Well I gave away the title
I swore hand on a bible
that you were the best that I'd had
and now I consider you bad.
I miss the...
I kept it on till it didn't hurt
get down and disassociate
separates the weak from the great
I can listen to our old songs,
I can even sing along
it's not exactly I miss you, but
I still notice you are gone
They said "honey, run for shelter
cause a cold fronts coming strong"
it's a whole lot of something but
I think they call it moving on
Well I gave away the title
I swore hand on a bible
that you were the best that I'd had
and now I consider you bad.
I miss the...
773 reads
1 Comment
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