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I think when Iím asleep Iím actually awake, thinking of dreaming.

I can remember all the songs I had to listen to growing up, before me and my siblings got moved, as my mum had total control over the sound-system.
She only has one Eminem song on her phone, which is ďHaleighís SongĒ That will probably be played at her funeral, no joke lol

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Gotta go

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Laters.
Iím gonna watch a few YouTube videos, and then crash.
Wonít be back for a few days.
Again, thanks for the going back and forth. Seriously hope none of that shit was taken seriously. 👍🏻

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Everyone enjoy your night or day and stay safe.

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You write a bit about being cheated on. Just an observation. There's better music outside the radio. Same.

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I don't like men and women cheating on each other, because they ruin for all nice men and women out there who are trying to get know each other.

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I haven't been cheated on. I value platonic friendships more than flings...and I'm not really in the "casual" phase.

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But monagomy is a weird construct....Night

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Only ever cheated on one person. And that was back in 2008.
Real asshole for doing it, because who I done it to, had done nothing but constantly travel down to see me. Didnít lie and told her about it, when she found the condom wrapper in my bed. Kept seeing each other for like a year after, and then just went our separate ways. To this day, sheís still an amazing person, and I know I never really deserved her.
Donít mind telling the world about it, everyone Iíve ever been with knows.

Never been cheated on, or at least I donít think I have.
In one post about the cheating - thatís a story of an old friend, telling me about catching her boyfriend in bed with someone else and him claiming to be doing nothing wrong. Like full on caught in the act, and he comes with bullshit like that? Hence, he/someone might as well have played the Shaggy song.
And others being a ďproper cheatĒ about hypocrisy, is me kind of like saying, theyíre not perfect, because I see their vileness at times, even if they think itís hidden.

The whole thing with my baby-mother and the other person, thatís just a real long story. Iím just happy to be away from both.

And as for the not taking shit seriously, I meant the random wordplay in certain small paragraphs. Itís all wrote in jest, and isnít to be took seriously. Just hope Iíve made a boring hour or two seem more enjoyable.

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So happy I don't have kids. And don't take these guys serious lol. Thats alot.

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Itís cool if I get judged. You know, ďonce a cheat always a cheatĒ cliche. I got the balls to admit publicly what Iíve done wrong. Most wouldnít, to try and keep that so called perfect image.

Iím happy to have my son.
As Iíve always said it; my sister and bro were always together growing up before we got moved, and I felt I lost my sister, who died in the womb.

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I could have not wrote any of that. But seeing as youíve been a real good sport, I decided to come back and share.

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That's a very personal thing to share. Grieving is difficult. Also, I don't think most people regret their actual children. I just wouldn't want to give away my youth with just anyone.

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And you donít have to give up your youth. Itís your choice.
I think youíre smart enough to know what you want. Enjoy yourself a little.

Iím going for real this time.
Take care.

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Peace out. I'll roast yu again sometime. Bye.

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