I'm Going to Love You Constantly
Love will not change,
Feeling alone like the wind,
Wasting away my future,
Pining for love,
A lost love I canít reclaim,
Unable to break the promise Iíve made.
Sounds like boredom,
But I have nothing else to live for.
Time canít reverse,
Trying to bring back the past.
I knew if I lost you, Iíd die slowly.
Tortured by loneliness,
Iíve tried everything I can to cope.
No cure for a crushed emotion,
I canít hold out much longer,
Iíve lost rationality.
Submerged in depression,
I no longer count the years,
Itís as if the whole thing was a dream,
But I know I miss you,
And Iím going to love you constantly.
Days feel like years,
No more tears to cry.
Living on the memory,
Fragments of the love you gave me long ago.
Cheeks like roses in the morning,
Dark eyes that tempted,
Lips of fire born with tenderness,
Awkward hugs Iíve never felt before.
Being with you was what I needed,
Soft words to lift up my heart,
And to know you cared.
You dismissed my strange prediction,
I foresaw love turn hate.
You warned me of the consequence,
Tried to delay the inevitable,
I took a negative approach,
And I knew it would hurt me,
Hurt more than I could bear.
Left in permanent sadness,
I know Iíll be without you,
But the mark of your love will not desert me.
You knew the vows I made to your sister,
But my heart ached only for your love.
ďI canít tell you what to do.Ē
ďMake your own decision.Ē
ďDo whatís best for you.Ē
Thatís what you told me,
But I didnít know what it meant.
The situation confused me,
I got what I wanted, but I couldnít keep it.
I loved you so deeply,
I couldnít believe I had you.
I squandered the opportunity of a lifetime.
Iíve tried repeatedly to reach your heart.
Messages, calls, got no response from you.
I gave up trying a long time ago,
But from time to time, I wonder if youíre okay.
Though you ruined my life, love remains.
Iíd relive the days with you, if I could.
Iím paying a severe penalty for losing you,
But I know Iím going to love you,
Love you constantly.
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