How has the addiction been spiralling out of control?
Left hospital, and a day after being home, relapsed, and just went straight back to what I was doing.
Bought £20 worth of weed, would smoke some of that for a day, then cut up what I had, to put down the sink. Next day, I was buying another £20 bag.
Last pay-day, spent £20 on two ten bags. Finished one bag, and threw the other down the toilet.
I will beat this mother fucking addiction!