Submissions by CG95 (SyD)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Heated dreams

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Forever my baby
Today, 17 years ago
an unexpected present
came from the heavens.
With big cheeks,
big eyes,
and a beautiful smile
my angel baby sister
became a part of my life.
I've seen her grow from a baby,
to a girl,
to the young woman she is today,
but my eyes will always recall
the baby I used to hold.
She says I'm her role model,
She says I'm all she aspires to be,
but baby girl, if only you would know
that is you who I wish I could aspire to be.
Her heart is a gold mine
and her soul is love.
But she doesn't see...
an unexpected present
came from the heavens.
With big cheeks,
big eyes,
and a beautiful smile
my angel baby sister
became a part of my life.
I've seen her grow from a baby,
to a girl,
to the young woman she is today,
but my eyes will always recall
the baby I used to hold.
She says I'm her role model,
She says I'm all she aspires to be,
but baby girl, if only you would know
that is you who I wish I could aspire to be.
Her heart is a gold mine
and her soul is love.
But she doesn't see...
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Sunlight
A ray of sunlight shines through the leaves of the tree,
Creating a beautiful combination of colors of bright brown, yellow and green.
When the slight sunlight hits my face,
do I shine or become as beautifully bright as the leaves?
Does the light brings a brightness to my face that my dull heart can't?
The warmth of the slight touch of the sunlight reminds me of your love.
A love that was warmth as well as strong, glowing and untouchable.
Just like the sunlight eventually vanishes, you did too.
When you left you took away the light and...
Creating a beautiful combination of colors of bright brown, yellow and green.
When the slight sunlight hits my face,
do I shine or become as beautifully bright as the leaves?
Does the light brings a brightness to my face that my dull heart can't?
The warmth of the slight touch of the sunlight reminds me of your love.
A love that was warmth as well as strong, glowing and untouchable.
Just like the sunlight eventually vanishes, you did too.
When you left you took away the light and...
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The Inevitable End
Feeling like I am drowning I gasp for air
while seating alone at night in my bed.
Finally, I have acknowledge the fact that
I can no longer fight my inevitable end.
My heart beats faster as the time comes closer,
acting like a clock that does not let me forget
that soon I will no longer have time.
My vision becomes blurry when my mind thinks of my end.
In my loneliness, my streaming tears try to cleanse my pain.
Tears and pain that no one is close enough to wipe away.
but soon there will no longer be needed someone to wipe them
because...
while seating alone at night in my bed.
Finally, I have acknowledge the fact that
I can no longer fight my inevitable end.
My heart beats faster as the time comes closer,
acting like a clock that does not let me forget
that soon I will no longer have time.
My vision becomes blurry when my mind thinks of my end.
In my loneliness, my streaming tears try to cleanse my pain.
Tears and pain that no one is close enough to wipe away.
but soon there will no longer be needed someone to wipe them
because...
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Dear You, Open This Letter
Dear You,
I am sorry for the delay on writing this letter to you. Many times have I sat looking at the blank document on my computer without knowing how to start. I know what I want to write but I cannot find the appropriate way to express it. Like any other "story," I guess I have to start with the beginning, but when exactly was the beginning? I am sure that by now many people have told you that you cannot do something. Others, have doubt you, put you down, hurt you, lie to you, made you feel like nothing, made you feel hopeless, lonely, vulnerable, broken. But even if it is...
I am sorry for the delay on writing this letter to you. Many times have I sat looking at the blank document on my computer without knowing how to start. I know what I want to write but I cannot find the appropriate way to express it. Like any other "story," I guess I have to start with the beginning, but when exactly was the beginning? I am sure that by now many people have told you that you cannot do something. Others, have doubt you, put you down, hurt you, lie to you, made you feel like nothing, made you feel hopeless, lonely, vulnerable, broken. But even if it is...
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Intoxication
The smell of lust fills the room,
Sweat runs over our curves,
Our breaths becomes our melody
and our beating hearts the rhythm of each thrust.
Each movement makes us eager for more,
harder, faster, slower, deeper....Ahhhh!
This is the taste of an intoxicating love...
-A
Sweat runs over our curves,
Our breaths becomes our melody
and our beating hearts the rhythm of each thrust.
Each movement makes us eager for more,
harder, faster, slower, deeper....Ahhhh!
This is the taste of an intoxicating love...
-A
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Black Hole
Anxiety spreads like a cancer through my blood,
every second that passes becomes harder to stop it.
I can’t stop thinking,
My mind is a battlefield.
Thoughts, answers, questions, worries, hopes,
everything bumping against each other,
everything screaming to be heard,
to overshadow the other.
I try to fix myself,
to silence the unstopping battle in my mind.
but I can’t.
The worst fights are those against yourself,
when it doesn’t matter how much you try to,
you can’t mute what your mind has to tell you.
I try to make sense to...
every second that passes becomes harder to stop it.
I can’t stop thinking,
My mind is a battlefield.
Thoughts, answers, questions, worries, hopes,
everything bumping against each other,
everything screaming to be heard,
to overshadow the other.
I try to fix myself,
to silence the unstopping battle in my mind.
but I can’t.
The worst fights are those against yourself,
when it doesn’t matter how much you try to,
you can’t mute what your mind has to tell you.
I try to make sense to...
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Never gone
It’s the middle of the night,
a sudden rush woke me up
and there you were,
right on top of me.
Your eyes searching,
looking intensively into mine.
I catch my breath,
God I missed your eyes.
But how come you feel so real?
I reach and touch your face,
without more said we were kissing.
A real kiss,
the kind of kiss that leaves you breathless.
Soon enough we explore each of our bodies,
rushing, urgently but with passion.
Neither of us want this to end,
but we know soon it will.
Our bodies move together, ...
a sudden rush woke me up
and there you were,
right on top of me.
Your eyes searching,
looking intensively into mine.
I catch my breath,
God I missed your eyes.
But how come you feel so real?
I reach and touch your face,
without more said we were kissing.
A real kiss,
the kind of kiss that leaves you breathless.
Soon enough we explore each of our bodies,
rushing, urgently but with passion.
Neither of us want this to end,
but we know soon it will.
Our bodies move together, ...
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Found
We are lost,
Lost without a path to follow,
Lost from the world.
Lost from ourselves.
Searching for a truth,
Searching for hope and chance,
Searching for a heart
We run,
We run as fast as we can,
Through the blackness of our life,
Through the darkness of our hearts.
Left without choices,
left without answers
left without strength
we run again,
running and running without looking back,
without terror,
running to find a light.
A light like a ray of sun,
A light like a rain of stars,
A light...
Lost without a path to follow,
Lost from the world.
Lost from ourselves.
Searching for a truth,
Searching for hope and chance,
Searching for a heart
We run,
We run as fast as we can,
Through the blackness of our life,
Through the darkness of our hearts.
Left without choices,
left without answers
left without strength
we run again,
running and running without looking back,
without terror,
running to find a light.
A light like a ray of sun,
A light like a rain of stars,
A light...
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So Close To Goodbye
What would you do if you knew you had one day left
to say whatever you want to say to the one you love?
We have been best friends since seventh grade,
And tomorrow is graduation day.
You will be staying in a College close to home,
I will be leaving far away from you both.
No one believed a boy and girl could just be friends.
You prove them wrong but I couldn’t keep up that way.
Now our friendship is not that strong,
Now you do not come to me when something is wrong.
Every day I wish we could go back to being best friends,
Every day I wish...
to say whatever you want to say to the one you love?
We have been best friends since seventh grade,
And tomorrow is graduation day.
You will be staying in a College close to home,
I will be leaving far away from you both.
No one believed a boy and girl could just be friends.
You prove them wrong but I couldn’t keep up that way.
Now our friendship is not that strong,
Now you do not come to me when something is wrong.
Every day I wish we could go back to being best friends,
Every day I wish...
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Away
Dear rain that drowns me,
Dear sun that burns me,
Dear feelings that suffocate me,
Dear No's that crush me,
I close my eyes,
and I pray inside,
that you go away
far away from my life...
A.
Dear sun that burns me,
Dear feelings that suffocate me,
Dear No's that crush me,
I close my eyes,
and I pray inside,
that you go away
far away from my life...
A.
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Lost
I look at the mirror and I do not recognize who I see
lost eyes, without a soul they appear unseen.
No glow or flare came out of that glance
the essence of life was no where to be found.
If you looked attentive for a heartbeat you could see,
deep down in those hollow eyes, roaring for help was a gleam.
A gleam battling the darkness on a quest to come to life.
A gleam waiting and waiting until the right time.
Oh,but what a shame,
no one realize the pain this always happy girl
bears deep down...
lost eyes, without a soul they appear unseen.
No glow or flare came out of that glance
the essence of life was no where to be found.
If you looked attentive for a heartbeat you could see,
deep down in those hollow eyes, roaring for help was a gleam.
A gleam battling the darkness on a quest to come to life.
A gleam waiting and waiting until the right time.
Oh,but what a shame,
no one realize the pain this always happy girl
bears deep down...
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