Submissions by BLAZE256 (Tristan LeCroy)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
DRUGS POEM
Published
16th Jun 2023 2:53pm
16th Jun 2023 2:53pm
A Postcard From Hell
The cross is heavy; what a burden
What don't get better just seems to worsen, I don't even know this person
Don't look at me; I hate my life, two more oxies maybe I'll sleep tonight
From fun to habit gotta have it, this is tragic; I need some magic
I'm insane and my thoughts are static
Full throttle; hit the bottom, high as hell
Stagger, wobble, eat them pills gobble, gobble
Shaking more than a panic attack, will I find my way back
On my knees, God take my life; insanity cuts me like a knife
What's your secret? This is mine
Ain't got the...
What don't get better just seems to worsen, I don't even know this person
Don't look at me; I hate my life, two more oxies maybe I'll sleep tonight
From fun to habit gotta have it, this is tragic; I need some magic
I'm insane and my thoughts are static
Full throttle; hit the bottom, high as hell
Stagger, wobble, eat them pills gobble, gobble
Shaking more than a panic attack, will I find my way back
On my knees, God take my life; insanity cuts me like a knife
What's your secret? This is mine
Ain't got the...
#drugs
#addiction
376 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
15th Jun 2023 10:08am
15th Jun 2023 10:08am
LOST
#sadness
#love
#depression
#heartbroken
#addiction
151 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
10th May 2021 9:30am
10th May 2021 9:30am
PAINFUL EMOTIONS
Waking up and screaming, my bad dreams bring me cold sweats
It seems I'm barely breathing cause I stay so stressed
Dancing with my demons and I see that I'm so close to death
Painful emotions left me hopeless with no love left
It seems I'm barely breathing cause I stay so stressed
Dancing with my demons and I see that I'm so close to death
Painful emotions left me hopeless with no love left
#death
#nightmares
#fear
349 reads
1 Comment
DRUGS POEM
Published
24th Apr 2021 3:46am
24th Apr 2021 3:46am
Couple Pills
I'm just a coke sniffing addict with a pain pill habit
Over the years my life's turned tragic
Waking up in cold sweats from the nightmares I'm having
Will I survive through the madness to see the sun rise?
That's an unanswered question, I'm petrified
I see karma around the corner and death's in her eyes
The truths gone and nothing's left but lies
This pains hard to describe but it feels like demons
The root of all evil, it's fueled by money
The man in the mirror is a motherfucking junkie
At least I can admit it, I'm addicted to some dumb...
Over the years my life's turned tragic
Waking up in cold sweats from the nightmares I'm having
Will I survive through the madness to see the sun rise?
That's an unanswered question, I'm petrified
I see karma around the corner and death's in her eyes
The truths gone and nothing's left but lies
This pains hard to describe but it feels like demons
The root of all evil, it's fueled by money
The man in the mirror is a motherfucking junkie
At least I can admit it, I'm addicted to some dumb...
#heartbroken
#drugs
#addiction
501 reads
2 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
23rd Mar 2021 10:10am
23rd Mar 2021 10:10am
BROKEN WINGS
I'd rather lie fast when I'm tryna find cash cause the pain from my past is catching up fast
They say the rain will never last, fingers crossed in case I crash
Maybe I'm an asshole and stubborn but bashful
My green eyes is bloodshot, been burned but look past it
Hurt and broken hearted now I'm so far from laughing
The story of my scars tell a beautiful disaster
It's bad that I hate waking up and no one knows the half of it
Sometimes it feels like I'm walking with one foot off in my casket
Ruined by my misery and still running from my past
Ain't...
They say the rain will never last, fingers crossed in case I crash
Maybe I'm an asshole and stubborn but bashful
My green eyes is bloodshot, been burned but look past it
Hurt and broken hearted now I'm so far from laughing
The story of my scars tell a beautiful disaster
It's bad that I hate waking up and no one knows the half of it
Sometimes it feels like I'm walking with one foot off in my casket
Ruined by my misery and still running from my past
Ain't...
#sadness
#drugs
#addiction
580 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
23rd Mar 2021 8:26am
23rd Mar 2021 8:26am
MY WORST ENEMY
All I feel is hurt and tons of terrible pain
I'm tryna drown out all my problems so I'm high everyday
I'm faced with the worst case scenario
Never been afraid, staring death in the face down the barrel of a stub nose
I swear when I see my life flashing right in front of me
Slow motion is when I pray to the angels
Felt it was over but I'm still here left with my anger
Instead now I'm paranoid and dangerous
So I'm getting faded and killing feelings, praying I ain't gotta feel a thing
Slurred speech from abusing scripts is got me slowly slipping ...
I'm tryna drown out all my problems so I'm high everyday
I'm faced with the worst case scenario
Never been afraid, staring death in the face down the barrel of a stub nose
I swear when I see my life flashing right in front of me
Slow motion is when I pray to the angels
Felt it was over but I'm still here left with my anger
Instead now I'm paranoid and dangerous
So I'm getting faded and killing feelings, praying I ain't gotta feel a thing
Slurred speech from abusing scripts is got me slowly slipping ...
#sadness
#depression
#loneliness #drugs
#loneliness #drugs
371 reads
0 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
3rd Mar 2021 5:14am
3rd Mar 2021 5:14am
NOT MAKING IT HOME
Daddy dying, they say he ain't got many months
Surrounded by the empty bottles, I'm smoking plenty blunts
It's a sad situation how I'm living
It's so hard to find my faith when I know I'm out here sinning
Beg for forgiveness on my search for some better days
Jumping up outta my sleep she kisses me and says it's okay
I wanna maintain but it's hard as hell
It's impossible to trust when you're a victim of a trail
I been having nightmares, I rarely fall asleep
Every time I close my eyes I see somebody killing me
Twenty-four seven I been...
Surrounded by the empty bottles, I'm smoking plenty blunts
It's a sad situation how I'm living
It's so hard to find my faith when I know I'm out here sinning
Beg for forgiveness on my search for some better days
Jumping up outta my sleep she kisses me and says it's okay
I wanna maintain but it's hard as hell
It's impossible to trust when you're a victim of a trail
I been having nightmares, I rarely fall asleep
Every time I close my eyes I see somebody killing me
Twenty-four seven I been...
#depression
307 reads
3 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
3rd Mar 2021 5:04am
3rd Mar 2021 5:04am
DRUGS
#love
#depression
#heartbroken #drugs
#heartbroken #drugs
521 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
3rd Nov 2020 10:25pm
3rd Nov 2020 10:25pm
WITHOUT YOU
This bed is empty, reason being I ain't been in it
Driven insane from the silence and this pain in me
These four walls are closing in on me so I'm distant
Too many memories around this house we used to live in
When you broke my heart our happy home become my prison
It's so lonely by myself, this is hell I live in
My life's a living hell, it feels like a life sentence
I lost my best friend, now my better half is missing
I should have put you first instead it was my drug addiction
I'm fucking slipping, too many drugs is in my system ...
Driven insane from the silence and this pain in me
These four walls are closing in on me so I'm distant
Too many memories around this house we used to live in
When you broke my heart our happy home become my prison
It's so lonely by myself, this is hell I live in
My life's a living hell, it feels like a life sentence
I lost my best friend, now my better half is missing
I should have put you first instead it was my drug addiction
I'm fucking slipping, too many drugs is in my system ...
#sadness
#depression
#heartbroken
#insomnia
#addiction
461 reads
2 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
2nd Nov 2020 00:43am
2nd Nov 2020 00:43am
RAINDROPS
My life is so pathetic from decisions I've regreted
I'm hardly ever sober cause the drugs help me forget it
I don't know which way I'm headed, complications of my past
My son is all I have and my health is fading fast
I can't stand to see him sad so mostly I've been hopeless
My doctor doesn't help me, all he does is up the dosage
From time to time I notice every second I lose focus
She swears to God she loved me but I never smelt the roses
Baby if it's over then it's over, let's end it
It's hard to be authentic when your heart's no longer in it ...
I'm hardly ever sober cause the drugs help me forget it
I don't know which way I'm headed, complications of my past
My son is all I have and my health is fading fast
I can't stand to see him sad so mostly I've been hopeless
My doctor doesn't help me, all he does is up the dosage
From time to time I notice every second I lose focus
She swears to God she loved me but I never smelt the roses
Baby if it's over then it's over, let's end it
It's hard to be authentic when your heart's no longer in it ...
#love
#depression
#regret
#heartbroken
#addiction
496 reads
2 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
28th Oct 2020 1:15pm
28th Oct 2020 1:15pm
SHE'S GONE
I'm feeling half dead like I took my last breath
Since you left I'm still standing where you last stepped
I'm unhappy, stuck at a stand still
Actually surprised that I can even stand still
After all this time and all the memories we made and all the years invested
How can you just throw it away
Just go ahead and give up on us and turn your back on me
Facts is facts, I can tell when I'm not wanted
But I can't justify or believe how you could just up and leave so effortlessly
Now everyday spent my ex be stressing me
I wake up to a nightmare,...
Since you left I'm still standing where you last stepped
I'm unhappy, stuck at a stand still
Actually surprised that I can even stand still
After all this time and all the memories we made and all the years invested
How can you just throw it away
Just go ahead and give up on us and turn your back on me
Facts is facts, I can tell when I'm not wanted
But I can't justify or believe how you could just up and leave so effortlessly
Now everyday spent my ex be stressing me
I wake up to a nightmare,...
#sadness
#love
#depression
#heartbroken
#emotions
670 reads
0 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
28th Oct 2020 1:07pm
28th Oct 2020 1:07pm
THE TEARS OF A CLOWN
#depression
#dark
#heartbroken
#drugs
#addiction
427 reads
0 Comments
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