Submissions by BlueBeastGirl (Beasty)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I just don't know.
Dying Inside
I am left missing you so much
I am left aching for your touch
Where are you my lover, my friend?
is this the beginning of the end?
What happened to us? What is going on?
It makes me feel so lonely alone,naked on the lawn
Where you left me all alone
Where are you my dear, lover of mine?
Where are you are you doing just fine?
Are you thinking of me my dearest love?
Or will I topple over from this final shove?
I am dying from the absence of you
I miss you so much it hurts in everything I do
I am left aching for your touch
Where are you my lover, my friend?
is this the beginning of the end?
What happened to us? What is going on?
It makes me feel so lonely alone,naked on the lawn
Where you left me all alone
Where are you my dear, lover of mine?
Where are you are you doing just fine?
Are you thinking of me my dearest love?
Or will I topple over from this final shove?
I am dying from the absence of you
I miss you so much it hurts in everything I do
676 reads
4 Comments
Drown Me
Drown out the tears
Drown out my fears
Drown out my dreams
Drown out my screams
Drown out my love
Drown me out with a shove
Drown me out my dear
Drown me out my King Lear
Drown me out of the life
Drown me out with a knife
Drown out my fears
Drown out my dreams
Drown out my screams
Drown out my love
Drown me out with a shove
Drown me out my dear
Drown me out my King Lear
Drown me out of the life
Drown me out with a knife
603 reads
4 Comments
I want in his bed
I long to step into his bedroom and never leave
To crawl into his bed and fall asleep
To have his scent surround me completely
I long to love him slowly, to taste his skin
To run my fingers through his hair
To feel his fingers run through my own
I'd love to taste his lips and his tongue
And have him cradle my face in his hands
To have both of us on our knees as we kiss
To have his hands on my lower back, pulling me close
For him to pull off my shirt and kiss my neck
As his hands work off my bra and then fall to my pants
For his hands touch my...
To crawl into his bed and fall asleep
To have his scent surround me completely
I long to love him slowly, to taste his skin
To run my fingers through his hair
To feel his fingers run through my own
I'd love to taste his lips and his tongue
And have him cradle my face in his hands
To have both of us on our knees as we kiss
To have his hands on my lower back, pulling me close
For him to pull off my shirt and kiss my neck
As his hands work off my bra and then fall to my pants
For his hands touch my...
1284 reads
4 Comments
This Guy
He is the spider, I am the fly
He is the child, I'm the yoyo
When in his hands I fly so high
So hard he snaps me back to him
always wanting to play games
Here I lay waiting for him to message me
always waiting on him to do something
I can't put in words, to describe him
He is my poison my toxin my lethal injection
He is my lover, my punisher
Forever is he leaving me
Dead inside is the affect he likes to show
But when he kisses me life is the only glow
Dead until he's in bed
then I promise he's alive
He is the child, I'm the yoyo
When in his hands I fly so high
So hard he snaps me back to him
always wanting to play games
Here I lay waiting for him to message me
always waiting on him to do something
I can't put in words, to describe him
He is my poison my toxin my lethal injection
He is my lover, my punisher
Forever is he leaving me
Dead inside is the affect he likes to show
But when he kisses me life is the only glow
Dead until he's in bed
then I promise he's alive
650 reads
2 Comments
This Is Me and It's Not You
Some guys like me more then you
There's nothing about it that you can do
I'm no slut not a whore
Boys don't come and go in and out my door
This is me this is what I am today
Listen to the bloody words I say
I'm no better then you in the things I do
But I am who I am and don't play pretend
My choices I don't need to defend
I am who I happen to be Now
Am no longer who I used to be anyhow
I live to be who I am today
Not who I Was in the dusty yesterday
My words are my blood spilled on the page
My way of acting out my inner rage
I am not...
There's nothing about it that you can do
I'm no slut not a whore
Boys don't come and go in and out my door
This is me this is what I am today
Listen to the bloody words I say
I'm no better then you in the things I do
But I am who I am and don't play pretend
My choices I don't need to defend
I am who I happen to be Now
Am no longer who I used to be anyhow
I live to be who I am today
Not who I Was in the dusty yesterday
My words are my blood spilled on the page
My way of acting out my inner rage
I am not...
784 reads
2 Comments
Here I am
here i am writing to you
begging for you to reply
I don't know what to do
do you think all i do is lie?
I wait for you to tell me is it over
are you giving up on me?
is the war ended like at the white cliffs of dover?
is this the way things are going to be?
I'm so scared of being alone
of not having you anymore
afraid of all my small lies being shown
afraid of being called a whore
I am scared of it all coming to an end
my fears drown me slowly
afraid of being turned into just a friend
I'm stuck in a boat so holey
begging for you to reply
I don't know what to do
do you think all i do is lie?
I wait for you to tell me is it over
are you giving up on me?
is the war ended like at the white cliffs of dover?
is this the way things are going to be?
I'm so scared of being alone
of not having you anymore
afraid of all my small lies being shown
afraid of being called a whore
I am scared of it all coming to an end
my fears drown me slowly
afraid of being turned into just a friend
I'm stuck in a boat so holey
773 reads
6 Comments
Run, Little Girl, Run
we met up today as just friends
but that is not how the story ends
one kiss led to another and another
one touch led to a second then a third
lips crashed against the others hard
hard fell the house of fifty two cards
as they lay looking at each other
he silently undid his pants and
kisses lead to his shirt falling to the floor
hands splayed over flat smooth skin
her full mouth latched onto his rock like cock
she wasn't used to things being inside her virgin mouth
so she gagged and had to come up for air
nervous as...
but that is not how the story ends
one kiss led to another and another
one touch led to a second then a third
lips crashed against the others hard
hard fell the house of fifty two cards
as they lay looking at each other
he silently undid his pants and
kisses lead to his shirt falling to the floor
hands splayed over flat smooth skin
her full mouth latched onto his rock like cock
she wasn't used to things being inside her virgin mouth
so she gagged and had to come up for air
nervous as...
1001 reads
5 Comments
Japanese Chewing Gum
there is nothing quite like it
I have to admit
There's something so sweet
and smooth
about Japanese Chewing Gum
Perfection
such a pleasure in your mouth
long after
the taste is far, far gone
I have to admit
There's something so sweet
and smooth
about Japanese Chewing Gum
Perfection
such a pleasure in your mouth
long after
the taste is far, far gone
589 reads
3 Comments
Once Upon a Time
once upon a time there was a girl with dark hair and dark eyes
who met a boy who broke her fragile heart into several pieces
the pieces then flew to the arms of several different boys
the boys the pieces flew to didn't know exactly what to do with just a piece
so from their calloused hands the sharp broken heart bits fell
to the hard cold frozen ground where the cold kept them safe
but then there was a boy who began to pick them up from the ground
and held them tightly though the pieces were sharp
then there was another boy who picked up the pieces too
two...
who met a boy who broke her fragile heart into several pieces
the pieces then flew to the arms of several different boys
the boys the pieces flew to didn't know exactly what to do with just a piece
so from their calloused hands the sharp broken heart bits fell
to the hard cold frozen ground where the cold kept them safe
but then there was a boy who began to pick them up from the ground
and held them tightly though the pieces were sharp
then there was another boy who picked up the pieces too
two...
913 reads
6 Comments
His Voice
his voice seduces me
it soothes me yet excites me
it's like warm honey
running slowly down my soul
it is like the sunshine on my face
like sun warmed skin and leather
his voice seduces the mind, body and soul
it makes what has been broken whole
it casts a spell that cannot be broken
the boy must have love spell number nine
with a taste of mind altering drugs
he is an addiction I don't have to give up
he makes me melt with his voice
he is my soldier boy with the spell casting voice
anyone can believe anything he says when he speaks...
it soothes me yet excites me
it's like warm honey
running slowly down my soul
it is like the sunshine on my face
like sun warmed skin and leather
his voice seduces the mind, body and soul
it makes what has been broken whole
it casts a spell that cannot be broken
the boy must have love spell number nine
with a taste of mind altering drugs
he is an addiction I don't have to give up
he makes me melt with his voice
he is my soldier boy with the spell casting voice
anyone can believe anything he says when he speaks...
930 reads
9 Comments
The Knowing-
The knowing that she might die
Is enough for any daughter to want to cry
Tears won't come, they won't fall
You have to stand proud and tall
Text me I whisper as I lean over the bed
And try not to cry as I kiss that dyed blue head
I love you my mom, I love you giver of life
Even though you've tried so hard to kill yourself with a knife
So many times I have comforted you
So many times have you been so tear stricken blue
Without you I wouldn't need to be a hero
Without you I am not a daughter but a zero
...
Is enough for any daughter to want to cry
Tears won't come, they won't fall
You have to stand proud and tall
Text me I whisper as I lean over the bed
And try not to cry as I kiss that dyed blue head
I love you my mom, I love you giver of life
Even though you've tried so hard to kill yourself with a knife
So many times I have comforted you
So many times have you been so tear stricken blue
Without you I wouldn't need to be a hero
Without you I am not a daughter but a zero
...
602 reads
5 Comments
Please Don't Die Mom
Please, don't die mom
I still need you
Don't lay still
And stop fighting
I need you to
Fight this illness
I need you more then
The next breath of air
I'll miss you baby
Is all you have to say
Please, don't die mom
I need you...
I still need you
Don't lay still
And stop fighting
I need you to
Fight this illness
I need you more then
The next breath of air
I'll miss you baby
Is all you have to say
Please, don't die mom
I need you...
563 reads
8 Comments
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