Thyown Sad Heartfelt Reflections of La Douleur Exquise
Admittedly this relationship that you and I are in seems like it's nothing but a cliffhanger. That even from the very get-go, it felt as though I wasn't on solid ground, especially whenever it is that I nearby you. I mean each of your acts of blatant disregard, carelessness, heedlessness, inconsiderateness, unthoughtfulness, Would constantly test the limits of how far you could almost push me over the edge. Testing on how much I could take before I was able to pull myself together and then back onto the ledge. But you knew well what you were doing. And you...
If I had one wish I would give you the world from off my Heavenly list I will give you the moon granted by the stars My handsome Man from Mars Speechless, behind beguiling words from afar I have the wine, here in congratulations, your Cuban Cigar
I throw in my poker chips I do not have a history in any of this The time has come for you to hear words as they roll off my lips Are you ready to take that French Haitian Creole emotional dip Talks of world ordinance and its stressful issues What’s my life story, what subjects...
My heart has always been set in the right place Lust, desires, rapture merging under butter rum graces Whispered undulations of love to the ear from handsome faces Is my hand reaching out from the sea Self drowning from the beautiful creed that defines me That beautiful rainbow arched in the sky Has always fused the colorful Chakras of me with so much pride
Facets of me, silken sheets, on my back you’ve already won Yearning to be fed off man’s kingdom cum Feet are restless ...
Tired of pining over a love that was never mine My love for you was all heart, but I existed solely in your mind I thought that you were the code for my universal design I can't get the image of you as cosmic love embodied out of my mind
Soaring through my life colliding with both mind and heart I kept entering your vortex being ripped apart What you consider love, was like a meteor shower Constantly pounding me, draining me of all powers
The strength that I need to function as a normal being A force like you was never before...
You have a place on my sleeves but wait for those close and loved to leave
My heart so weak to those who intrude I'm soft is the thing most allude I take people into my heart then it hurts to be apart
All the people I miss especially those I kiss Losing a love feels like a rip somewhere inside so much disbelief then the crushing pain, so much, I cried But, oh, when the love is new oh, wow, how sweet it was that my body knew My heart, for once, so light big brown eyes sparkling so bright
Do not reveal yourself to me You've done impeccably presently I know not a thing and thats okay It's already hard to live every day
We leave because we cannot love We dont want to torture you of all Or can we love but cant without pain Either way please forget all of our names
Cause to reveal is to entice and I refuse So LEAVE US ALONE find another muse We cannot lose what we never had And if our heart could break it would have I need you out of us like I need rehab So I must shun the drug making us sad
White scary walls everywhere I go sitting by his bedside we're waiting to know
How badly his body is hurting him believe me I do mind the key to his recovery we've been wanting to find Blaming ourselves for not seeing this sooner to soothe our minds I wish for a piano crooner Scared for his life a memory is conjured this instant to the here and now that memory seems so distant
But here it comes to me in the blink of an eye I'm there saying this has to be goodbye We can't go on like this any longer ending this will make us both...
Come here baby, Wait a minute Boo Please close the door and let me talk to you Please don't fly off the handle and get all mad Getting upset isn't the answer, things aren't that bad
Let me help you with your bags and put things back Hell that's my high school picture, did you really want that You always asked why did I hang that picture there But here you have it wrapped, with the greatest of care
Come on Boo, let's hang it back on the wall Let's put the lingerer back in to the draws And what's this...
Now my days start with one thought that sometime soon we'll be caught
Living this terrible way convincing myself i have no say When I found out you have a wife I realized I'm not your everything, not your life Everything has become a safety issue driving me to need so much more than a tissue
Drugs to quiet my conscience my guilt grows in defiance Why am I doing this to myself, to you when, already, I know this forever isn't true It's inevitable, this has an end I feel it, like a change in the wind Something you...