I still remember her voice,
stilling the waters deep within me
releasing the floodgates,
it's truly all or nothing
So be it, I shall continue alone.
These waters press against the barricade
and flow evenly through the floodgates
as if this world were nothing more
than a miasma of disease and death
that if I were to release, surely you would suffer.
Releasing the demons,
affirming my faith in Christ
too long have I prayed
through the sleepless nights
it takes enough (to kill a horse) with seroquil
just to sleep at night.
May God forgive me for what I've done
if only he could forgive you,
after all you've done and continue to do
I am a weapon of war when God requests it
so remember these words before you tarnish my name.
Else you may find yourself without an avenue of escape.