Poetry competition CLOSED 28th October 2017 2:01pm
WINNER
nightbirdblue (enbyblue)
nightbirdblue (enbyblue)
RUNNER-UP:
seekingkate
A Need To Know Basis
"My Guarding Demon" (Written by God is in the Rain)
Mr.Rain: Annie:
Sudden Dreaming, so Appealing....
Date of Lover, once my Flower....
"what if your love's voice - haunted you' in your dreams?"
But soon all falls into Abyss....
"bloody nightmares - full of devious grins..."
Her fading Voice Sharpest thing is....
"and when you wake up - what the next day brings?"
White tree Alley, whispers gently....
"her fading voice - the sharpest of all_things... ^-^"
"Evil Valley! Consequently!"
Iris Red glow, "Shinu" Sign show...
Beautifull Smile, can not be Vile....
"and here comes' me! Annie! - in to your dreams! ^_^"
Apears this Girl just her only....
"mouth full of sharp teeth - she laughs' she screams!"
Seems nice, Seems cute, Seems so lonely....
"she'll slice your throath - she will bite it out! :3"
So i ask Her, not knowing cost....
"when you wake up - did she just' messed around?"
Side might Prefer? Maybe she's lost?
She takes my hand, through this Grey land....
Sings so nicely, walks precisely....
"well wasn't it the perfect - excel'ent time? :)"
All around us horrors crawling!
"for the realest, the crulest - of nightmares to come?^_^"
Fear grasps my Heart she's just strolling!
"I will let you choose - you will lose, or you fight! ;)"
Who's this Being? so weird appears....
"not just single tear - you will cry, in the night! >D"
All not Seeing, her song reveals....
Singing of Death, Best Friends last Breath....
How from my Nose, i shall sneeze Rose....
"And what would you do - if your best frined died?"
Claret lines of Despair she says....
"And what would you do - if you every day saw blood? ^^"
My attention somewhere else stays....
"what if you sneezed it - from your nose? :O"
Dreadfull mistake, not to listen....
"how long, will you maintain - your happy pose? >D"
What comes I'll take, Red Eyes glisten!
Despair she sees, Smiles through my Dreams....
With evil Songs, for my Life longs....
"deep in the depressions - the Darkest Dreams Dont Die...."
All she says soon happens to me....
"I keep on coming - you keep asking why? :O"
Still wondering how can this be....
"I surely have my reasons - don't care if you "deserve" ;)"
Will to live is getting Idle....
"killing you in nightmares - hope the pain's soo serve :3"
While arrive thoughts Suicidal!
Going Insane, as She brings Pain!
But through Red Signs, my Claret Lines!
"but I wont stop coming - no I wont give peace..."
Enter Grey World, no Ligth, no Hope....
"keep slicing your soul - won't leave a piece :3"
Begging white trees for Sturdy Rope....
"standing on the bridge - feeling cold night breeze ^_^"
Darkening Rise! Humor of Sin!
"last words I told him, never repeat please :O"
So i Realize, With Her akin!
Come close Honey, When night's sunny!
Shinu Sign Sings, Sweet Despair brings....
"click click boom - no more weep! ^_^"
Tell me Tales from world Grey and Mad....
"swallow all your pills - and go to sleep! ;)"
Make my life so Joyfull and Sad....
"So say your name and last pray tonight :3"
Lovely Nightmare, Tears me apart! ^^
"there's only one truth - the truth of CRIMSONITE!!! >D"
Demon i Bear, Deep in my Heart! ^^
Note: despite officially the work is about "mr.rain character" c not me, all seven things about Mr.Rain the character in it are actually true about me myself, hope it's not a problem it'S seven of them and not 6.
Mr.Rain: Annie:
Sudden Dreaming, so Appealing....
Date of Lover, once my Flower....
"what if your love's voice - haunted you' in your dreams?"
But soon all falls into Abyss....
"bloody nightmares - full of devious grins..."
Her fading Voice Sharpest thing is....
"and when you wake up - what the next day brings?"
White tree Alley, whispers gently....
"her fading voice - the sharpest of all_things... ^-^"
"Evil Valley! Consequently!"
Iris Red glow, "Shinu" Sign show...
Beautifull Smile, can not be Vile....
"and here comes' me! Annie! - in to your dreams! ^_^"
Apears this Girl just her only....
"mouth full of sharp teeth - she laughs' she screams!"
Seems nice, Seems cute, Seems so lonely....
"she'll slice your throath - she will bite it out! :3"
So i ask Her, not knowing cost....
"when you wake up - did she just' messed around?"
Side might Prefer? Maybe she's lost?
She takes my hand, through this Grey land....
Sings so nicely, walks precisely....
"well wasn't it the perfect - excel'ent time? :)"
All around us horrors crawling!
"for the realest, the crulest - of nightmares to come?^_^"
Fear grasps my Heart she's just strolling!
"I will let you choose - you will lose, or you fight! ;)"
Who's this Being? so weird appears....
"not just single tear - you will cry, in the night! >D"
All not Seeing, her song reveals....
Singing of Death, Best Friends last Breath....
How from my Nose, i shall sneeze Rose....
"And what would you do - if your best frined died?"
Claret lines of Despair she says....
"And what would you do - if you every day saw blood? ^^"
My attention somewhere else stays....
"what if you sneezed it - from your nose? :O"
Dreadfull mistake, not to listen....
"how long, will you maintain - your happy pose? >D"
What comes I'll take, Red Eyes glisten!
Despair she sees, Smiles through my Dreams....
With evil Songs, for my Life longs....
"deep in the depressions - the Darkest Dreams Dont Die...."
All she says soon happens to me....
"I keep on coming - you keep asking why? :O"
Still wondering how can this be....
"I surely have my reasons - don't care if you "deserve" ;)"
Will to live is getting Idle....
"killing you in nightmares - hope the pain's soo serve :3"
While arrive thoughts Suicidal!
Going Insane, as She brings Pain!
But through Red Signs, my Claret Lines!
"but I wont stop coming - no I wont give peace..."
Enter Grey World, no Ligth, no Hope....
"keep slicing your soul - won't leave a piece :3"
Begging white trees for Sturdy Rope....
"standing on the bridge - feeling cold night breeze ^_^"
Darkening Rise! Humor of Sin!
"last words I told him, never repeat please :O"
So i Realize, With Her akin!
Come close Honey, When night's sunny!
Shinu Sign Sings, Sweet Despair brings....
"click click boom - no more weep! ^_^"
Tell me Tales from world Grey and Mad....
"swallow all your pills - and go to sleep! ;)"
Make my life so Joyfull and Sad....
"So say your name and last pray tonight :3"
Lovely Nightmare, Tears me apart! ^^
"there's only one truth - the truth of CRIMSONITE!!! >D"
Demon i Bear, Deep in my Heart! ^^
Note: despite officially the work is about "mr.rain character" c not me, all seven things about Mr.Rain the character in it are actually true about me myself, hope it's not a problem it'S seven of them and not 6.
Six Things You Need (?) To Know About Me
1.
Early 30’s
absconded
from an
abusive partner
became a single parent
two kids in tow
Knew
I’d be on my
own
a long time
just not this
long
31 years and
counting
There's a
silver lining
in every cloud
Pull on
the habit
enter the
convent
the big man’s
waiting
2.
Fell
in love at
59
For twenty years
I knew
he was coming
even knew his
name
His penetrating eyes
and lovely smile
set off the flame
He reads
what I write
but we’ve not
seen
each other
in a
long time
His choice
not mine
3.
Met
a German man
on DU
He loved my
erotic poetry
I loved
his fusion of
science
in poems
Four months
we emailed
before meeting
blind
No photos
except
those I had
of his
penis
After a period
of time he
ghosted me
a sign of
his weak
character
No matter
the end result
the depth of
feelings felt
fed my poetry
I’ll not forget
him ‘cause I
stepped out of my
comfort zone
4.
When I was
sixty
while exploring sex
with someone
I trust
I realised
how much
I love sex
really
love sex
At the
moment
I’m
celibate
My choice
5.
I never liked
my birth name
My mother
said my father
chose it
I was not
that person
the name
summoned
to mind
Decades later
a constant Freudian
slip by another
brought on change
I started
using my
middle name
Mother
was dead
so told
my father
He smiled
said his choice
had been Kathleen
He loved
to sing
I’ll take you home again Kathleen
when under the
alcohol weather
6.
Twelve months of
theatre school
strutting my stuff
on a pretend
stage
performing with ages
6 –18+
to the surprise
of those in the
end of term
audience
You're never
too old to
learn
something new
© Kate Adams 27/10/16
