Submissions by BleedingInferno219 (Kristyn Ashley.)

And of this I promise,  
My only regret,  
Of all of my life,  
Is leaving you,  
If I wish I may, I'd wish I might.  
   
From what they tell me,  
You didn't suffer,  
You played your cards,  
You soon recovered.  
   
The very next day your date was set,  
My arm has the scars to show my regret,  
Oh, so you love her, after a day?  
I suppose that this beauty,  
Blew all ours away.    
   
First love, First loss.  
We were innocent and sweet.  
And now I'm degraded, But I still...

In this room,  
All alone,  
I stare to this brick wall.  
I bend my neck, upward inflicted, this thing towering 8 feet tall.  
This brick wall I've cracked,  
This brick wall thats broken me, as well.  
This wall that met my bleeding hand, and made it further swell..  
The brick wall that knows all my secrets and has watched me cry.  
Maybe this brick wall is my new bestfriend, but maybe it wants me to die.  
This innocent, white wall.  
I put my scarlet impression upon it.  
Just so even when I'm gone,  
The attendees...

Acceptance of a Teenage girl,
Could make or break her entire world.
The things she would do to get it,
I hope she atleast, one day, regrets it.

99 pounds, she weighed.
99 pounds, on the 3rd of May.
That night she was so pleased with herself,
She actually ate, her stomach swelled.

But nothing is ever perfect long,
Because the next day,
Her weight was wrong.
102, thats far too much.

Above 100, what a headache,
She starved and starved, to fix her wieght.
14 years old, she never ate.
Oh,...

This is the story that would have been my suicide.



I'll take a blade to my wrist,
I'll take the grown-up pills,
I'm gonna hang from a rope, a noose,
All in my own good will.

You know I love you, right?
You can't hide secrets that big,
You say you love me too,
Still the hole for my corpse may you dig.

Forever are you a piece of me,
Forever it will be me you ache to forget.
That's the only line in my sick story,
I'll ever regret.

I blame myself for all your misery,
Just like you did,
Just...