Madness in Silence
I didn't know hell until I saw the horror that's been happening inside my family.
Secrets so horrible, I can't bear to speak.
Inside the walls of my so called home, there I see it but blind eyes forbade.
My mind is screaming to shutted ears.
A burden so heavy, how much more can I carry?
Numb to the pain, Ignoring realities, my heart is burning, knowing is sinning
Shhhhhhhh. Don't tell. My silence is golden.
Now I'm slowly chocking. Oh Death, I welcome you.
If only I could escape this...
In a cold dark place, endless space,
A stale foul smell of decay hangs in the air.
A sweet taste tempting, disguising the poison within.
It's a murder but more like suicide disguising.
I know it's rotting but I go on consuming.
Letting my soul be taken until there is nothing.
Hope? He is there somewhere.
I will be waiting. Come break this invisible chain.
My lifeline slowly fading. Hurry, my soul is screaming
As despair eats me away, I hope to...
A kiss of death aroused those living in the pit of hell,
Where fire burns the tortured souls and wounded hearts seeks no reprieve.
Death comes knocking on our door. I am calmly waiting, my heart is at ease.
Finally a reprieve from the meager life that is full of lies.
I closed my eyes and opened my arms.My hand reached out to speed up the touch.
My arousal spiked for the kiss of death and darkness' embrace.
Instead a light beamed and with a swift slashed, It brakes the invisible chain!
Then my choking stopped and my breathing comes back.
I found my voice hoarse and cracked, like a melody worth a million bucks.
My eyes were blurred and veiled by tears that flows, without grief nor sore.
He is gone, I am free. I am sorry, but I am happy.
Hope comes glimmering and finally I can start dreaming...
My life begins again from now on...
YES, NOW EVERYTHING IS O'K. It's finally over, HE IS DEAD, I am free.
Free from the chains that bind me, forcing my silence, blindfolding me.
Yes, Now it's O'K. My Lifeline... Resurrection...
A new beginning...
Published February 17, 2016@deepundergroundpoetry
Written by OxyMoronicMe
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