Submissions by BipolarBeauty

I wait and bleed for you,
But now I am left behind with these dead memories,
It proves my point that people equal shit,
The violence in you brought out the devil in I,
And now I sit,
Left here with this heinous skin ticket,
In time it will dissipate,
Unlike your presence in my mind,
Like that time you told me I was diluted,
Everything ends and once again I am eyeless,
You gently tell me I am hated,
If rain is what you want,
Than you are the only one,
You constantly point out that I am the nameless,
I try to convince myself...

It could be so much worse,
So why..
Why do i feel this way,
All the time..every day,
The light stays for a second,
Then the demons creep up,
And they gouge at my brain until I say I've had enough!
But they don't listen..
You can have everything...
And still feel like nothing.

Simply tainted,
Grotesque and tarnished,
But still she waits patiently while being impatient,
Infamy follows,
God it always follows,
Swallows what is left of her sanity,
She suppresses the screams,
Lays still in the dark,
For a second her pain feels right,
But then,
Once again,
Everything is stagnant,
Deteriorating right before her eyes,
Through out all the lies,
Through out the detrimental and destructive mannerisms,
She is still alive,
But in some ways she still feels dead,
Yet truly she knows,
I'ts...

I watch it unfold,
Nothing is right,
I knock you out cold,
Drag you through the night,
I tell you I love you...
I make up your face..
Your feelings are not true...
So its time to erase..
You.
These feelings inside, i cant contain,
I try to hide, run from the pain
These brutal endeavors I just cant explain,
Maybe somehow it just makes me sane...
(it just makes me sane)
Don't worry I'll be back,
To look at your face,
Nothing is attached,
But for me that's okay,
Nothing is around,
Just the smell of...