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When A Lie is the Truth

Unredeemed
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Vickie
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The promise of a new year

 One day down and still no direction.
And I guess its true,
I am blinded by my own perception.

I wish I had some clarity, but I can't see through the mud.
Tricked into thinking those were good days lulled to sleep by the fun.

I don't understand,
I know I was not promised something easy,
but it feels like every breath that I take is the breath that will kill me.

This air feels toxic, I can taste it and I'm losing my my mind.
I cry because I'm HELPLESS, I can't help it, I can't help them.

If my mind was all I lost maybe I'd be fine, cause I find it in the mornings and wear it just in time.

It's when I remember that I've lost THEM and I've lost THESE and maybe I never had EITHER and they definitely never had ME.

That's when I lose it again and I'm lost and confused and covered in the mud of what it is that I should do.

So what are my options?
They are nothing.

 I can just sit here and take it, be emptied and dried, be broken and broken and lost in their lives.
And I'll lose it when I lose them and be helpless without being able to help.

 And everyday will be an illusion where I tell myself that
 "THIS is important, and YOU are vital, and losing yourself is worth it" for them or for Him,or for whatever purpose that will ease the ache that over takes me by end of the day.

And I'll breath in this toxic life and I'll try not to whine,
because nobody understands it anyways...
No, really, I'm fine.
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Idryad
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No worries.

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wallyroo92, Unredeemed and
StruggleFreePotery thank you for your participations.

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vick
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Betrayals

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Idryad
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dejure (vick) thank you for your entry.

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Idryad
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My appreciation to all the participants of this competition. All the entries were well written and presented. Congratulations to all the winners. Your entries were all awesome and choosing was not easy. I hope all of you will join me in my next competition. Thank You all very much.

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Your very welcome..respect

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Yes I shall take part again..respect

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Idryad
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Stoney223 said:Your very welcome..respect

Thank you Stoney223. See you soon.

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Congrats EG , Great Write

So many Great reads!!!
Thank You so much for the runner up and fun Comp. Grace!!!

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Idryad
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souladareatease said:Congrats EG , Great Write

So many Great reads!!!
Thank You so much for the runner up and fun Comp. Grace!!!


Thank you. See you soon.

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