Submissions by Brokenblackrose22

I run and run,
Till I can no longer breathe.
Aching and breaking,
I just keep going..

I try my best to run you off of my mind,
It does not work,
My love for you is too powerful,
Emotions too strong.

Why did you have to do this to me?
I trusted you, I loved you & I cared for you,
No matter how much I try I just cannot please you,
Why do you hurt me?

I thought you loved me,
I thought you cared.
You want me to succeed.
You want me off the earth.

I run.
1 mile,
Then 2 miles,
Then 3,4 & 5
I...

.Drew..
Just seeing him makes the heartbreak worse. I wanna cry. I'm not gonna try. The voices talk as he walks.  Can I just break down? This hurts so much, I've had enough.  I can't take this, why did he have break this? I hate this. I can't get over it, the pain is just too strong. I miss him, yea I know it's wrong. But he was a big part of my life. And I'm up for the fight. Why does everything go wrong? I love him yet I fk-ing hate him.  Can I just die? It hurts too much. I fell too hard. I've lost a big part of my heart. I know it's still there. But it's frozen.  It's him that I'm...

I'm sick of crying, I'm tired of trying. Yeah I'm smiling but inside I'm dying. Because of you. You upset me...again. It hurts really bad to know that I've lost you for the second time. But honestly, I don't even care anymore. Our love means nothing to me anymore. I hate you and hope I never see your face again.

I want to cry, I don't know why.
Do they know what's best?
Is there a reason or a rhyme that explains why they love hurting me?
I wonder if they wouldn't be so mean if they knew..
It hurts inside.
I know he hates it.
I see it in his eyes.
So why is he still with me?
I know he rather be with someone else.
Someone better than me.
I fear that one day he will leave me.
I fear that he will love another.
I fear that I will lose him.