Something inside me cries All the while i am growing old I feel its claws as the pain unfolds My mind fades back into the Abyss so dark and so cold Ive died inside my love shriveled and rotted no longer appearing gold Im black as the bottomless sea now to ****ing old The cold no longer bothers me yet always remains Im corforted by this constant wave of you dont have a ****ing clue about my pain or my agony or regrets I dream about hell wake up and live it These dreams and haunting visions so sweet and flow to the melody of my beating heart...