Submissions by BlueBeastGirl (Beasty)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I just don't know.
Rule Number 1
their all the same
just with a different name
their all playing the same damn game
how much can they hurt me
before i leave, before i flee
i made a mistake
i thought one more shot of love i could take
but now i've cried myself to sleep at night
with no one there to wipe the tears away and hold me tight
i was such fool
to think you weren't just another tool
guess this dream is over
did he think i'd just roll over?
i'm so done with these kind of pain
go back to your computer screen because this girl is going to go drown in the wind and...
just with a different name
their all playing the same damn game
how much can they hurt me
before i leave, before i flee
i made a mistake
i thought one more shot of love i could take
but now i've cried myself to sleep at night
with no one there to wipe the tears away and hold me tight
i was such fool
to think you weren't just another tool
guess this dream is over
did he think i'd just roll over?
i'm so done with these kind of pain
go back to your computer screen because this girl is going to go drown in the wind and...
755 reads
6 Comments
Burning Up
Flames up and down
Flames licking up my legs straight from Hell underground
Aching and lonely, tears come to these brown eyes
These aching pains makes fills the air with her sighs
Don't know what I'm going to do
Don't know how I'm going to make it through
Have to stop all these thoughts, have to put out these burning flames
Sick of my mind and body playing games
Want to be your girl, don't want any other guy
So here I lay and cry
Burning up all on my own
Why at night do I feel so alone?
Flames licking up my legs straight from Hell underground
Aching and lonely, tears come to these brown eyes
These aching pains makes fills the air with her sighs
Don't know what I'm going to do
Don't know how I'm going to make it through
Have to stop all these thoughts, have to put out these burning flames
Sick of my mind and body playing games
Want to be your girl, don't want any other guy
So here I lay and cry
Burning up all on my own
Why at night do I feel so alone?
633 reads
0 Comments
Two Worlds
Two worlds one girl, the dark and the light
To surrender or to fight
To bow or fight long into the black endless night
To go back to the depths of hell
Or staying with the man for whom I fell
Two wolds one girl, one life
Cut in two by Fates wicked knife
Who is she?
Who exactly will she be?
Will she run or will she stay?
Will she sleep at night or during the day?
Will she dance?
Or choose a fighting stance?
Will she cry inside
Or will she run and hide
Her tears like diamonds
Fall silently along with the seconds
She doesn't...
To surrender or to fight
To bow or fight long into the black endless night
To go back to the depths of hell
Or staying with the man for whom I fell
Two wolds one girl, one life
Cut in two by Fates wicked knife
Who is she?
Who exactly will she be?
Will she run or will she stay?
Will she sleep at night or during the day?
Will she dance?
Or choose a fighting stance?
Will she cry inside
Or will she run and hide
Her tears like diamonds
Fall silently along with the seconds
She doesn't...
710 reads
5 Comments
Not Tamed
I am who I am
I've only changed a bit, this girls colors are still the same
I might be his girl, and he's my guy
And though I might act and try
I'm not tame
I'm not the same
Not on the outside
But deep down in a place I hide
I'm still the Beast
Quietly waiting for release
One step forward two steps back
Someday this Beast will break free and will attack
You come close and I simply dance away
I am not made, designed or meant to stay
Though I love you there are some things about me you'll never know
Know or understand, for secrete...
I've only changed a bit, this girls colors are still the same
I might be his girl, and he's my guy
And though I might act and try
I'm not tame
I'm not the same
Not on the outside
But deep down in a place I hide
I'm still the Beast
Quietly waiting for release
One step forward two steps back
Someday this Beast will break free and will attack
You come close and I simply dance away
I am not made, designed or meant to stay
Though I love you there are some things about me you'll never know
Know or understand, for secrete...
820 reads
5 Comments
torn
torn between worlds, torn between them
i'm feeling like a split gem
i miss the feelings i had when i was in his arms
when i finally gave in to his smile and charms
why? why did i agree to meet him? when i know what might happen again
what if i can't fight my urges and give into sin?
my head feels torn
is this what it feels like to fall after you have soarn
my heart hurts as much as it would if it were breaking
and my breath both of you keep taking
i'm feeling like a split gem
i miss the feelings i had when i was in his arms
when i finally gave in to his smile and charms
why? why did i agree to meet him? when i know what might happen again
what if i can't fight my urges and give into sin?
my head feels torn
is this what it feels like to fall after you have soarn
my heart hurts as much as it would if it were breaking
and my breath both of you keep taking
751 reads
6 Comments
Fires
Dancing with the flame
Who are you going to blame?
There ain't no body going to be in my bed tonight
Does it matter if that is wrong or right?
Hatred, Love and Lust are compared to flames
All are sometimes played as games
Who are you going to blame?
There ain't no body going to be in my bed tonight
Does it matter if that is wrong or right?
Hatred, Love and Lust are compared to flames
All are sometimes played as games
708 reads
2 Comments
One More Word
bring it
cuz I'm sick of being quiet
compass in hand
I'm going to make my stand
I have nothing to lose and nothing to gain
from being silent about your abuse or this pain
so say another word
then the sound of my compass puncturing your jugular will be the the last sound you will ever hear or heard
the shocked look on your face will be worth the time I'll have to pay
cuz I'm sick of hearing the words you say to me every day
sick of the greedy way you look at me
sick of the way you always suck away any reason I have to be happy
you ridicule and...
cuz I'm sick of being quiet
compass in hand
I'm going to make my stand
I have nothing to lose and nothing to gain
from being silent about your abuse or this pain
so say another word
then the sound of my compass puncturing your jugular will be the the last sound you will ever hear or heard
the shocked look on your face will be worth the time I'll have to pay
cuz I'm sick of hearing the words you say to me every day
sick of the greedy way you look at me
sick of the way you always suck away any reason I have to be happy
you ridicule and...
783 reads
6 Comments
they asked if i liked you
they asked if i liked you
i honestly do not know anymore, not sure what to think or what to do
you with your magnified eyes and fiery hair
you were the one who was always there
you've grown up but so have I
not sure what to do when I already have a fantastic guy
your funny, smart and strong
but i know having feeling for you is plain wrong
doesn't matter if you were my first friend, and my first crush
but i'm no longer single and i don't need that kind of rush
you're a good guy
and there is nothing that you would ever try
your honest and good...
i honestly do not know anymore, not sure what to think or what to do
you with your magnified eyes and fiery hair
you were the one who was always there
you've grown up but so have I
not sure what to do when I already have a fantastic guy
your funny, smart and strong
but i know having feeling for you is plain wrong
doesn't matter if you were my first friend, and my first crush
but i'm no longer single and i don't need that kind of rush
you're a good guy
and there is nothing that you would ever try
your honest and good...
701 reads
0 Comments
Missing you
fire coursing through my veins
fire causing my body to squirm as if in pain
not being able to fall asleep
the pillow wet from the tears I weep
thoughts of you
in my head play peak a boo
my heart hurts not being able to talk to you like we did yesterday
but there doesn't seem to be a way
if you asked why I cried
you'd be too late for I'd have already died
Aric why?
why when I'm without you should I continue to try?
to some three hours isn't very far
but it is when your a girl like me without money, gas or a car
we live our lives everyday...
fire causing my body to squirm as if in pain
not being able to fall asleep
the pillow wet from the tears I weep
thoughts of you
in my head play peak a boo
my heart hurts not being able to talk to you like we did yesterday
but there doesn't seem to be a way
if you asked why I cried
you'd be too late for I'd have already died
Aric why?
why when I'm without you should I continue to try?
to some three hours isn't very far
but it is when your a girl like me without money, gas or a car
we live our lives everyday...
731 reads
2 Comments
Broken Blue
Broken Blue
laying on her bed waiting for the pain to be through
Broken Blue with scratches on her arms
Broken Blue with red lips and secret charms
Broken Blue hidden from questioning eyes
Broken Blue with her flowery web of lies
Broken Blue who doesn't know what to do
when all she has ever needed or wanted was a guy like you
Broken Blue with lips red with her own blood
Broken Blue with eyes full of pain, eyes holding back a tear flood
Broken Blue with so many scars, Broken Blue
what is she to do?
when all she has to look forward to is another...
laying on her bed waiting for the pain to be through
Broken Blue with scratches on her arms
Broken Blue with red lips and secret charms
Broken Blue hidden from questioning eyes
Broken Blue with her flowery web of lies
Broken Blue who doesn't know what to do
when all she has ever needed or wanted was a guy like you
Broken Blue with lips red with her own blood
Broken Blue with eyes full of pain, eyes holding back a tear flood
Broken Blue with so many scars, Broken Blue
what is she to do?
when all she has to look forward to is another...
825 reads
5 Comments
Easy
it's easy to ignore the pain in my heart
easy to ignore that we feel worlds apart
all i want is to cry when i should be just fine
at the thought i've lost something that used to be mine
why does he suddenly seem so far away?
what have i done to make myself feel this way?
i'm missing something and i don't know what
feel like i've ignored a pain and it turned out to be an infected cut
it hurts so much
feel so tired, tired of the fact that i'm addicted to touch
easy to ignore that we feel worlds apart
all i want is to cry when i should be just fine
at the thought i've lost something that used to be mine
why does he suddenly seem so far away?
what have i done to make myself feel this way?
i'm missing something and i don't know what
feel like i've ignored a pain and it turned out to be an infected cut
it hurts so much
feel so tired, tired of the fact that i'm addicted to touch
759 reads
3 Comments
Shame
Shame, Shame, Shame
You Know Your Name
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I don't mean to run
But I can't face you after what I have done
I can't look in your eyes
And tell you lies
I love you
I really truly do
But I am not good for you
I do not know what to do
I never meant to do this
I never meant to wonder about his kiss...
I can't stand to see you cry
I would rather die
So I run
After I realize what I have done
Guess she won after all
Guess I should have known I was doomed to...
You Know Your Name
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I don't mean to run
But I can't face you after what I have done
I can't look in your eyes
And tell you lies
I love you
I really truly do
But I am not good for you
I do not know what to do
I never meant to do this
I never meant to wonder about his kiss...
I can't stand to see you cry
I would rather die
So I run
After I realize what I have done
Guess she won after all
Guess I should have known I was doomed to...
805 reads
4 Comments
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