Submissions by Broken_Record

I've reached the edge
I've been pushed past my limit
You deliberately hurt me
And allow your friends to as well

I'm worthless to you
I'm nothing to you
But to me
You are my everything.

You walked out
You threw me away
You didn't care
So I'm going away

I'm broken
Irreparable
Worthless
And done

I have nothing left
Not even your friendship
You make your hate known
All I needed was for some love to be shown

But everyone hates me
So it's time for me to go ...

Was it real when you said you loved me
Was it real when you told me you cared
Was it real when you hugged me?
Was any of it real?

Sometime many years ago I loved you
Sometime many years ago you saved me
Sometime many years ago you chose me
Was any of it real?

The late night talks
The evening walks
The endless tv marathons
Was any of it real?

What about the adventures
What about the memories
What about the notes
Was any of it real?

When I lost you I lost myself
When I lost you I lost...

The tears slide down her cheeks,
She tries to take a breath
The thoughts she has
are slowly suffocating her

She cracks
She no longer has a will to survive
She no longer has a will to live
She cries

The only way to escape is with pain
She clenches her fists
She tries to breathe
But the thoughts tightly close around her throat

She tries to stay in control
But it's too late
Her fists rise rapidly through the air
As she beats them against her temples

The old bruises slowly fading
Only to...

When the thoughts come, they don’t come trickling in one at a time. They come as a roaring flood bent on destroying everything in their path.

Each thought screams louder than the next, all fighting to be heard. She presses her hands to her ears to make the voices stop, but it only intensifies the sounds echoing inside her head.

The tears began to depart from her eyes cascading in a river down her cheeks, dripping off of her face landing on her pillow leaving little drops polka-dotting the case until they turn into one giant wet spot.

“Tsk, tsk” the voices...