Poetry competition CLOSED 18th November 2013 5:30am
WINNER
Smoogej1s (Taylor)
Smoogej1s (Taylor)
RUNNERS-UP:
KittyFromHell
and UnknownEmo
Make me live your nightmares
"Tri-Tales of Horror....if you dare."
Blistered and crushed my hand was being force fed into a wood chipper.
By this evil ghostly phantom. Who was laughing...and laughing.....
His teeth so sharp and the pain so surreal and unusually corroding the
very nerves within my hands and into my arms. And when he pulled my arm out
it would reform and then he would shove it again and again like a hellish
lesson of permanence for all of my sins I have ever used those hands for.
The dream faded to black and the next lesson that followed was even more
hallowing then the last. I was tied up with barb wire which was being
electrified. And as my flesh began to cook and melt. My skin stretched
as I was hanging over a huge pit of lava with skulls along the inside of
the deep abyss... Suddenly I snapped loose and fell and I could feel the heat
building up around me as I my body began to burst into flames. Like parts
of the Shuttle reentry from Orbit. As I came closer and closer to the gaping mouth of this evil sinister flaming pit of Hades.
Just then my eyes burned out and dissolved and all went white. I was sitting in
my lazy boy awoke and looked at the clock. I realized I must of dozed off. And now
I am really awake or so I thought....I heard a knock on the door. The clock said
11:30 pm Didn't really want to open it this late. But not sure why but the curiosity got the best of me. I opened it. And no one was out there. Turned on the porch light and nothing but an empty space. hmmmmmmmm????? So I shut the
door. Locked er up. Turned around and that's when I saw this giant huge spider.
the size of a great dane standing up in a very aggressive manner. It shot this venom at my eyes and I began to go blind and fell to the floor. For some reason. I was unable to stand as it charged over to chew off my neck and head......
Blistered and crushed my hand was being force fed into a wood chipper.
By this evil ghostly phantom. Who was laughing...and laughing.....
His teeth so sharp and the pain so surreal and unusually corroding the
very nerves within my hands and into my arms. And when he pulled my arm out
it would reform and then he would shove it again and again like a hellish
lesson of permanence for all of my sins I have ever used those hands for.
The dream faded to black and the next lesson that followed was even more
hallowing then the last. I was tied up with barb wire which was being
electrified. And as my flesh began to cook and melt. My skin stretched
as I was hanging over a huge pit of lava with skulls along the inside of
the deep abyss... Suddenly I snapped loose and fell and I could feel the heat
building up around me as I my body began to burst into flames. Like parts
of the Shuttle reentry from Orbit. As I came closer and closer to the gaping mouth of this evil sinister flaming pit of Hades.
Just then my eyes burned out and dissolved and all went white. I was sitting in
my lazy boy awoke and looked at the clock. I realized I must of dozed off. And now
I am really awake or so I thought....I heard a knock on the door. The clock said
11:30 pm Didn't really want to open it this late. But not sure why but the curiosity got the best of me. I opened it. And no one was out there. Turned on the porch light and nothing but an empty space. hmmmmmmmm????? So I shut the
door. Locked er up. Turned around and that's when I saw this giant huge spider.
the size of a great dane standing up in a very aggressive manner. It shot this venom at my eyes and I began to go blind and fell to the floor. For some reason. I was unable to stand as it charged over to chew off my neck and head......
Last night, mommy
It’s so cold tonight…
“Mommy, where are you?”
A man told me I had no right
I’m in pain to the bone too.
What if I prayed?
“Would it help, mommy?”
Last night on a sepulchre, I was laid
Isn’t that funny?
I was all alone then
“There was this light though”
And it was scary when
Daylight would show.
I was so happy when it was night
“Mommy, a man ripped off my legs”
and that made me happy, it was white;
So I couldn’t feel it, no more need for meds!
And that man…made me feel weird,
Sensations felt, sensations never felt!
Down under went his beard
And down went his belt..
I was so happy I grabbed onto stones
“Mommy, someone arrived though”
He, she, skinned him to bones?
With a knife, swiftly, with one blow..
I had nothing left to do there
“Do you know what I did next, mommy?”
I cried miserably, but I was joyful!
And…someone was giving me a stare
Who was it? I don’t know, mommy.
But then it was all a dream,
“Mommy, I woke up in bed”
The man slept in my bed it may seem
He was never dead!
Blood was dripping out of my cave
“The temple he calls it”
How wonderfully he raved,
Under the light, candle lit.
But then...there was the knife!
“Mommy, everything changed”
Fate and I…inside there is strife!
He was dead, it was not feigned.
I felt everything, the blood…
“Mommy, the knife was clutched by me?”
It was in my hands, there was no stud
And yet…it filled me with glee!
I’m glad to be your son, Lucy
“Mommy, they may hate you”
And I may be deaf and can’t see
You still loved me as my sins grew
It’s so cold tonight…
“Mommy, where are you?”
A man told me I had no right
I’m in pain to the bone too.
What if I prayed?
“Would it help, mommy?”
Last night on a sepulchre, I was laid
Isn’t that funny?
I was all alone then
“There was this light though”
And it was scary when
Daylight would show.
I was so happy when it was night
“Mommy, a man ripped off my legs”
and that made me happy, it was white;
So I couldn’t feel it, no more need for meds!
And that man…made me feel weird,
Sensations felt, sensations never felt!
Down under went his beard
And down went his belt..
I was so happy I grabbed onto stones
“Mommy, someone arrived though”
He, she, skinned him to bones?
With a knife, swiftly, with one blow..
I had nothing left to do there
“Do you know what I did next, mommy?”
I cried miserably, but I was joyful!
And…someone was giving me a stare
Who was it? I don’t know, mommy.
But then it was all a dream,
“Mommy, I woke up in bed”
The man slept in my bed it may seem
He was never dead!
Blood was dripping out of my cave
“The temple he calls it”
How wonderfully he raved,
Under the light, candle lit.
But then...there was the knife!
“Mommy, everything changed”
Fate and I…inside there is strife!
He was dead, it was not feigned.
I felt everything, the blood…
“Mommy, the knife was clutched by me?”
It was in my hands, there was no stud
And yet…it filled me with glee!
I’m glad to be your son, Lucy
“Mommy, they may hate you”
And I may be deaf and can’t see
You still loved me as my sins grew
Wake me If I am Scratching
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The shutting of eyes always engulfs the nature of light
Left to fall inward
To deal with the shit caked in my innards
Sink slowly in tarnish
So cold in this black liquid
I slice gills under my chin to let the tar come gushing in
Fluid breathing like a baby in wretched dark womb
Floating in a night without stars or my lady moon
Not blessed with merciful blindness
Forced to see the scars of my bindings
Safety net of waking has been undertaken
Forsaken in a locked basement
Painting myself in a corner with thick human blood dripping from the roller
My step brother often finds me there
How do I drain the life from that time to murder this reminding
Yeah I was the child too piss frightened to fight
My father was not there
I was not gifted with the heart of a bear
Scrawny coward
Where the fuck is your power?
The director of this spinning stage
Takes such delight in replaying the horror of this rape
A length of spit thins on the face
This kid will never be the same
Chained to a chamber of mournful songs
My infant bruised face whispers,
"sleep is wrong"
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The shutting of eyes always engulfs the nature of light
Left to fall inward
To deal with the shit caked in my innards
Sink slowly in tarnish
So cold in this black liquid
I slice gills under my chin to let the tar come gushing in
Fluid breathing like a baby in wretched dark womb
Floating in a night without stars or my lady moon
Not blessed with merciful blindness
Forced to see the scars of my bindings
Safety net of waking has been undertaken
Forsaken in a locked basement
Painting myself in a corner with thick human blood dripping from the roller
My step brother often finds me there
How do I drain the life from that time to murder this reminding
Yeah I was the child too piss frightened to fight
My father was not there
I was not gifted with the heart of a bear
Scrawny coward
Where the fuck is your power?
The director of this spinning stage
Takes such delight in replaying the horror of this rape
A length of spit thins on the face
This kid will never be the same
Chained to a chamber of mournful songs
My infant bruised face whispers,
"sleep is wrong"
Death
Darkness all around
Nothing to hear, no sound
Coldness embraces me takes me away
The words i want to speak i can not say
Laying in my coffin 6feet underground.
First thing when i opent my eyes
I panict i didnt see skys
Only black nothing switching
I tried to move but nothing is twitching
Nothig more than flies
My flesh slides of my bones completly rotten
Who i ones was i am forgotten.
My coffin is my home but there is nothing to see
I don't remember the day they buried me
I think of my live but i see nothin.
A memory comes back
All faded in black
Only thing i see is around my throat a rope
After that tension and i feel myself choke
And then the texture of a linnen sack
I hear a sound, a little scratching
Maybe its my cascet they are unlatching
I get hope when the noise grows loud
If i could i would scream and shout
But its just a bug who is gonna use me for hatching
My hope is gone, i'm sure im death
Laying here forever in my wooden bed.
Soon there is nothing of me that remains
And i will be the only one who complaints
And so comes my end enough said.
Darkness all around
Nothing to hear, no sound
Coldness embraces me takes me away
The words i want to speak i can not say
Laying in my coffin 6feet underground.
First thing when i opent my eyes
I panict i didnt see skys
Only black nothing switching
I tried to move but nothing is twitching
Nothig more than flies
My flesh slides of my bones completly rotten
Who i ones was i am forgotten.
My coffin is my home but there is nothing to see
I don't remember the day they buried me
I think of my live but i see nothin.
A memory comes back
All faded in black
Only thing i see is around my throat a rope
After that tension and i feel myself choke
And then the texture of a linnen sack
I hear a sound, a little scratching
Maybe its my cascet they are unlatching
I get hope when the noise grows loud
If i could i would scream and shout
But its just a bug who is gonna use me for hatching
My hope is gone, i'm sure im death
Laying here forever in my wooden bed.
Soon there is nothing of me that remains
And i will be the only one who complaints
And so comes my end enough said.
The Substance
Do you think about me?
On those lonesome summer nights
Casting clouds of thick deception
Dreaming dreams inside your pipe
Do you think about me?
Knuckle deep inside your throat
Wishing one day you'd be skinny
Treating life as if it's a joke
Do you think about me?
When razors dance across your skin
Pools of red surround your body
Making up for all your sins
Do you think about me?
With a noose around your neck
Begging God for his forgiveness
Praying for courage so you can forget:
All the pain this life has caused you
All the loves that broke your heart
There's no silver lining in your story
There's just death to which you part
So do you think about me?
Much like the way I thought of you
Before the substance got a hold of us
Before it had its way with you
-Thank you
Do you think about me?
On those lonesome summer nights
Casting clouds of thick deception
Dreaming dreams inside your pipe
Do you think about me?
Knuckle deep inside your throat
Wishing one day you'd be skinny
Treating life as if it's a joke
Do you think about me?
When razors dance across your skin
Pools of red surround your body
Making up for all your sins
Do you think about me?
With a noose around your neck
Begging God for his forgiveness
Praying for courage so you can forget:
All the pain this life has caused you
All the loves that broke your heart
There's no silver lining in your story
There's just death to which you part
So do you think about me?
Much like the way I thought of you
Before the substance got a hold of us
Before it had its way with you
-Thank you
Make It Stop! (My Suicide Story)
The story of my suicide
Will for sure be front page
"Breaking News!" Another teen down
Who was bullied for being Gay
And as I inch closer,
And closer to the edge
I reflect on all the hatred,
And harmful words said
"Go to hell, faggot!
You devilish feen
You've got it all twisted
It's Adam & Eve!"
Those words are the bullets,
In the shaft of my gun
It's the blood on my wrists,
That ceases to run
It's the knife that couldn't cut,
Just a few more inches deeper
It's the cliff that couldn't be,
Just a few more rocks steeper
It's the silent screams for help,
Before anybody could stop me
It's the faces of my parents,
When they find my dead body
You say that it gets better
I've just gotta look ahead
But I'd feel a whole lot better
And so would everyone If I were dead.
-Thank You
The story of my suicide
Will for sure be front page
"Breaking News!" Another teen down
Who was bullied for being Gay
And as I inch closer,
And closer to the edge
I reflect on all the hatred,
And harmful words said
"Go to hell, faggot!
You devilish feen
You've got it all twisted
It's Adam & Eve!"
Those words are the bullets,
In the shaft of my gun
It's the blood on my wrists,
That ceases to run
It's the knife that couldn't cut,
Just a few more inches deeper
It's the cliff that couldn't be,
Just a few more rocks steeper
It's the silent screams for help,
Before anybody could stop me
It's the faces of my parents,
When they find my dead body
You say that it gets better
I've just gotta look ahead
But I'd feel a whole lot better
And so would everyone If I were dead.
-Thank You
Nightmares
They haunt me
they seem so real
yet they are only my thoughts
except for one
Heres my story, it is real
It started at the river
one lonesome day
just fishing
and minding my own business
Then it happened
a fellow walked by
he grabbed me
and tried to hurt me
it was happening so quick
i tried to fight him off
it never worked
i was helpless
i sceamed
but no one heard me
i try and try
to get away
but it never works.
he pulled my pants down,
ripped my shirt,
me, im screaming
for dear life
he strangled me
to shut me up
i went quiet
he let go.
im crying
yet im still helpless
he pulled his pants down
and stuck it in
i scream again
so he gags me.
i try to escape again
this time he hits me
its all happening so fast
hes taking my innocents away.
he keeps going
and going
till he finally finishes.
hes done
he tells me to leave
and threatens me
to never tell a soul.
i walk home
tears rushing down my cheeks
i go to my room
and sit there
crying
cutting
im only young
im only 14.
ive lived with that for so long
and i have never told a sould
everynight the images
of that day come flooding into my mind
he told me
this is all my fault
i guess it is
i wasnt strong enough
i rarely sleep anymore
im scared that it will happen again
this is my story
this is my nightmare
its haunting me
everyday
everynight
its in the past
but its in my mind
They haunt me
they seem so real
yet they are only my thoughts
except for one
Heres my story, it is real
It started at the river
one lonesome day
just fishing
and minding my own business
Then it happened
a fellow walked by
he grabbed me
and tried to hurt me
it was happening so quick
i tried to fight him off
it never worked
i was helpless
i sceamed
but no one heard me
i try and try
to get away
but it never works.
he pulled my pants down,
ripped my shirt,
me, im screaming
for dear life
he strangled me
to shut me up
i went quiet
he let go.
im crying
yet im still helpless
he pulled his pants down
and stuck it in
i scream again
so he gags me.
i try to escape again
this time he hits me
its all happening so fast
hes taking my innocents away.
he keeps going
and going
till he finally finishes.
hes done
he tells me to leave
and threatens me
to never tell a soul.
i walk home
tears rushing down my cheeks
i go to my room
and sit there
crying
cutting
im only young
im only 14.
ive lived with that for so long
and i have never told a sould
everynight the images
of that day come flooding into my mind
he told me
this is all my fault
i guess it is
i wasnt strong enough
i rarely sleep anymore
im scared that it will happen again
this is my story
this is my nightmare
its haunting me
everyday
everynight
its in the past
but its in my mind
Demon Alive
I bleed, I can't move I'm chained down,
No one to help, or to show me the demons, they can feel my fear.
Their grey and they have clawed the skin off, they bleed all over me, they cut, and kill people like me.
I don't know if I'm dead or alive.
They just watch me and rip my skin off slowly,
I scream, I see something coming, it looks almost human. It's not, it's the king .
He takes a staff and tightness my chain around my body.
They start to crush my bones,
I see a light it fades, all I see is darkness.
I'm dead it can't be, I wake to my body being sliced,
I'm bleeding more and more.
I want to scream "Someone help. I'm stuck.
They leave, I relax.
Then I feel something biting me, then it happens.
They eat my heart
I start to fall, into a sleep,
A dead sleep. My eyes shut and I just lay there dead.
As the demons finish me.
I wake up, on earth but I'm alone.
I like it here, I feel at home.
No he found me.
i don't want to die
Help me, help me.
They grab me, and they take me back go there home.
I'm back in hell.
I bleed, I can't move I'm chained down,
No one to help, or to show me the demons, they can feel my fear.
Their grey and they have clawed the skin off, they bleed all over me, they cut, and kill people like me.
I don't know if I'm dead or alive.
They just watch me and rip my skin off slowly,
I scream, I see something coming, it looks almost human. It's not, it's the king .
He takes a staff and tightness my chain around my body.
They start to crush my bones,
I see a light it fades, all I see is darkness.
I'm dead it can't be, I wake to my body being sliced,
I'm bleeding more and more.
I want to scream "Someone help. I'm stuck.
They leave, I relax.
Then I feel something biting me, then it happens.
They eat my heart
I start to fall, into a sleep,
A dead sleep. My eyes shut and I just lay there dead.
As the demons finish me.
I wake up, on earth but I'm alone.
I like it here, I feel at home.
No he found me.
i don't want to die
Help me, help me.
They grab me, and they take me back go there home.
I'm back in hell.
