Submissions by AfterSexDilemma
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
If I were me, I'd shutup...
Egocentric Predicament
I am a creator of all Heavens and Earth
My mystical powers are evenly dispersed
What sanctuary awaits for all who come see!
That all things created, are created by me :D
In the lobes of reality that spur me to think
Are the same limitations that require me to blink
So many dreams I suppress for the many that come through
I realize my mind is more complex than I knew
The ultimate controller of my autonomic being
So submissive, I am, to such compulsive demeaning
My mind overwhelms and sets out to relieve
My senses are the enforcers that doom...
My mystical powers are evenly dispersed
What sanctuary awaits for all who come see!
That all things created, are created by me :D
In the lobes of reality that spur me to think
Are the same limitations that require me to blink
So many dreams I suppress for the many that come through
I realize my mind is more complex than I knew
The ultimate controller of my autonomic being
So submissive, I am, to such compulsive demeaning
My mind overwhelms and sets out to relieve
My senses are the enforcers that doom...
848 reads
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Prisoner of War
I'm a savior in the midst of my precarious predicament
I lack my addiction to unfavorable embarrassment.
Free me or i'll surrender all of my people!
Slavery is the diversion I need to carry and fulfill.
Take all I have before I surrender!
Persistence is something you cannot hinder.
Favor innocent lives for a common cause.
I'll take the lead and carry this on.
Make love to the secret service.
Burn all remains of the worthless.
Break the chains bounding the ones who's heard us
I'll make this revolution the purpose.
Bleed for the game
Kill all...
I lack my addiction to unfavorable embarrassment.
Free me or i'll surrender all of my people!
Slavery is the diversion I need to carry and fulfill.
Take all I have before I surrender!
Persistence is something you cannot hinder.
Favor innocent lives for a common cause.
I'll take the lead and carry this on.
Make love to the secret service.
Burn all remains of the worthless.
Break the chains bounding the ones who's heard us
I'll make this revolution the purpose.
Bleed for the game
Kill all...
891 reads
3 Comments
Yep...
I could have sworn you were crazy for a brief moment
your insecurities are sleek
and why are you so weak?
Theres things in this world that u think
that dont exist
and you expect me not to resist
your urges are a bliss
but they are not a joy
you act so far from a man than a boy
and I just want simple things
love is too much
love is like syrup instead of butter
and it takes too long to settle in
I just want only good things again
Im not afraid of it
I just dont want it
do you say the things to me to others?
or am I the...
your insecurities are sleek
and why are you so weak?
Theres things in this world that u think
that dont exist
and you expect me not to resist
your urges are a bliss
but they are not a joy
you act so far from a man than a boy
and I just want simple things
love is too much
love is like syrup instead of butter
and it takes too long to settle in
I just want only good things again
Im not afraid of it
I just dont want it
do you say the things to me to others?
or am I the...
757 reads
2 Comments
Discriminate
I am just everything.
I speak in all colors.
And they will not accept me.
To them I am false; a lie
But I know I am right
I am the way I should be
And they are wrong.
Those other colors...
But I believe them
everytime
Because to them,
not everything in the world is right.
And they are how I should be.
Less open, less bright
not white
I speak in all colors.
And they will not accept me.
To them I am false; a lie
But I know I am right
I am the way I should be
And they are wrong.
Those other colors...
But I believe them
everytime
Because to them,
not everything in the world is right.
And they are how I should be.
Less open, less bright
not white
925 reads
3 Comments
UnWanted
Sweet Solitude,
Stop trying to comfort me.
Hold my hand and guide me
to my friends who'll never come to be.
A tight knit family.
Where I can sleep safely.
I'll never give in to the sins created in these things.
Inside my head where the demon sings.
Cradle me to the sweet rhythms of melody.
Flooded by thoughts that trigger me.
I'm drowning, deep, drowning in serenity,
Sharks are circling.
My friends are cheering.
I'm swearing I'm swearing
Oh! sanity give into me!
Favor me in your memories.
Deflect the raging demons inside the...
Stop trying to comfort me.
Hold my hand and guide me
to my friends who'll never come to be.
A tight knit family.
Where I can sleep safely.
I'll never give in to the sins created in these things.
Inside my head where the demon sings.
Cradle me to the sweet rhythms of melody.
Flooded by thoughts that trigger me.
I'm drowning, deep, drowning in serenity,
Sharks are circling.
My friends are cheering.
I'm swearing I'm swearing
Oh! sanity give into me!
Favor me in your memories.
Deflect the raging demons inside the...
757 reads
5 Comments
Peasant
You have no idea what kind of world I live in.
And I feel like dying everyday.
Every night I sleep stuck to my pillow.
As I plead, and I beg, and I pray.
Will I dream Of a world I won't remember?
Can I sleep every time I lay?
Is there a man I idolize or resemble?
Am I just a peasant everyday?
Am I strong enough to be the man i'm meant for?
Will my family be mine for eternity?
Left alone as a casual, worldly failure.
With children who don't remember me.
Am I not a man for the things i'm known for?
Are my actions not worth the...
And I feel like dying everyday.
Every night I sleep stuck to my pillow.
As I plead, and I beg, and I pray.
Will I dream Of a world I won't remember?
Can I sleep every time I lay?
Is there a man I idolize or resemble?
Am I just a peasant everyday?
Am I strong enough to be the man i'm meant for?
Will my family be mine for eternity?
Left alone as a casual, worldly failure.
With children who don't remember me.
Am I not a man for the things i'm known for?
Are my actions not worth the...
686 reads
5 Comments
Rejected
Those words I seek
I think and I think
How I wish for a world
I haven’t even dreamed
Such an unlikely thing
For me to be so keen
On a thing that I cant
Even imagine or dream
I’d scream for this world
How I’d suffer and demean
Myself for a pleasure
That has no means
Why do I think
of such stupid things
How I wait and I wait
But I cant deny what I see
That beautiful girl
And that perfect dream
Crushed by my thoughts!
By how stupid I think!
Will I ever forgive myself
For loving this...
I think and I think
How I wish for a world
I haven’t even dreamed
Such an unlikely thing
For me to be so keen
On a thing that I cant
Even imagine or dream
I’d scream for this world
How I’d suffer and demean
Myself for a pleasure
That has no means
Why do I think
of such stupid things
How I wait and I wait
But I cant deny what I see
That beautiful girl
And that perfect dream
Crushed by my thoughts!
By how stupid I think!
Will I ever forgive myself
For loving this...
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Believer
How do I dream of something unworldly taught
when masters are rigging all my thoughts?
How do I live a life unique to me
if everything seems self-limiting?
How do I overcome a fear so great?
Yet I fail to justify what I state.
How do I live happy; free of debate
if everything I believe seems so fake?
I can't even think.
Some things in this world
happen when I blink...
Do instincts refine me for who I truly am?
Do impulses bind me to the flaws of man?
What recollection in my mind exists?
Does knowledge define me, or do I...
when masters are rigging all my thoughts?
How do I live a life unique to me
if everything seems self-limiting?
How do I overcome a fear so great?
Yet I fail to justify what I state.
How do I live happy; free of debate
if everything I believe seems so fake?
I can't even think.
Some things in this world
happen when I blink...
Do instincts refine me for who I truly am?
Do impulses bind me to the flaws of man?
What recollection in my mind exists?
Does knowledge define me, or do I...
600 reads
1 Comment
Protection
shelter me from the world and I subside
to the depths of dreams and irregularities
the sins are my one true enemies
I hide far and frightful between frail walls
and sink into a slumber past my waking hour
a zombie play I act; feverish and diseased
i trickle into the past forgotten
and sunken in a theme....
I fear nothing passed those walls
where im held sheltered from myself
I dig holes to escape my parental sabotage
from my well-being and critical hatred
being doused upon me like diamond shavings
soo sparkling and neat how they creep...
to the depths of dreams and irregularities
the sins are my one true enemies
I hide far and frightful between frail walls
and sink into a slumber past my waking hour
a zombie play I act; feverish and diseased
i trickle into the past forgotten
and sunken in a theme....
I fear nothing passed those walls
where im held sheltered from myself
I dig holes to escape my parental sabotage
from my well-being and critical hatred
being doused upon me like diamond shavings
soo sparkling and neat how they creep...
628 reads
2 Comments
Insanity...
I'd feel wasted
In a world; placid
And I breed on its open ground.
Where reality splits and muffles out uncertainties
and my intentions are real as can be.
With a feeble mind
that broods dreams and casts onward
upon the waves of a mental figment.
I press into sufficient minds where I creep and harbor
necessities drain and I disrupt
You try to refrain from the onset of slaughter
But you are so far gone
once corrupt
In a world; placid
And I breed on its open ground.
Where reality splits and muffles out uncertainties
and my intentions are real as can be.
With a feeble mind
that broods dreams and casts onward
upon the waves of a mental figment.
I press into sufficient minds where I creep and harbor
necessities drain and I disrupt
You try to refrain from the onset of slaughter
But you are so far gone
once corrupt
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DEATH
death cannot be completed
death is just a task
all deaths can only begin
in a world that cannot last
for eternity it goes on forever
beyond all Gods and sins
no universe could ever destroy it
once a death begins
if energy can be corrupted
can electrodes mend the ends
where creatures have decomposed it
the impulses from within
can minds rebuild from matter
can dreams begin again
can all souls be rebutted
and given back to men
is death just a nuisance
is death just a task
when all things come from...
death is just a task
all deaths can only begin
in a world that cannot last
for eternity it goes on forever
beyond all Gods and sins
no universe could ever destroy it
once a death begins
if energy can be corrupted
can electrodes mend the ends
where creatures have decomposed it
the impulses from within
can minds rebuild from matter
can dreams begin again
can all souls be rebutted
and given back to men
is death just a nuisance
is death just a task
when all things come from...
841 reads
5 Comments
I wish
Can I listen to your breath sink in
And reach out with the shore
I wish I could feel your skin again
Because the sand is just a bore
Can I touch your heart with subtle hands
And forget your ever gone
Can I watch you linger with the breeze
from evening until dawn
Can I be your memory and your mind
So I can brainwash like before
Can I turn the clock back into time
So I can see you just once more..
And reach out with the shore
I wish I could feel your skin again
Because the sand is just a bore
Can I touch your heart with subtle hands
And forget your ever gone
Can I watch you linger with the breeze
from evening until dawn
Can I be your memory and your mind
So I can brainwash like before
Can I turn the clock back into time
So I can see you just once more..
658 reads
3 Comments
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