Paranoid in a Mad House
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Mysa
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Poetry Contest Description
Create a paranoid poem or a crazy one
Write a poem about being paranoid
Or becoming insane
Or (like it says above) a poem
Of becoming paranoid in a house full of mad people
Interpret it anyway you wish..
You Must rhyme it
Title it
No more than
150 words
Only new poems
Collabs accepted
Or becoming insane
Or (like it says above) a poem
Of becoming paranoid in a house full of mad people
Interpret it anyway you wish..
You Must rhyme it
Title it
No more than
150 words
Only new poems
Collabs accepted
Anonymous
SO PARANOID
I am paranoid about my religion
I am paranoid about my gender
I am paranoid about my personality
I take everything personally
If someone says something
I interpret it negatively
When someone is nice
I question their motives
When someone is nasty
I think they are a bigot
No history of trusting
Got me anywhere
So do not get into
It with me
You will be met
With hidden hostility
See nobody knows
What my kin’s been through
Nobody cares
Except a few
So in a world full of hostile people
With chips on their shoulders
I am their equal
You will never know
I come on too polite
Do not cross my path
You will not live to see daylight.
Gg78
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The ward
Walking into work
It's a mad house
Some are in corners complaining
Others scaring up their own flesh
Nails filled with their own blood
Screaming echoes through every hall
Watching your back every shift
Everyday
Waiting for one to slip through the niceness crack
They get their freedom and bam
The entire staff is on task
Some laugh while they watch the scene unfold
Some cry afraid to be so bold
I pity them
And love them at the same time
Afraid of their thoughts
It seems like some can read my mind
They look at you with blank eyes "lost"
You must be Sick to live here
I'm paranoid to work here
Afraid I will get sucked up in the insanity hype
They tend to live happier lives
No fear, no pain, no stress
Friends they talk to in their heads
No need to dress to impress
A Johnny fits like a vest
A bed to sleep in
Three square meals a day
Snack in-between
Drugs come free here
And I'm so afraid
Afraid of this place
Or maybe I just know I fit in more then i'd like to admit
I need to quit
Walking into work
It's a mad house
Some are in corners complaining
Others scaring up their own flesh
Nails filled with their own blood
Screaming echoes through every hall
Watching your back every shift
Everyday
Waiting for one to slip through the niceness crack
They get their freedom and bam
The entire staff is on task
Some laugh while they watch the scene unfold
Some cry afraid to be so bold
I pity them
And love them at the same time
Afraid of their thoughts
It seems like some can read my mind
They look at you with blank eyes "lost"
You must be Sick to live here
I'm paranoid to work here
Afraid I will get sucked up in the insanity hype
They tend to live happier lives
No fear, no pain, no stress
Friends they talk to in their heads
No need to dress to impress
A Johnny fits like a vest
A bed to sleep in
Three square meals a day
Snack in-between
Drugs come free here
And I'm so afraid
Afraid of this place
Or maybe I just know I fit in more then i'd like to admit
I need to quit
clio13
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True.
clio13
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Today is poltergeist
Every corner is my ultimate enemy
I have expatiated every brackish sinner from the face
of my personal cosmos
The Mundane is more than blind
Give me reason
Give me bliss
Because there's a sun I keep under my arm
Purple from the goddess greatest sin...
Every corner is my ultimate enemy
I have expatiated every brackish sinner from the face
of my personal cosmos
The Mundane is more than blind
Give me reason
Give me bliss
Because there's a sun I keep under my arm
Purple from the goddess greatest sin...
Myheartdiesforyou
Mysa
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Mysa
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Demonic Madhouse
In the madhouse strapped to a rubber bed
demons dancing only I can see
are they real or all in my head?
Paranoid delusions as I walk onto the ward
people staring at me as I pass
pealing my skin back I can no longer hide behind my mask.
Doing black magic I seek to strike fear
even the biggest mother fucker
better not come near.
Crawling in my skin the worms feast on my soul
anxiety causing me to pace
demons always watching sulpher blasts in my face.
They seek to restrain me with their magic pills
I shrug them off like they don't exist
i'm demon kind I do as I wish.
Screaming demon language at the top of my lungs
casting and casting I lick their souls clean
doing the devils work just for fun.
The crazies milling around me see me as I am
afraid of me because they know i'm evil
and will rip out their hearts if I can.
Paranoia my only true friend
people and places may fall
but you paranoia keep me safe from it all.
I love my madness it keeps people away
they don't cling to me
and I like it that way.
I'm sure i'll see the ward again
though they better say their prayers when i'm around
as I set my hell hounds out for their feast
I know i'm there for one reason to feed the great beast.
In the madhouse strapped to a rubber bed
demons dancing only I can see
are they real or all in my head?
Paranoid delusions as I walk onto the ward
people staring at me as I pass
pealing my skin back I can no longer hide behind my mask.
Doing black magic I seek to strike fear
even the biggest mother fucker
better not come near.
Crawling in my skin the worms feast on my soul
anxiety causing me to pace
demons always watching sulpher blasts in my face.
They seek to restrain me with their magic pills
I shrug them off like they don't exist
i'm demon kind I do as I wish.
Screaming demon language at the top of my lungs
casting and casting I lick their souls clean
doing the devils work just for fun.
The crazies milling around me see me as I am
afraid of me because they know i'm evil
and will rip out their hearts if I can.
Paranoia my only true friend
people and places may fall
but you paranoia keep me safe from it all.
I love my madness it keeps people away
they don't cling to me
and I like it that way.
I'm sure i'll see the ward again
though they better say their prayers when i'm around
as I set my hell hounds out for their feast
I know i'm there for one reason to feed the great beast.
Anonymous
Non-bizarre Delusions
I don't trust them
Peeking threw my window
Just leave me alone
Why won't they go
They give me pills
Three times a day
You have to take them
Is all that the nurses say
Medication will help
While frozen straight face
Those liars concocted it
From a poisonous base
My arms now jacketed
Behind my back tight
Weakened from starvation
I'm loosing this fight
Electroconvulsive test
They want to zap my brain
They say it's for the best
Haha!
What do they think I'm insane
I don't trust them
Peeking threw my window
Just leave me alone
Why won't they go
They give me pills
Three times a day
You have to take them
Is all that the nurses say
Medication will help
While frozen straight face
Those liars concocted it
From a poisonous base
My arms now jacketed
Behind my back tight
Weakened from starvation
I'm loosing this fight
Electroconvulsive test
They want to zap my brain
They say it's for the best
Haha!
What do they think I'm insane
Anonymous
Much Better Now
It's a mad house
Watch out for the dolls
They hand out our meals
As they walk down the halls
Our pills come next
I'll give you mine
I haven't taken em for awhile
And look I'm doing fine
They make me so itchy
Like bugs under my skin
Burrowing tunnels
Eating my flesh from within
I don't need to be here
They will let me out soon
And why are you here
Im suppose to be alone in my room
It's a mad house
Watch out for the dolls
They hand out our meals
As they walk down the halls
Our pills come next
I'll give you mine
I haven't taken em for awhile
And look I'm doing fine
They make me so itchy
Like bugs under my skin
Burrowing tunnels
Eating my flesh from within
I don't need to be here
They will let me out soon
And why are you here
Im suppose to be alone in my room
jigg82
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my sisters kids
have arrived
for the weekend
I had a long
week at work
so my nerves
ar damn near spent
the lil demons
have turned
my couch
into a tent
I'm fuckin
my feet up
from walking
on jagged toys
and Legos
my carpet
is ruined
with mashed up
Play dough!!!
I love my
niece and nephew
but I want them
to go home
maybe I'll
step outside
try to chill
and get stoned
I come back
in the madhouse
the tv is fuckin loud
cartoons all day long
my mind is fuckin gone!
lets go play outside
it's sunny and bright
I sit down to relax
I hear the sound
of broken glass!!!
shit!!! what now????
Jesus!!!!
my nephew
threw a stone
at my neighbors
gay prius!!!
let's go
back inside!!!
close all the
curtains and blinds
pretty sure
the police
ar gonna arrive!
finally they
lay down
for a nice
Long nap
I was ready
to snap
my house
is destroyed fuck!
where do I start?
at the end of day
I love jak and Riley
with all my heart;)
have arrived
for the weekend
I had a long
week at work
so my nerves
ar damn near spent
the lil demons
have turned
my couch
into a tent
I'm fuckin
my feet up
from walking
on jagged toys
and Legos
my carpet
is ruined
with mashed up
Play dough!!!
I love my
niece and nephew
but I want them
to go home
maybe I'll
step outside
try to chill
and get stoned
I come back
in the madhouse
the tv is fuckin loud
cartoons all day long
my mind is fuckin gone!
lets go play outside
it's sunny and bright
I sit down to relax
I hear the sound
of broken glass!!!
shit!!! what now????
Jesus!!!!
my nephew
threw a stone
at my neighbors
gay prius!!!
let's go
back inside!!!
close all the
curtains and blinds
pretty sure
the police
ar gonna arrive!
finally they
lay down
for a nice
Long nap
I was ready
to snap
my house
is destroyed fuck!
where do I start?
at the end of day
I love jak and Riley
with all my heart;)
Danii
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They're Looking
Staring
Peering into my mind
Eyes burning in my brain
Seeing my anguish and pain
I hear the chitter chatter
Hush whispers and creepy grins
My blood is full of pins
SHUT UP!!!!
They know what I did
They saw it all
I'm gone
I'm dead
SHUT UP!!!!!
My body sways in rhythm
Head pounding in fury
SHUT UP!!!!
Dead and gone
I am still alive
And they know
What I did
They saw
EVERYTHING
Drooling on the floor
Its all a show
they know
SHUT UP!!!!
Just leave me alone
please
I beg
Have mercy
PLEASE!!!!
SHUT UP!!!
Staring
Peering into my mind
Eyes burning in my brain
Seeing my anguish and pain
I hear the chitter chatter
Hush whispers and creepy grins
My blood is full of pins
SHUT UP!!!!
They know what I did
They saw it all
I'm gone
I'm dead
SHUT UP!!!!!
My body sways in rhythm
Head pounding in fury
SHUT UP!!!!
Dead and gone
I am still alive
And they know
What I did
They saw
EVERYTHING
Drooling on the floor
Its all a show
they know
SHUT UP!!!!
Just leave me alone
please
I beg
Have mercy
PLEASE!!!!
SHUT UP!!!
Danii
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Pills
Swallow
And choke on my thoughts
They control me
but what you thought was helping-
I'll slit you from ear to ear
So take wipe that grin from your face
Anger is my only friend
I'd break you like a twig
Blades Blades
My new best friend
Come closer
Feed into my lies
Listen now
She's in disguise
I can kill without guilt
These pills....
I'll watch as your blood is spilled
Fire Fire
My one companion
Burn you down
And rebuild life
Brick by brick
My hell is made
Laughter fills my ears in pain
You'd think I've gone insane
I'm not
These pills
Are just a part of the game
Swallow
And choke on my thoughts
They control me
but what you thought was helping-
I'll slit you from ear to ear
So take wipe that grin from your face
Anger is my only friend
I'd break you like a twig
Blades Blades
My new best friend
Come closer
Feed into my lies
Listen now
She's in disguise
I can kill without guilt
These pills....
I'll watch as your blood is spilled
Fire Fire
My one companion
Burn you down
And rebuild life
Brick by brick
My hell is made
Laughter fills my ears in pain
You'd think I've gone insane
I'm not
These pills
Are just a part of the game
Myheartdiesforyou
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Mysa
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I Can't See Straight
In a mad house like this
Who could?
The sad hours on a night I wished
Who would?
So just get me the fuck out of here
Before the lines of their once caring faces
Are appearing less and less clear
And I'm left standing, struck with overbearing fear.
Breathing in, has become a vicious task
My eyes are blurring out from lack of oxygen
And I can't see straight, anymore.
I'm walking around wearing this suspicious mask
My insides burning up from the fact, of being boxed in
Wrapped up so tight, so nice.
I surely won't make it, anymore
On this wretched night.
I think we might just have to leave
All this paranoia, isn't to beneficial for me
I'm not trying to annoy you,
But I might just heave
Up everything critical in me.
In a mad house like this
Who could?
The sad hours on a night I wished
Who would?
So just get me the fuck out of here
Before the lines of their once caring faces
Are appearing less and less clear
And I'm left standing, struck with overbearing fear.
Breathing in, has become a vicious task
My eyes are blurring out from lack of oxygen
And I can't see straight, anymore.
I'm walking around wearing this suspicious mask
My insides burning up from the fact, of being boxed in
Wrapped up so tight, so nice.
I surely won't make it, anymore
On this wretched night.
I think we might just have to leave
All this paranoia, isn't to beneficial for me
I'm not trying to annoy you,
But I might just heave
Up everything critical in me.
JadieAngelik
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These walls harvest nothing
but sanity and suicidal thoughts
within this four corner box,
It's held together only by mans
delusional plot to keep the real thinkers
behind these mental locks...
-But,-
No matter what they do,
We'll find a way to be together
and rain hell upon this place..
Those eyes, haunt me,
I can't dream without her conveying
beauty into it with her lovely face
-Now,-
I swear I'll rip apart anyone,
or anything. keeping us at bay,
through the flickering halls of mans pestilence,
She stands just the only ounce of good
Like a relic, branded solely
for others to bask in twisted elegance
-I-...
watch the hours drift by oh so slowly...
that the shadows forever dance
in wake of the new adventure near,
and the walls sing away my plans
with an overwhelming tone
only I seem to hear....
-Am-...
I..Wait Where has the sounds gone,
the groaning, the yells and
blood curling screams...
Am I alone?
Or is just another fantasy?
a Plague of dreams?
-Awake-...