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No Topic -- how was your day? <3

DivadSedohr
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Today was ok. Work day was long but I got home safe and sound. My partner is on the sofa sick now from his weekend binge. He says yeah itís my fault. Doesnít help much. its just causing tension in the house and yes it is me I guess that is causing it. But weíve been through it so many times before and itís always the same.  I just canít figure out why he would accept drugs from a complete stranger and gleefully come home to snort them and be out of it all weekend. He went to work but I donít see how they could not know how high he was. Now his job seems to be in jeopardy. Well, the job he is transferring to when this one ends this week. We are both to old for all of this.

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Went to the bank and got a tenner out. Walked to the post box and posted some snail-mail.
Went shop to get some credit. Came home, had a tea, waiting for Polish shop to open, then went there to get some cigarettes and some rizlas.
Went to another shop wanting some bread, but only had £1.12 on me. Coulda got the bread and walked back with the rest of the change, but decided to get a big bag of crisp instead and told Neil to keep the rest of the money I had.
Had to reassure John to ignore a certain few, like no one is a mind-reader and you can only assume right why theyíre looking at each other and laughing; total idiots.

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giant homemade pnutbutter/choc chip cookie and coffee breakfast, read and replied to some emails, checked out my other site, second coffee, fed the pecan tree (not a euphemism), chainsawed a stack of wood while the husband was chopping other logs, stacked it inside, more coffee and a sandwich, more coffee, dropped in here, put the rooster to bed and fed the mutt and outdoors cats, told the silly young golden lab from next door to quit eating the outdoor cat food and to go home (he just wagged and ran around like an idiot), read some beautiful poetry here, replied to a few...

pretty good so far.

weather's been cloudy/sunny in turns and mild but it's just started turning cold so the man's lighting the woodburner. he's cooking tonight, too life's good and rain's due tomorrow. along with some much colder weather on the horizon.

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I have 3 choices, .. all of them bad

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'' It gladdens me to know that Odin prepares for a feast. Soon I shall be drinking ale from curved horns. This hero that comes into Valhalla does not lament his death! I shall not enter Odin's hall with fear. There I shall wait for my sons to join me. And when they do, I will bask in their tales of triumph. As the seer will welcome me! My death comes without apology! And I welcome the valkyries to summon me home!''
Ragnar Lothbrok

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It was 6:30 am this morning, just befor heading to work i found my pink sapphire necklace that i had lost 7  months ago, that i had despertaley been searching for months, feeling extermely upset.  I felt so good, that this year perhaps things will finally turn positive in my life.

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5:52 am - aren't nightmares a great way to wake up and start the day

Men of the cloth
touching cloth
use the force
necessary force
clothes removed
innocence removed
screamed out: "NO!"
answer not taken: NO!
well men don't usually
repeated dream usually
autobiographical dream
a so unwanted dream
sodomised painfully
kissing shouldn't be painfully
I pray for God to interfere
no rescue from a sexual interfere
the innocence of an eight-year-old boy
ripped asunder, no longer a boy
thrown around like a dog's favourite toy
used up like an inflatable sex toy
there is screaming and whimpers
external and internal screaming and whimpers
I had learned not to weep
even Jesus would weep
weeping would make church members harder
the onslaught assault would be definitely harder
I learned to scream out and shout no, no, no
they should have gone to rehab they said no, no, no
they should have been made to
as I was made to
I so prayed for death
given more of this life rather than death
suddenly I was released
from these night terrors self-released
I only wept after waking up
mind and heart, breaking up
eventually, I pull myself together
the choir still sings Oh Cum All Ye Faithful, together
a coffee and a cigarette
a post-coital cigarette
they were guilty
so why do I still feel guilty,..........................

Men are such sub-human pigs
where any hole is a goal
in my best daydream
I put them to the sword
this unrequited justice
needs to be fed


so begins, the day,...............................

direlegion
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You from the deep end of the gene pool, .. real meaningful words David

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ďGood Nights Await: Monday, 20th January 2020Ē

It was six oíclock when I got out of bed.
Took some money out the cash machine, then had of dream of buying some tobacco, tea bags, credit and some gas. Had a cigarette putting that on, thought I should really get round to letting them put in smart meters; still no reply on Messenger from my Mum, she must know still I canít see her.
Watched the third series of Only Fools and Horses again. Chilled and had a tea, thought to start a note titled ďnotes on a story boardĒ
Changing it, putting the result on a Latvians womanís thread, bored.
Is it gonna make me shine like frost on the floor?
Iíd have walked over my demon, to find gold in the rubble; an album, saw red and a man holding a shovel; insane asylum and a crystal ball, Iím saying Iím paranoid but at the same time this fool laughed.
Have downloaded 3, thinking to spend a few hours, listen on repeat and do a shit backspin of all his tracks.
Since June of last year, but let it be known, today is the day I made it back into the pound shop. And the short Asian woman took her time, rolling up with a basket on wheels. Spent three pound on what?
Didnít even get a DVD this time, but really was pulled towards Next, Ghost, and Wolf of Wall Street.

Made it back home.
Looked through some material, in denial like Iím not gonna go back no, swear I have donít want to go there; but I am trapped in a Ghosts Snare; the postman has came, and he says ďWant those plastic squares, so carefully cut it out. And if Mohammed wanted a brand new bank card sent out, why send it here if she knows he doesnít live here? Wow, shit is weird.Ē
Now itís half-six, and I hear the script from Return of the Living Dead in my ears, because itís on the tv.

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[ chances are I will be dead by this time next week, .. I fucking hope so ]

https://youtu.be/BXGt0DjpXYI

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direlegion said:[ chances are I will be dead by this time next week, .. I fucking hope so ]

Just out of curiosity, why do you say that?

direlegion
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[₮ⱧɆ ₲₳₮Ɇ₴ ō₣ V₳ⱠⱧ₳ⱠⱠ₳]
k
You
let me explain
my pre radical surgery
as I marinate in my rage
in my rhyme and reasons
at the end of my seasons
as Iíve always been
running towards my own death
fucking savage and ruthless
fucking dying to kill death
fucking Lord God Dire Legion
I only want you in my heaven
If youíre a psychopathic demon
let Jesus have the candy asses
on my pale horse I will soar
because destruction is the creator
like the god and devil
and the good and evil
has run full circle
Iím divine and eternal
gotta piece of God in me
as a fucking Mayan
and my Viking
go wild
entering
the gates of Valhalla
and if this pre radical surgery
donít kill me
I will still be
disgusting
next week
Yeah

(chorus x3) .. female angels singing chant
k
I brought you to this place
is just to
defecate in your face
so eating shit and dying
is your only saving grace
running towards my own death
fucking savage and ruthless
fucking dying to kill death
entering the gates of Valhalla
I am hearing Odin calling
Yeah

(death - draft)+

ĐłⱤɆ ⱠɆ₲łō₦
@direlegion © 1/20/20


or look hear
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👻
ďThe Ghosts Snare: If thereís no topic, how do I write about my day?Ē

Thirteen-minutes until six oíclock
unlucky some might say
though, itís not giving me it writers
like swinging the back head of a hammer in a block
This morning, I woke up just after quarter-to-five
knowing I had to make it to Aldi
and do a bit of shopping
but the fog and ice made me not want to go outside
Went and kept the quick pace
spent seven-pound-forty-four
travelled back and managed to get in safe
Other than that I havenít really moved
yesterday was more interesting
but not the neighbours playing their music

On the dvd in the background
managed to finally get the disc playing
was beginning to lose it
but worked was the film Constantine
Bottle of apple and black-current juice
donít think they can stand it
should have been a bit of alcohol
with a ham sandwich
so feeling like are a tribe on my ass
shouting Iíve not drawn that line so canít past
white and blue flag, saw fifty stars
then was knocked down by a car
so thatís me sitting here now with insomnia
Already know whatís gonna be
on page 10 of The Ghosts Snare
and wouldnít care if the image of a police car isnít popular
beside a yellow three-wheeled van
with officers peeking in
In brackets
(start of the week, the brand new lighter I bought, the colour was blue.)

Feeling like Iím in a corner
not crying but curled in a ball
shouldnít put my thoughts up
but I got a signal
Got an important letter through the post
an appointment for February 5th
and I think the postman wants me to get fat
because I can show you where
those McDonaldís vouchers are at
Who else wrote death poems, like not better than every prick?
Grabbed their pen, in fact
the men in Black walked in the room
and again they rapped
my right eye is burning and watering
think I better get a wet piece of tissue to put on it
Know where to look and find Griffin
I guess only ever was just a small A5 red plain
said to my mum the book is so catchy
Good Nights Await hotel
but it only hitting her head
Iím not better than anyone
I just want to be happy
But canít take my material with me and they say have it put in my coffin
but theyíre not understanding

Is it a chorus or a hook?
Donít know, but Eminemís Godzilla part with Juice WRLD
Has had me bouncing
Twenty-two minutes until seven oíclock
Iíve got another poem
just canít think of the title
With the seconds and minutes
Whoís counting?

the5thRiddler
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🇱🇻
ďGood Nights Await: An empty 23rd of JanuaryĒ

Today, I set an alarm for 6:10am and two others for 3 minutes after it; woke up just after 8 in the end.
Trip to the bathroom, phone was on charge, not on the toilet with me; wash and look in the mirror, gosh, Iím getting older still. It isnít true, I see them, but I donít pay attention to the paranormal activity.
Black video tapes were left, at the old 10 Hervey Close house, but here now, I got another roll of film.
Itís one minute until 9 oíclock. Why again with the third series of Only Fools and Horses, must again I watched?
Sure others have been in the position of being homeless, not having much and having to watch certain DVDs on repeat.

Sound-wise, itís been good today; hardly any banging from the Polish neighbours.
Earlier or now, thought of a good idea for whoever it was singing though, write some notes for the person with the karaoke machine, so I jumped behind the microphone and shout
ďHERE WE GO!
I paint pictures and canít say they
havenít got it all yet
so my name is JAN MATEJKO
on Rickyís page drawing a blue box of cigarettes
Richmond, how many times heís
walked to that shop and for them picked up
The truth will prevail, believe me
Ricky Smith is not gonna fail, and have cut the little silver symbol
placing them on other pages
Havenít found the reason as to why I still sit up
with a can of Dr Pepper
heís on the other side of the wall
itís four oíclock in the morning
should turn this shit off in an instance.Ē

But I also picked up some bread, butter and another jar of Marmite
love it or hate it, laying it thick like Carol on my toast in the morn surely
thereís something wrong with my character
never was interested in porn
Could be Detective Hoffman; a wack version of John Kramer
to me quickly pass a scrabble jigsaw
obvious Iím a movie critic
Laying on my bed in darkness
and itís exactly 9:33pm
referencing Dawn of the Dead
like was born a zombie
Bit, and broke out of that building
because I didnít want to be trapped in super-daft-shit, no one can touch it
Bonkers like Kenneth thinking
what did that one gun shot do, before they all made it to the buses? Good one (not).
Gun shot!
A minute past ten oíclock, Iíve been on Google too see what my name means - powerful and strong ruler?
Saw ďaOld German TheodoricĒ and well
I just know my mum got my name from watching Eastenders
And how I got the flack from that
in Headlands Lower School
nowadays they should Bianca!
(The ginger bread man has taken my girlfriend, and Iím listening to Ed Sheehan tell me about his world ended, Mars.)
Iím the Moon, back with thought
backwards spinning in astronaut
but still have the signal..

📡.                  Itís now
                   10:14pm,       Are.     You well?
        They keep it from you
And itís beautiful
Iím not taking two Lís
        What.   Does that.      All tell them?
Itís Paul Sheldon saying if I do
itís still a FREE-STYE, you pig
to my biggest fans animal
Iím the one that lights a lit match to my manual
only to have something worse
come back with a babble duel
On the surface
walking the same plain itís cool
they still canít find who caused that floating bubble
Was reminded of being on the
            Deep Underground Poetry site
       since May 2013
  no one would light a candle
            Iím not dead.        :)

Itís now 10:34pm and I am a little over-tired.
Have been looking through old posts on DUP, bad luck and canít give reasons to one member as to why ďangels singĒ
itís like Drop Dead Fred on a violin
and as for that DJ, I donít like the spin

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Selfishly, i hope to still see your avatar long into the future, direligion.

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