Submissions by BlueBeastGirl (Beasty)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I just don't know.
I warned you
I warned you, I fucking told you all
Don't fall in love with me, don't fall
Yeah, I'm totally cold and heartless
And if I had one it's be black that I do confess
I never lied, nor pretended to be what I wasn't
So don't tell it to burn, because it never doesn't
So fuck it all, go right ahead and fall
You'll fail to love the beastly side, don't call
you broke the heart of a demon and burning is what I do
And if you get close to me, sadly you'll burn too
I never asked to be saved, never asked for your love
cuz doing that is like asking to be hit,...
Don't fall in love with me, don't fall
Yeah, I'm totally cold and heartless
And if I had one it's be black that I do confess
I never lied, nor pretended to be what I wasn't
So don't tell it to burn, because it never doesn't
So fuck it all, go right ahead and fall
You'll fail to love the beastly side, don't call
you broke the heart of a demon and burning is what I do
And if you get close to me, sadly you'll burn too
I never asked to be saved, never asked for your love
cuz doing that is like asking to be hit,...
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C.O.D. : Heartbreak
how much more of this can I bloody take?
have it written on my tombstone it was heartbreak
patience, please be patient for me, for us, for we
there is a hidden side of me you, they, fail to see...
that underneath it all I am but only a broken girl
whom pain, hurt and death has become its fatal encurl
a heart dying to love and be loved completely and wholly
for something sacred, beyond the very being holy
for someone to be a match, for someone to just stay
only just one who wants to be there at the end of the day
if all I'll ever be for anybody is just...
have it written on my tombstone it was heartbreak
patience, please be patient for me, for us, for we
there is a hidden side of me you, they, fail to see...
that underneath it all I am but only a broken girl
whom pain, hurt and death has become its fatal encurl
a heart dying to love and be loved completely and wholly
for something sacred, beyond the very being holy
for someone to be a match, for someone to just stay
only just one who wants to be there at the end of the day
if all I'll ever be for anybody is just...
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Just Another Heartbreak
Just another heartbreak
Just another reason love is too easy to take
Tears fall too easy to these eyes
And my ears believe far too many lies
So much heartbreak for a single heart to take
So let's pretend, let's all just be fake
Why stay when it's so much easier to run away?
Yeah, everyone leaves at the break of day
It's just another heartbreak to an already broken heart
So go ahead and break it all apart, I'll fix it again
yeah, it'll never be beautiful, it's a heart made for sin
So what's another heartbreak, to a heart like mine?
So believe...
Just another reason love is too easy to take
Tears fall too easy to these eyes
And my ears believe far too many lies
So much heartbreak for a single heart to take
So let's pretend, let's all just be fake
Why stay when it's so much easier to run away?
Yeah, everyone leaves at the break of day
It's just another heartbreak to an already broken heart
So go ahead and break it all apart, I'll fix it again
yeah, it'll never be beautiful, it's a heart made for sin
So what's another heartbreak, to a heart like mine?
So believe...
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Today Was a Heartbreak day...
i held back my tears today
tryin' to forget the words you say
I lay in my bed at night
tryin' to remember how things used to be when they were right
then remembering you made me feel so worthless
now I'm left filled with pain and nothingness
I shouldn't have fallen in love
cuz now I'm left laying here like I've been shoved
so much pain and no one is here and no one understands
how much I hate my life, its demands
you were one of the few who could chase it all away
but not even you were there when i just needed you, you didn't stay
now I'm trying...
tryin' to forget the words you say
I lay in my bed at night
tryin' to remember how things used to be when they were right
then remembering you made me feel so worthless
now I'm left filled with pain and nothingness
I shouldn't have fallen in love
cuz now I'm left laying here like I've been shoved
so much pain and no one is here and no one understands
how much I hate my life, its demands
you were one of the few who could chase it all away
but not even you were there when i just needed you, you didn't stay
now I'm trying...
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Unbreakable Above The Clouds
Behind her back they call her cold,
But death has taken hold
And they whisper that she hasn't a soul,
But they can't see the huge gaping hole
Where her heart's supposed to be
She cut it out herself, she's tired of misery
She finally put her heart away
Saving her blood for a worthy day
Son, run as fast you can,
Because she isn't the one for you man
Her fire will burn you alive
Her words hurt worse then a knife
She walls are so damn high
Not even angels fly that high, don't sigh
She may cry herself to sleep at...
But death has taken hold
And they whisper that she hasn't a soul,
But they can't see the huge gaping hole
Where her heart's supposed to be
She cut it out herself, she's tired of misery
She finally put her heart away
Saving her blood for a worthy day
Son, run as fast you can,
Because she isn't the one for you man
Her fire will burn you alive
Her words hurt worse then a knife
She walls are so damn high
Not even angels fly that high, don't sigh
She may cry herself to sleep at...
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Don't Cry Gyspy
don't cry
please, don't shed a tear my eye
if he is not able, capable, to understand
you never really needed a helping hand
my heart is in tatters and it my fault
words just happened to hit a crack in the bolt
so don't cry,not a single tear, don't you dare cry
you don't honestly need him, you never truly did
foolishly opening yourself up when you should have hid
I want to run from the shame, from this awful pain
my tears won't mean anything to him anyway
I'm too broken for him to even want to stay
I haven't hurt this much since the first...
please, don't shed a tear my eye
if he is not able, capable, to understand
you never really needed a helping hand
my heart is in tatters and it my fault
words just happened to hit a crack in the bolt
so don't cry,not a single tear, don't you dare cry
you don't honestly need him, you never truly did
foolishly opening yourself up when you should have hid
I want to run from the shame, from this awful pain
my tears won't mean anything to him anyway
I'm too broken for him to even want to stay
I haven't hurt this much since the first...
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Full Moon Dreams
I long to howl to the luminescent moon
to tear my clothes and run in its shine
but here I lay alone, always so very alone
covered in blankets but cold to the bone
crying out, longing for my one and only lover
to make me scream, to shiver and to shudder
I groan as the familiar ache starts to grow
in the light the moon dreams will clearly show
the pillow will be wet from my hidden tears
because on a full moon I am my own worst fear
fire scorches its way through my icy blue veins
lighting flashes, thunder rolls... oh the rain
I silently beg for my...
to tear my clothes and run in its shine
but here I lay alone, always so very alone
covered in blankets but cold to the bone
crying out, longing for my one and only lover
to make me scream, to shiver and to shudder
I groan as the familiar ache starts to grow
in the light the moon dreams will clearly show
the pillow will be wet from my hidden tears
because on a full moon I am my own worst fear
fire scorches its way through my icy blue veins
lighting flashes, thunder rolls... oh the rain
I silently beg for my...
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Endless Nightmares *Gordy
a black fist
rough hands
the smell of alcohol
smoke in your lungs
and in your mouth
tears don't stop the pain
welts and bruises are the evidence
but no one looks, nor cares
who notices what is hidden well
rough hands
the smell of alcohol
smoke in your lungs
and in your mouth
tears don't stop the pain
welts and bruises are the evidence
but no one looks, nor cares
who notices what is hidden well
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Scared To Believe
Scared to hope, scared to actually,finally believe
That this one just might be for real
That he will be the one not to leave
How many times before have lies caused me to reel?
Scared of feeling such pain once again
I don't know how to let people close
I don't even remember how to let good people come in
With all my warnings, and all my bluffs
Rarely do good people knock anymore
So when they do I tend to run and hide the secret stuffs
So here I am once again at the door
Hand on the knob about to open it wide
So is there an angel or monster on the...
That this one just might be for real
That he will be the one not to leave
How many times before have lies caused me to reel?
Scared of feeling such pain once again
I don't know how to let people close
I don't even remember how to let good people come in
With all my warnings, and all my bluffs
Rarely do good people knock anymore
So when they do I tend to run and hide the secret stuffs
So here I am once again at the door
Hand on the knob about to open it wide
So is there an angel or monster on the...
746 reads
3 Comments
A Note Of Warning To Far Away Boys
They tell you sweet things and hope that you will believe,
But you will never know if they're just going to leave
Some want a girl to sext with, their very own mental fuck toy
They get off on the way she falls for their cheesy ploy
They say all the right things, in all the right ways,
But once you've been burned by a far away boy, you learn their cons and plays
And some girls turn nasty and do just what has been done to them on naive boys,
But when will the world finally learn that hearts simply aren't toys?
So I don't know what is real and what is so clearly...
But you will never know if they're just going to leave
Some want a girl to sext with, their very own mental fuck toy
They get off on the way she falls for their cheesy ploy
They say all the right things, in all the right ways,
But once you've been burned by a far away boy, you learn their cons and plays
And some girls turn nasty and do just what has been done to them on naive boys,
But when will the world finally learn that hearts simply aren't toys?
So I don't know what is real and what is so clearly...
661 reads
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A Hidden, Broken Kind of Lovely
she hides her tender hearted kindness
deep within harsh, cold and calous meanness
fear makes her run, so fast and so very far
and with just a look she leaves an aching scar
she hides her tears behind a curtain of long, wavy brown hair
trying so hard to make everyone think she simply doesn't care
she loves so cautiously but it's such a broken kind of love
her Mamma once loved a black man who showed love with a punching shove
she grew up thinking that's how you show you care
by spitting, hitting, scratching and pulling each others hair ...
deep within harsh, cold and calous meanness
fear makes her run, so fast and so very far
and with just a look she leaves an aching scar
she hides her tears behind a curtain of long, wavy brown hair
trying so hard to make everyone think she simply doesn't care
she loves so cautiously but it's such a broken kind of love
her Mamma once loved a black man who showed love with a punching shove
she grew up thinking that's how you show you care
by spitting, hitting, scratching and pulling each others hair ...
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Buried Dreams
My hearts been buried for a very long time
Waiting, always waiting for someone to be mine
I'm scared to hope, scared even to pray
But I can't deny the joy given from him day to day
My heart is slightly broken and bruised
So many times it has been cheated and abused
Scared and nervous about putting my heart on the line
For someone who may not even wish to be mine
I give a brave front and act so independent and strong
It seems that no matter how real their love may seem, it's always wrong
I don't know if this is simply just a very thought out...
Waiting, always waiting for someone to be mine
I'm scared to hope, scared even to pray
But I can't deny the joy given from him day to day
My heart is slightly broken and bruised
So many times it has been cheated and abused
Scared and nervous about putting my heart on the line
For someone who may not even wish to be mine
I give a brave front and act so independent and strong
It seems that no matter how real their love may seem, it's always wrong
I don't know if this is simply just a very thought out...
766 reads
8 Comments
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