Love and other drugs

When you're broken
Sometimes there is no repair
You just keep on walking but you aren't going no where
Without her I'm lost
And I can't find myself
But now that she's gone
I just need some help
My one true love is gone
Never to be seen
But what did I do?
Why was I so mean?
I can actually admit
That my love for her way true
But the last thing I can say baby
Is that I love you..

Adieu

Rest now, my princess
days and nights have weakened you
taken its toll on your eyes
and coloured your skin a soft grey

Still yourself
let me pray for your soul
and ask the gods to re-consider
the severity of penance
they have bestowed upon you

Rest now my princess
there are horses in the courtyard
ready for to carry you into the night
and through the light of tomorrows

Still yourself
and take these tears with you
should you thirst on your journey.

My life is moving fast
As I stand still
My heart heals last...
I'll send you the bill

One sip never ends
A single drink is too many
One scar never mends
A cola is plenty

My life is moving fast
As I stand still
You've stranded me on a raft
You bruise me with skill...

One time turns to twenty
His aroma is addicting
His thoughts are plenty
My pure mind just barely restricting

The thoughts he hath provoked.
His love, it's the most addicting drug...
My pain I've hidden and cloaked
He continues to use me as a rug...

You are my darkest temptation
The most perfect fallen angel of hell
My biggest admiration...
On me, he hath cast his spell...

Perfection, hiding in my tears
Love, pure in my world, ripping at the seams
Drugs, overwhelming into my fears
Faith, hiding at the very bottom of my dreams...

Missing Pieces

Let me feel you inside the depths of me  
Be my warm breath in damp isolation  
Follow me as a shadow in the setting sun  
Play as the melody in my favorite love song  
Gift me the presence of your company  
I need you as my anchor to keep me still  
I require your words where I have none  
Fill the chair that sits empty without you  
 
I am deprived of the pleasures  
life bestows for I am alone and suffering
in this box of silent musings  
that needs a definitive purpose  
as loneliness makes for a poor companion  
that I long ago was introduced to  
by your leaving  
 
Come back to me, heal me
help me forget  
this side of a heartless world  
that cannot be without  
your presence  
for I miss you  

If It Makes You Less Sad



When you think your not important to anyone

Think again, in my eyes your gold

Your imperfections are just perfect to me

If it makes you less sad,

Just let me say these few words

You are the smell before the rain

The warm breeze on my cold skin

The butterflies in my heart

The anchor holding me down

Everything you think your not, you are to me

The way your skin glows in the sun

Your smile is like fire to my core made of ice

Turn me inside out and expose my heart that is yours

Listen to the beat as it rushes when your finger tips brush my skin

If it makes you less sad,

let me pour my heart out on this page

Your the blood rushing through my veins

The sky just before daybreak

The color in my painting of life

Your what makes me elevate up to the ninth cloud in the sky

The air in my lungs,

without you I would simply suffocate

You see what you mean to me?

Your the ying to my yang

If it makes you less sad,

I would go under to drown just to hold you above the water

I wouldn't have it any other way

If it makes you less sad...

Enough to do anything for you
give my life, my love, my heart,
and my soul to you and for you.

Enough to willingly give all of my time,
efforts, thoughts, talents,
trust, and prayers to you.

Enough to want to protect you,
care for you, guide you, hold you,
comfort you, listen to you,
and cry to you and with you.

Enough to be completely comfortable
with you, act silly around you,
never have to hide anything from you,
and be myself with you...

I love you enough to share all of my sentiments,
dreams, goals, fears, hopes, and worries
my entire life with you.

Enough to want the best for you,
to wish for your successes,
and to hope for the fulfilments of all your endeavours.

Enough to keep my promises to you
and pledge my loyalty and
faithfulness to you.

Enough to cherish your friendship,
adore your personality, respect
your values, and see you for who you are.

I love you enough to fight for you,
compromise for you, and sacrifice
myself for you if need be.

Enough to miss you incredibly when
we're apart, no matter what length
of time it's for and regardless of the distance.

Enough to believe in our relationship,
to stand by it through the worst
of times,
to have faith in our strength as a couple,
and to never give up on us.

Enough to spend the rest of my life with you
be there for you when you need or want me,
and never, ever want to leave you or live without you.

I love you this much.