When Love Sours
kourtnissixxx
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Dangerous Mind
12
Joined 12th July 2011Forum Posts: 928
Poetry Contest Description
A poem that about a relationship that started with love, but ended, or continues, in abuse. Mental or physical.
-2 post limit
-500 word limit
-No collabs
-Be original, I hate reading the same poem in five different ways.
-500 word limit
-No collabs
-Be original, I hate reading the same poem in five different ways.
kourtnissixxx
Forum Posts: 928
Dangerous Mind
12
Joined 12th July 2011Forum Posts: 928
Edit :
Originally I had an example, but I figure it's pretty self explanatory.
Originally I had an example, but I figure it's pretty self explanatory.
Indie
Miss Indie
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Miss Indie
Tyrant of Words
34
Joined 3rd Sep 2011Forum Posts: 3209
I'm posting the link as opposed to the poem, as I've categorised this as extreme content. Hope that's not a prob.
One more time - http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/75810-one-more-time/
One more time - http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/75810-one-more-time/
kourtnissixxx
Forum Posts: 928
Dangerous Mind
12
Joined 12th July 2011Forum Posts: 928
Not at all a problem. A great starting entry.
Anonymous
“Sourly Crushed”
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At first, we had all the right ingredients,
charm and hopefulness, desire and mighty big wishes,
a glint of the eye, a turn of the head, a gentle succulent kiss,
soon we were in bed, that part went right to our heads.
We added more passion, some spice and some sass,
such a beautiful lass,you filled up my glass to the brim.
Little did we know that a dash of regret,
a smidgeon of anger and a pinch of carelessness
would cool our fire. It would become dire,
the beginning of the downward spiral,
everything between us soon became
malignant, viral,it killed our loving style.
What started out so very strong,
sweetly refreshing,
became all wrong, overbearing,
sourly crushing,
then, the bitterness followed.
Now, we both abide alone,
swallowed by our pride.
http://data.whicdn.com/images/16977602/boy-broken-heart-couple-girl-heart-Favim.com-193794_large.jpg
At first, we had all the right ingredients,
charm and hopefulness, desire and mighty big wishes,
a glint of the eye, a turn of the head, a gentle succulent kiss,
soon we were in bed, that part went right to our heads.
We added more passion, some spice and some sass,
such a beautiful lass,you filled up my glass to the brim.
Little did we know that a dash of regret,
a smidgeon of anger and a pinch of carelessness
would cool our fire. It would become dire,
the beginning of the downward spiral,
everything between us soon became
malignant, viral,it killed our loving style.
What started out so very strong,
sweetly refreshing,
became all wrong, overbearing,
sourly crushing,
then, the bitterness followed.
Now, we both abide alone,
swallowed by our pride.
staggering-home
Joined 30th Oct 2012
Forum Posts: 17
Lost Thinker
Forum Posts: 17
It started as a fire,
but the fire burned too hot.
We both let our anger get to us,
and now my stomach's in a knot.
We had plans of marrying,
but that was before I knew.
Your darker side emerged,
leaving me black and blue.
You'd force me to satisfy you,
and hit me if I refused.
I hated this feeling,
but you made me think I needed to be abused.
All you caused was destruction.
You always left me naked and crying.
You demanded so much out of me,
and, honestly, I was trying.
but the fire burned too hot.
We both let our anger get to us,
and now my stomach's in a knot.
We had plans of marrying,
but that was before I knew.
Your darker side emerged,
leaving me black and blue.
You'd force me to satisfy you,
and hit me if I refused.
I hated this feeling,
but you made me think I needed to be abused.
All you caused was destruction.
You always left me naked and crying.
You demanded so much out of me,
and, honestly, I was trying.
lepperochan
Craic-Dealer
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Craic-Dealer
Guardian of Shadows
67
Joined 1st Apr 2011Forum Posts: 14457
Make believe
stone me
the air is so thick around here
we'd nearly have to reach out
and rip chunks of it away
if we were of the mind
that we wanted to breath
and the clock is crying again
'cos neither of us take the time
to pick a fight anymore
tear strips off one another
until the fire lights under us
and we quench it with our own sweat
these days, the best we can achieve
is forty five minutes
of make believe.
stone me
the air is so thick around here
we'd nearly have to reach out
and rip chunks of it away
if we were of the mind
that we wanted to breath
and the clock is crying again
'cos neither of us take the time
to pick a fight anymore
tear strips off one another
until the fire lights under us
and we quench it with our own sweat
these days, the best we can achieve
is forty five minutes
of make believe.
waynehowell
Forum Posts: 48
Twisted Dreamer
1
Joined 11th July 2012Forum Posts: 48
No one will ever love you the way that i do
Twelve months since we split after nine years together
I thought we would have been together whatever the weather
I moved away from my home and all that i knew
So i wouldn't miss a single moment with you
Now i'm in another country all on my own
wondering why i just don't go home
And what i come up with while im wondering why
Is the reason i stay is just to hope to see you go by
If i go back to England, it would be admitting defeat
But that i can't do, cos my heart would never again take a single beat
Cos no one will ever love you the way that i do
And the reason im sure and know this to be true
Is when i looked in your eyes and the vows that i said
were imprinted on my heart the day we were wed
And there they will stay until the day that i die
Even after a year there's songs that make me cry
Because i will always love you, until the end of all time
And the hole that is left is knowing that your no longer mine
Its a deep dark void that will never again be filled
Sometimes i think it would be easier if i had been killed
Because without you my life just doesn't seem to matter
This thing in my chest i used to call my heart is in tatters
But no one will ever love you the way that i do
I just wish u knew how much i still and always will love you
Twelve months since we split after nine years together
I thought we would have been together whatever the weather
I moved away from my home and all that i knew
So i wouldn't miss a single moment with you
Now i'm in another country all on my own
wondering why i just don't go home
And what i come up with while im wondering why
Is the reason i stay is just to hope to see you go by
If i go back to England, it would be admitting defeat
But that i can't do, cos my heart would never again take a single beat
Cos no one will ever love you the way that i do
And the reason im sure and know this to be true
Is when i looked in your eyes and the vows that i said
were imprinted on my heart the day we were wed
And there they will stay until the day that i die
Even after a year there's songs that make me cry
Because i will always love you, until the end of all time
And the hole that is left is knowing that your no longer mine
Its a deep dark void that will never again be filled
Sometimes i think it would be easier if i had been killed
Because without you my life just doesn't seem to matter
This thing in my chest i used to call my heart is in tatters
But no one will ever love you the way that i do
I just wish u knew how much i still and always will love you
waynehowell
Forum Posts: 48
Twisted Dreamer
1
Joined 11th July 2012Forum Posts: 48
Bye bye baby goodbye
I never thought it would happen, getting over you
But now ive woke up and can confidently say "fuck you"
I dont know why i held you for so long in my heart
Now the haze is away, i see we are better apart
But looking back, there are things i never would change
Even though i realise that you are totally deranged
You wanted it all and you wanted it now
Your just like your mum, the haggered old cow
Ive never hated a person as much as i hate your mum
And never met a person who is so naturally dumb
The only thing she is good at. Is getting her claws in
The gold-digging bitch who only sees one thing
Money is everything to her & she buys her way through life
But her other half is not that stupid to make her his wife
I do thank you for one thing, for my little girl
That i love so much, to me she's my world
It's just a shame that you use her as a tool
Just to get to me, i did'nt think you could be that cruel
But you've shown your true colours you slut, you liar
And i really wouldnt piss on you if you were on fire
I never thought it would happen, getting over you
But now ive woke up and can confidently say "fuck you"
I dont know why i held you for so long in my heart
Now the haze is away, i see we are better apart
But looking back, there are things i never would change
Even though i realise that you are totally deranged
You wanted it all and you wanted it now
Your just like your mum, the haggered old cow
Ive never hated a person as much as i hate your mum
And never met a person who is so naturally dumb
The only thing she is good at. Is getting her claws in
The gold-digging bitch who only sees one thing
Money is everything to her & she buys her way through life
But her other half is not that stupid to make her his wife
I do thank you for one thing, for my little girl
That i love so much, to me she's my world
It's just a shame that you use her as a tool
Just to get to me, i did'nt think you could be that cruel
But you've shown your true colours you slut, you liar
And i really wouldnt piss on you if you were on fire
kriticool
Forum Posts: 596
Fire of Insight
32
Joined 1st Nov 2011Forum Posts: 596
..
Mi Malo Muchacha
http://8020.photos.jpgmag.com/2932831_238036_22a73a659f_l.jpg
bi-focal; this is where the lens bends
did you mean it; ‘cause…eye haven’t seen it; like
what eye know is.. what eye know and
what eye know, eye know not to know much
like who has love for such & such?
to see, hear, taste and…touch
me; I’m just wanting; the wait is haunting
your clandestine trips; those suspicious lips
no time for this or your abstract tricks; me
we’ve been thinking about you; perhaps
maybe too much
if you could agree; then we’d probably clutch
but you appear to be letting the brake-out
letting it out real slow;
got steers wheeling from friend to foe
bullish; quite the malicious
where it’ll be onto the break-out
no saving
me left with an addictive craving
my suspicion has been raving
promises made about your best behaving
2 to share; could’ve been you and me here
but if posing needs exposing then
we’re into the bare
facts
the facts found finding your figure
that it hasn’t been fair
you, me, her? - that’s a non-equitable pair
a digit the wrong place - not a good find
tell me senora - is this all in-my-mind?
..
photo chris mcbrown
Mi Malo Muchacha
http://8020.photos.jpgmag.com/2932831_238036_22a73a659f_l.jpg
bi-focal; this is where the lens bends
did you mean it; ‘cause…eye haven’t seen it; like
what eye know is.. what eye know and
what eye know, eye know not to know much
like who has love for such & such?
to see, hear, taste and…touch
me; I’m just wanting; the wait is haunting
your clandestine trips; those suspicious lips
no time for this or your abstract tricks; me
we’ve been thinking about you; perhaps
maybe too much
if you could agree; then we’d probably clutch
but you appear to be letting the brake-out
letting it out real slow;
got steers wheeling from friend to foe
bullish; quite the malicious
where it’ll be onto the break-out
no saving
me left with an addictive craving
my suspicion has been raving
promises made about your best behaving
2 to share; could’ve been you and me here
but if posing needs exposing then
we’re into the bare
facts
the facts found finding your figure
that it hasn’t been fair
you, me, her? - that’s a non-equitable pair
a digit the wrong place - not a good find
tell me senora - is this all in-my-mind?
..
photo chris mcbrown
drivelicious13
alon aLion
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alon aLion
Dangerous Mind
10
Joined 1st June 2012Forum Posts: 346
Insignificant Other
How does The Other
Become So Insignificant
You don’t even bother
She doesn’t even warrant
The most basic informalities
expected in relationships
of "normality"
can Every ember extinguish
from that initial chemistry
causing you to relinquish,
dismember painful memories
thought impenetrable, buried,
to her sweet lips emitting
the most tender, most innocent,
most human of queries
how is it that I can spew
the most horrid truths
from current status
way back to tortured youth
after enjoying a handful
of Level-Vibed goofs
with a perceived
like-feathered bird
without shred of proof
of identity
rub-shouldered on "The WEB"
Right Here On THIS:
Our dreaded Inner-Tube
The Other
Consistently
in temporal proximity
a stone’s throw Away
Right There
gives loving care
In every emergency
Sadly unaware
Of the urgency
The silent Munch’s Scream
Inside of me
I`ll so readily
Unveil
Online
leave data trails
Of true confessions
to strangers
who are either
kindred spirits
or bizarre fetishests
who do great impressions
“familiarity breeds contempt”
Even on the Soul-Mate Level?
Is there any fate
More terrible?
After genuine Loved-ones
Ideals are spun
You find beauty
And connection
Indescribable
At an age so young
You’re stunned
You stumble
As if stung
By hypodermic
Containing drug
Turning your naïve baravado
Into a genuine person
Now humbled
And that initial Surprise
crescendos
Into something alien
Unbearably sublime
And sustains
for what seems
a sufficient period of time
to convince
you cash in your chips
Freedoms of Magnitude
so inordinate in value
to The Gifts
for which you submit
and like any other drug
after those first
incredible hits
you chase
that sensation
through ever-lessening
stages
until left
with something
completely other
and insignificant
How does The Other
Become So Insignificant
You don’t even bother
She doesn’t even warrant
The most basic informalities
expected in relationships
of "normality"
can Every ember extinguish
from that initial chemistry
causing you to relinquish,
dismember painful memories
thought impenetrable, buried,
to her sweet lips emitting
the most tender, most innocent,
most human of queries
how is it that I can spew
the most horrid truths
from current status
way back to tortured youth
after enjoying a handful
of Level-Vibed goofs
with a perceived
like-feathered bird
without shred of proof
of identity
rub-shouldered on "The WEB"
Right Here On THIS:
Our dreaded Inner-Tube
The Other
Consistently
in temporal proximity
a stone’s throw Away
Right There
gives loving care
In every emergency
Sadly unaware
Of the urgency
The silent Munch’s Scream
Inside of me
I`ll so readily
Unveil
Online
leave data trails
Of true confessions
to strangers
who are either
kindred spirits
or bizarre fetishests
who do great impressions
“familiarity breeds contempt”
Even on the Soul-Mate Level?
Is there any fate
More terrible?
After genuine Loved-ones
Ideals are spun
You find beauty
And connection
Indescribable
At an age so young
You’re stunned
You stumble
As if stung
By hypodermic
Containing drug
Turning your naïve baravado
Into a genuine person
Now humbled
And that initial Surprise
crescendos
Into something alien
Unbearably sublime
And sustains
for what seems
a sufficient period of time
to convince
you cash in your chips
Freedoms of Magnitude
so inordinate in value
to The Gifts
for which you submit
and like any other drug
after those first
incredible hits
you chase
that sensation
through ever-lessening
stages
until left
with something
completely other
and insignificant
kourtnissixxx
Forum Posts: 928
Dangerous Mind
12
Joined 12th July 2011Forum Posts: 928
Amazing entries everyone. An interesting competition this is becoming.
Jane
Joined 13th Nov 2012
Forum Posts: 1
Strange Creature
Forum Posts: 1
Let's play Doctor
You used my heart to paint the walls,
Laid me on the table and took a scalpel to my chest,
Cracked open the bones in my rib cage with your cold fingers,
Peeled the pericardium from my heart,
Like the skin around a fresh wound,
You slowly severed my aorta in half,
The part of my heart that pumped love through my body,
I lay there unable to move but able to feel everything,
Tears escaped from the corners of my eyes,
And dropped like bombs onto the cold metal table,
You reached into my chest and tore it out,
Examined it like a science project,
Took the scalpel and cut away any healthy parts that were left,
You threw it against the wall and it sprayed everywhere,
Every inch, every corner, every crevice was covered in seconds,
I watched helplessly as you smeared it everywhere,
Until the whole room was red,
When you were done,
You took the little piece that was left and walked over to me,
It wasn’t more than 2 centimeters big,
You put it back in my chest, closed me up,
And pretended like nothing ever happened.
You used my heart to paint the walls,
Laid me on the table and took a scalpel to my chest,
Cracked open the bones in my rib cage with your cold fingers,
Peeled the pericardium from my heart,
Like the skin around a fresh wound,
You slowly severed my aorta in half,
The part of my heart that pumped love through my body,
I lay there unable to move but able to feel everything,
Tears escaped from the corners of my eyes,
And dropped like bombs onto the cold metal table,
You reached into my chest and tore it out,
Examined it like a science project,
Took the scalpel and cut away any healthy parts that were left,
You threw it against the wall and it sprayed everywhere,
Every inch, every corner, every crevice was covered in seconds,
I watched helplessly as you smeared it everywhere,
Until the whole room was red,
When you were done,
You took the little piece that was left and walked over to me,
It wasn’t more than 2 centimeters big,
You put it back in my chest, closed me up,
And pretended like nothing ever happened.
Anonymous
Two Sides of the Same Hurt
Did you know that I wept
on your shoulder while you slept
regretting what Ive done to you
over the years
over time
through many tears
Allowing you to dwell in the sadness
of not being me
of not knowing yourself
as someone independent and free
My razor blade smile thinned out your skin
until the dermis revealed your weakness within
Now you sleep in the dark and I wonder why
no more tears fall from your eye
that like sand has become dry
Maybe I caused too much hurt
to fix the damage done
by being a selfish I
by letting you run
And die in the streets alone
where moans mix with blood
and the mutts feast on your bones
I meant to say I'm sorry
I meant for so much more
than what I could give you
my diminished other half
the weaker one by far
But it'll heal
the scar
It'll heal...
Did you know that I wept
on your shoulder while you slept
regretting what Ive done to you
over the years
over time
through many tears
Allowing you to dwell in the sadness
of not being me
of not knowing yourself
as someone independent and free
My razor blade smile thinned out your skin
until the dermis revealed your weakness within
Now you sleep in the dark and I wonder why
no more tears fall from your eye
that like sand has become dry
Maybe I caused too much hurt
to fix the damage done
by being a selfish I
by letting you run
And die in the streets alone
where moans mix with blood
and the mutts feast on your bones
I meant to say I'm sorry
I meant for so much more
than what I could give you
my diminished other half
the weaker one by far
But it'll heal
the scar
It'll heal...
Anonymous
Extinguish
Capacity extends all around
while dim hues send tracks
across the floor
bleeding up the walls
illuminating the space
with a faint orange malaise
The last piece
is thrown onto the fire
conjuring sparks
that fade to memory
as quickly as they came
There is nothing to do but wait
for the flame to die
for its diminishing glow
to retreat
And for darkness to envelop us
with no wood left to burn
Your hand on my chest
for the first time seems cold
as its warmth leaves me
The sound of your breath vanishes
and I find myself alone
as black as coal
as somber as the night
Capacity extends all around
while dim hues send tracks
across the floor
bleeding up the walls
illuminating the space
with a faint orange malaise
The last piece
is thrown onto the fire
conjuring sparks
that fade to memory
as quickly as they came
There is nothing to do but wait
for the flame to die
for its diminishing glow
to retreat
And for darkness to envelop us
with no wood left to burn
Your hand on my chest
for the first time seems cold
as its warmth leaves me
The sound of your breath vanishes
and I find myself alone
as black as coal
as somber as the night