Submissions by BlueBeastGirl (Beasty)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I just don't know.
Two In One
there are two sides of me
me and the dark girl you have yet to see
me the one who fights every single day
her the force i fight against in every way
she is darkness whole and pure
she is the reason i can never be sure
we are two, we are the same
we are me, there is only one who lives in this body under this name
two sides of a coin you can say
we feel, we breath, we cry all in at the same time, same way
she wants different things then i do
she is my desires, she is my urges she is the part of me i dont let anyone ever see unless it is you
and...
me and the dark girl you have yet to see
me the one who fights every single day
her the force i fight against in every way
she is darkness whole and pure
she is the reason i can never be sure
we are two, we are the same
we are me, there is only one who lives in this body under this name
two sides of a coin you can say
we feel, we breath, we cry all in at the same time, same way
she wants different things then i do
she is my desires, she is my urges she is the part of me i dont let anyone ever see unless it is you
and...
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I Won't Go Back
what is wrong with me?
why is it that I am rarely happen?
have I lost my touch?
when did I lose so much?
my rhymes have lost their taste
every moment feels like a waste
what is wrong with me? do you know?
do you know where all my happiness does go?
why do I lie in bed all day
why am I letting my life waste silently away
everything seem so dull
feel like I'm sleeping, how did I fall into this lull
I used to be black or blue
now i'm just a faded gray and i haven't a clue what to do
I miss being vivid, miss being bright
why is it that...
why is it that I am rarely happen?
have I lost my touch?
when did I lose so much?
my rhymes have lost their taste
every moment feels like a waste
what is wrong with me? do you know?
do you know where all my happiness does go?
why do I lie in bed all day
why am I letting my life waste silently away
everything seem so dull
feel like I'm sleeping, how did I fall into this lull
I used to be black or blue
now i'm just a faded gray and i haven't a clue what to do
I miss being vivid, miss being bright
why is it that...
869 reads
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Him not You
you don't get it
the pieces just don't fit
i don't know why
i always want to cry
no one sees the pain
not if i'm out walking in the pouring rain
no one sees the fight inside me
or how hard i'm running, how hard i'm trying to flee
he loves me and i know it to be true
but i don't want him i want you
it hurts when he whispers i love you through black words on a screen
it hurts to remember what those words used to mean
why do you have to tell me you love me now?
now when i finally have found someone i can love somehow?
why do your eyes haunt...
the pieces just don't fit
i don't know why
i always want to cry
no one sees the pain
not if i'm out walking in the pouring rain
no one sees the fight inside me
or how hard i'm running, how hard i'm trying to flee
he loves me and i know it to be true
but i don't want him i want you
it hurts when he whispers i love you through black words on a screen
it hurts to remember what those words used to mean
why do you have to tell me you love me now?
now when i finally have found someone i can love somehow?
why do your eyes haunt...
759 reads
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just a dream
i had a dream i fell asleep in you arms
after a long night of showing you my array of sensual charms
i'm sorry but i did
now i feel like that dream and those thoughts i shoulda hid
i wish i could take it back
wish my lust hadnt been on the attack...
but it was and dream i sure did
sorry i didnt cry and i know there isnt anyone i could kid
i liked the dream and i'm so sorry i did
sorry i could keep on my lust a lid...
i wish i could say i didnt but then that would be lie
and i'd rather break my promise truthfully then tell a lie that might make one...
after a long night of showing you my array of sensual charms
i'm sorry but i did
now i feel like that dream and those thoughts i shoulda hid
i wish i could take it back
wish my lust hadnt been on the attack...
but it was and dream i sure did
sorry i didnt cry and i know there isnt anyone i could kid
i liked the dream and i'm so sorry i did
sorry i could keep on my lust a lid...
i wish i could say i didnt but then that would be lie
and i'd rather break my promise truthfully then tell a lie that might make one...
699 reads
3 Comments
You >.<
I'm claimed
my hearts been captured but not tamed
don't fall in love with me
for that will only cause you misery
I love him more then you can understand
it's beside him that I'll always stand
no I don't want you
why in the world would I ever want to?
he is mine and am his
it's worth more then a silly kiss
so stay away from me
cause your a threat to me being happy
don't touch me
or I will break your face see?
I long to just punch you
but your not worth the trouble I would get into
my hearts been captured but not tamed
don't fall in love with me
for that will only cause you misery
I love him more then you can understand
it's beside him that I'll always stand
no I don't want you
why in the world would I ever want to?
he is mine and am his
it's worth more then a silly kiss
so stay away from me
cause your a threat to me being happy
don't touch me
or I will break your face see?
I long to just punch you
but your not worth the trouble I would get into
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Don't Call Me Baby
I'm not your baby
there is no maybe
I have someone
a guy my heart he's won
your new
so I don't blame you
don't fall in love with me
cuz I already belong to somebody
we can be friends
but that's where the story ends
I love him, he loves me
why do you want to go and start causing me so much misery?
I can't help it if my body reacts
but touch me again don't say I didn't warn you, so stick with the facts
touch me again and I'll break your face
split you skin until it looks like red lace
stay away from me
or I will make you bleed,...
there is no maybe
I have someone
a guy my heart he's won
your new
so I don't blame you
don't fall in love with me
cuz I already belong to somebody
we can be friends
but that's where the story ends
I love him, he loves me
why do you want to go and start causing me so much misery?
I can't help it if my body reacts
but touch me again don't say I didn't warn you, so stick with the facts
touch me again and I'll break your face
split you skin until it looks like red lace
stay away from me
or I will make you bleed,...
784 reads
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I Love You, You Love Me
I miss you so much
how I long to be in your arms, to feel your touch
your driving me crazy knowing your so far away
when I'm back in your arms it's going to be hell to have to not stay
you know I love you, you know I care
but do you know I'm always going to be there?
no matter what, no matter who
I could care less about the things you've done and do
I love you tomorrow and today
though I loved you yesterday it's still yesterday
keep me in you heart
and in your mind while we are apart
I have you, you have me
just this makes me feel so darn...
how I long to be in your arms, to feel your touch
your driving me crazy knowing your so far away
when I'm back in your arms it's going to be hell to have to not stay
you know I love you, you know I care
but do you know I'm always going to be there?
no matter what, no matter who
I could care less about the things you've done and do
I love you tomorrow and today
though I loved you yesterday it's still yesterday
keep me in you heart
and in your mind while we are apart
I have you, you have me
just this makes me feel so darn...
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XOXO
I hate sleeping alone
sleeping in no one's arms, just me on my own
I miss hands running up and down my smooth and scared pale body, hands that can drive a girl crazy
hands that are wild and not lazy
lips pressed against mine
oh that feeling gets me drunker then the finest wine
suck on my neck and I'll moan
slip your hands between my legs and I'll groan
I'll pull you closer and kiss you with a passion you have never seen the likes of before
I will make you beg for more
beg for me
nothing makes me respond more then a slow french kiss on my aching...
sleeping in no one's arms, just me on my own
I miss hands running up and down my smooth and scared pale body, hands that can drive a girl crazy
hands that are wild and not lazy
lips pressed against mine
oh that feeling gets me drunker then the finest wine
suck on my neck and I'll moan
slip your hands between my legs and I'll groan
I'll pull you closer and kiss you with a passion you have never seen the likes of before
I will make you beg for more
beg for me
nothing makes me respond more then a slow french kiss on my aching...
832 reads
4 Comments
Dreams
dead inside
i'm just trying to hide
tears no one will ever see
an ache no one will ever know that is always deep in me
i feel like someone has hit me wrong
i haven't felt this way in so long
i shouldn't be hurting when i don't even have a reason why
everyone but me has a better reason to cry
i always feel so alone
and i know, I KNOW that i'm not on my own
fighting this feeling with all my might
but it has it's hold on me, it's grip is tight
feel like i'm drowning on air
why do i feel this way when so many people care?
the...
i'm just trying to hide
tears no one will ever see
an ache no one will ever know that is always deep in me
i feel like someone has hit me wrong
i haven't felt this way in so long
i shouldn't be hurting when i don't even have a reason why
everyone but me has a better reason to cry
i always feel so alone
and i know, I KNOW that i'm not on my own
fighting this feeling with all my might
but it has it's hold on me, it's grip is tight
feel like i'm drowning on air
why do i feel this way when so many people care?
the...
736 reads
5 Comments
Mermaid
I miss the sea
but in a way I am glad he caught me
I've drowned thousands of mortal men
used their blood to fill my ink pen
but he is different then any other
he cares about those that suffer
he helps me when I fall
so I guess I have fallen in love with a human man and have turned my back to the sea's call
he is human not perfect
but the love this human has for me is worth it
worth forsaking immortality
and exchange it for mortality
those like me say I have lost my mind
yes indeed I have for a human man who is so very kind
his warmth...
but in a way I am glad he caught me
I've drowned thousands of mortal men
used their blood to fill my ink pen
but he is different then any other
he cares about those that suffer
he helps me when I fall
so I guess I have fallen in love with a human man and have turned my back to the sea's call
he is human not perfect
but the love this human has for me is worth it
worth forsaking immortality
and exchange it for mortality
those like me say I have lost my mind
yes indeed I have for a human man who is so very kind
his warmth...
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I'm Sorry Mom
I'm sorry that I can't be perfect
I'm sorry that everything I do is never good enough for you
I'm sorry my room isn't the way you want it to be
I'm sorry that the way I dress isn't to your liking
I'm sorry that you don't like that I stay in my room
I'm sorry I'm not like your favorites
I'm sorry I do only what you ask me to
I'm sorry I run away when you make me want to die
I'm sorry I can't speak my mind to you
I'm sorry I'm not good enough for you
I'm sorry for my scars
I'm sorry that my clothes don't fit
I'm sorry you think I can't do...
I'm sorry that everything I do is never good enough for you
I'm sorry my room isn't the way you want it to be
I'm sorry that the way I dress isn't to your liking
I'm sorry that you don't like that I stay in my room
I'm sorry I'm not like your favorites
I'm sorry I do only what you ask me to
I'm sorry I run away when you make me want to die
I'm sorry I can't speak my mind to you
I'm sorry I'm not good enough for you
I'm sorry for my scars
I'm sorry that my clothes don't fit
I'm sorry you think I can't do...
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Dark Thoughts
you don't know how close you are to making me lose my precious control
I'm on the edge of the hole
the hole of terror, but not for me
but for you pretty cheerleader, I want your blood see?
sick of you
all all the pointless crap you pull and do
sick of the way you make me and others feel
so come on take a swing, I'm dying to make you deal,
deal with the pain you hand out so freely
I'd like to watch a friend on, your head, do a wheely
oh I want to make you cry
make your over applied mascara run as to escape from me you do try ...
I'm on the edge of the hole
the hole of terror, but not for me
but for you pretty cheerleader, I want your blood see?
sick of you
all all the pointless crap you pull and do
sick of the way you make me and others feel
so come on take a swing, I'm dying to make you deal,
deal with the pain you hand out so freely
I'd like to watch a friend on, your head, do a wheely
oh I want to make you cry
make your over applied mascara run as to escape from me you do try ...
929 reads
5 Comments
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