Submissions by AspergerPoet56
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
autistic scribbler
Not Subtle
no subtle reflections
more in your face hurricane
realising hell fire has form
honesty carries its own suffering
collective shadows bring waves of pain
so much confusion afrisesfrom darkness
addressing my worthiness to life
battles constantly fought hard
this invisible war never ending
counting against me social rules
understanding very little raises stress
buiding pressures that wont release
more in your face hurricane
realising hell fire has form
honesty carries its own suffering
collective shadows bring waves of pain
so much confusion afrisesfrom darkness
addressing my worthiness to life
battles constantly fought hard
this invisible war never ending
counting against me social rules
understanding very little raises stress
buiding pressures that wont release
#SelfHarm
#MentalHealth
#SelfReflection #NaPoWriMo2024
#SelfReflection #NaPoWriMo2024
62 reads
2 Comments
Wishes
it's your flame
that fire
that compels me
such strength beauty
a wild rose
both soft and thorny
from a far
I more than admire
god i wish
wish
just wish
you could imagine us
more than friends
I might never touch
from where I am
but distance in my dreams
is like a text
instant
i am where you are
invading dreams
to have those
warm naked cuddles
that fire
that compels me
such strength beauty
a wild rose
both soft and thorny
from a far
I more than admire
god i wish
wish
just wish
you could imagine us
more than friends
I might never touch
from where I am
but distance in my dreams
is like a text
instant
i am where you are
invading dreams
to have those
warm naked cuddles
#love
#UnrequitedLove
96 reads
2 Comments
Gaza
displaced misplaced lives
new horrors among broken homes
looking down gun barrels
young tearful eyes wondering why
watching bloody severed limps
falling all around them
innocents crying after more bombing
mooved from several kill zones
straight into another hell
revenge has no humanity
tunnel vision on the jugular
enforcd starvation of babies
past holocaust certainly been forgotten
justification what does it mean
for those recieving their rage
we have come full circle
maybe not six million
...
new horrors among broken homes
looking down gun barrels
young tearful eyes wondering why
watching bloody severed limps
falling all around them
innocents crying after more bombing
mooved from several kill zones
straight into another hell
revenge has no humanity
tunnel vision on the jugular
enforcd starvation of babies
past holocaust certainly been forgotten
justification what does it mean
for those recieving their rage
we have come full circle
maybe not six million
...
#war
#NaPoWriMo2024
57 reads
0 Comments
Her Control
#lust
#erotic
135 reads
13 Comments
Don't Read
you need
no invitation
to veiw these
written words
brutal confessional
highlights
that each syllable
describes so well
bloody scratches
scraping along paper
letters as glass shards
penetrating eyealls
spreading across lines
dark emotional stress
cracking pressure points
i'm still here worse luck
brutalising unwitting senses
creating unsafe environments
had enough yet
is this not relatable
its functional depression
without pretty colours
holding back tidal waves ...
no invitation
to veiw these
written words
brutal confessional
highlights
that each syllable
describes so well
bloody scratches
scraping along paper
letters as glass shards
penetrating eyealls
spreading across lines
dark emotional stress
cracking pressure points
i'm still here worse luck
brutalising unwitting senses
creating unsafe environments
had enough yet
is this not relatable
its functional depression
without pretty colours
holding back tidal waves ...
#confessional
#MentalHealth
#WritingPoetry #NaPoWriMo2024
#WritingPoetry #NaPoWriMo2024
70 reads
4 Comments
Hyper
exposing Her breasts
mouth covering soft nipples
sweetly sucking them
mouth covering soft nipples
sweetly sucking them
#erotic
#senryu
#sensual #seductive
#sensual #seductive
144 reads
4 Comments
Aching Dreams
these aching dreams
never really fade away
even stars above know
my whispers can't be heard
once again here alone
with a grasping heart
stupidly still believe in love
maybe i like the feeling of pain
always cherishing suffering
twinkling eyes slowly dimming
just waiting for another car crash
to crawl from
never really fade away
even stars above know
my whispers can't be heard
once again here alone
with a grasping heart
stupidly still believe in love
maybe i like the feeling of pain
always cherishing suffering
twinkling eyes slowly dimming
just waiting for another car crash
to crawl from
#love
#loneliness
#heartbroken #NaPoWriMo2024
#heartbroken #NaPoWriMo2024
80 reads
5 Comments
Self Blame
blame alwys takes hold
self criticism cuts deeper
clear design of hurt
suffering finds a way
to bludgeon the psyche
brutally senseless
visions through tears
distorts what is seen
dead eyes come in waves
splintered hearts hit walls
leaving bloody graffiti
for all that see
darkness holds tighter still
talons ripping sensitive skin
life's disasters keep on coming
nothing explains this mounting fear
hear muffled screammin'
inside my muddlrd brain
self criticism cuts deeper
clear design of hurt
suffering finds a way
to bludgeon the psyche
brutally senseless
visions through tears
distorts what is seen
dead eyes come in waves
splintered hearts hit walls
leaving bloody graffiti
for all that see
darkness holds tighter still
talons ripping sensitive skin
life's disasters keep on coming
nothing explains this mounting fear
hear muffled screammin'
inside my muddlrd brain
#anxiety
#LifeStruggles
#MentalHealth #NaPoWriMo2024
#MentalHealth #NaPoWriMo2024
76 reads
11 Comments
Wrong Choices
staying out for the night
playing with matches
arsom favours unhinged minds
creating coctails of pills and booze
keeping everyone waiting
whether i live or die
another selfish act
verifying my asshole credentials
cause it fails every time
nothing falls alone
as hearts hit stone
like falling raindrops
leaving a blood red ringed rainbow
precious little breaths
makes this void so much worse
blindly coming undone
still life upon skewers
biting hard on bone
stops rising throat screams
...
playing with matches
arsom favours unhinged minds
creating coctails of pills and booze
keeping everyone waiting
whether i live or die
another selfish act
verifying my asshole credentials
cause it fails every time
nothing falls alone
as hearts hit stone
like falling raindrops
leaving a blood red ringed rainbow
precious little breaths
makes this void so much worse
blindly coming undone
still life upon skewers
biting hard on bone
stops rising throat screams
...
#suicide
#MentalHealth
#NaPoWriMo2024
106 reads
2 Comments
Across Thin Ice
wake up
this heart attack
is on steroids
melancholy skips across thin ice
as paranoia's cocoon tightens
like a plastic bag over your face
mouth agape
desperately sucking for air
no sound of screaming
it's hard faking life
grasping all those hopes
while watching fingers lose grip
great falls always hurt
drowning inside questions
rolling among barbed wire
answers are never easy
burnt wings won't fly
lost angels collect ashes
leaving us charred souls behind
so nothing grows here ...
this heart attack
is on steroids
melancholy skips across thin ice
as paranoia's cocoon tightens
like a plastic bag over your face
mouth agape
desperately sucking for air
no sound of screaming
it's hard faking life
grasping all those hopes
while watching fingers lose grip
great falls always hurt
drowning inside questions
rolling among barbed wire
answers are never easy
burnt wings won't fly
lost angels collect ashes
leaving us charred souls behind
so nothing grows here ...
#anxiety
#depression
#MentalHealth #NaPoWriMo2024
#MentalHealth #NaPoWriMo2024
66 reads
1 Comment
Dress Me
if i whispered
in your ear
beautiful
you are
the one i want
to wear all night long
were would i dress
in your ear
beautiful
you are
the one i want
to wear all night long
were would i dress
#sensual
#sexy
190 reads
12 Comments
Patchwork Saniry
lips sttched
together tightly
gloriously gagged
from speach
can no longer
vomit
sharp resolution
of darkness
its all a facade
i don't really
exist here
eeyes bulging
out sockets
hallucinations
finely tuned
screw slowly
turns tighter
worry knows
my frequency
that song plays
so violently
seems on
permanent repeat
name has been
taken again
identity worthless
digitally deleted
deflated like
useless currency
who's to blame ...
together tightly
gloriously gagged
from speach
can no longer
vomit
sharp resolution
of darkness
its all a facade
i don't really
exist here
eeyes bulging
out sockets
hallucinations
finely tuned
screw slowly
turns tighter
worry knows
my frequency
that song plays
so violently
seems on
permanent repeat
name has been
taken again
identity worthless
digitally deleted
deflated like
useless currency
who's to blame ...
#depression
#MentalHealth
#NaPoWriMo2024
70 reads
6 Comments
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