Submissions by Alxh07

Down through the rabbit hole,
The last call, the last time
Id ever hear her voice
The time had come
She'd made her choice
Pull the plug, yank the tube
She's ready to go
Say goodbye
And I love you too

Deeper past the tiny shelves,
Two weeks has passed
In two weeks late
Not joyous or happy
Driving down the interstate
To tell him the news,
At one in the morning
Because I couldn't wait

Empty jar of marmalade,
There's a car at his house
Parked right next to his
In my...

A new day
A new appointment
A new drug
A "new" way
To fix my cluttered head
To make sure I don't end dead
A new day
A new doctor
A new drug
A "new" way
To make me feel something
Or altogether nothing
To stop my head from reeling
To moderate the feeling
A new day
A new appointment
A new drug
A "new" way
To take the gun from my hand
And replace with amber vials and their sticker band
It reads what I know as my name
But in that name all I feel is shame
I have no idea who I am anymore ...

Since you
My body chemistry has changed
Rearranged
My pheromones are no longer that of myself
But somebody new
Somebody I've never met before
And it's long overdue
I don't recognize myself
Eyes are sunk
Waist has shrunk
Bruises on my arms
Bruises on my heart
These bruises threaten to rip me apart
Ive spent the last five days
In four tiny walls
Spent pacing the halls
Of my empty soul
Racking my headspace
For a way to feel whole
But since you,
My body chemistry has changed
Rearranged